The Choice of Father
The Other Side of Siska

All the way home to the market took 20 minutes, I called my mother to ask who knew who would be signed. It turns out that the mother is buying fruits for additional.

finally we went around the market, and do not forget to buy flowers for the pilgrimage of the father's camp.

After shopping for the mother's order, and flowers for the pilgrimage to the father's tomb, we went home and stopped by the father's tomb for a pilgrimage.

"Dad's assalamualaikum, Vani is coming" I said

"Assalamualaikum father, Arya came" said mas Arya.

we cleaned the tomb and removed the dried grass. And we sow flowers on my father's grave. Mas Arya led the prayer, and I guaranteed it.

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At Siska's house, she gets angry at her papa

"Papa so far have never taught you like that Sis, you are Siska woman, papa ashamed Sis with her family Vani because of your behavior." papa who has emotion seeing Siska's behavior.

"Bah, don't scold Siska, pity her reward!" My mother defended me.

"If you're still defending this child, make sure your mom returns it to your parents!" papa said more angry.

"Pah sorryin Siska pah, Siska tau Siska wrong reward, sorry reward" I said while crying.

"Father is really ashamed of Siska, ashamed of why your attitude is like that, papa feels papa failed to educate you Sis!" papa cried while occasionally patting his chest.

"Siska envies Vani's reward, Siska envies papa always stories about Vani's cleverness, Vani's good as if Vani was a poor boy" I cried while venting my emotions that I had been craving.

All this time maybe only papa who always communicates well with the family here, not with mom and me. I just follow what my mom said, who always said that her family was just a shame, when mama was poor she was always humiliated and didzolimi, she said, but after we were they came closer and tried well with us.

From there I always assume that all the family papa and mama are all benalu.

"Siska papa told me about Vani, because he's your cousin, so you can follow a good example" said papa

"But not necessarily Vani pah which is used as an example there are many others" I said

"Your cousins from your mama?? is there really anything ? " ask papa to me.

It's true said papa, mama's calls ngak no one is really, there are pregnant first, there are people who get drug cases, ad ayang become people's savings.

I just quietly answered papa's question.

"Can you answer Siska, mama?" say papa in a high tone.

Mom just kept quiet, without making a sound.

"If your attitude is still shameful like this, don't ask me to leave you, papa cape and be ashamed of your attitude!" papa was crying back.

"Sorry mama pah, because of your attitude and heartache, even make papa embarrassed" mama cried.

"Mom get ready now, come with papa!" papa's orders, mama just nodded her head in approval.

"Where are you going?" I said while wiping the tears that were spilling from my face.

"You reflect on Siska what your mistake was, and fix it all. Before ashar papa was home" said papa.

I don't know and don't understand why I can act like that to him. I always felt jealous of what he had. What he has, I must have it. That's what makes me dare to say that.

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Sorry yesterday ngak be an update because I forgot to ngak to save even though it was a lot of writing