The Choise

The Choise
Life is a Choice (End)


Evelyn PoV's


We finally arrived at a place called home. It's not too far from Niel and—'s office is huge. Yes you could say Niel built a mansion for them to live together.


"I've moved everything in your apartment and moved it here." I have no intention of arguing with that word. Even though Niel sold his apartment, he didn't care.


Niel had prepared a room that both of us would use. Yeah, for an indefinite period of time because Niel said we should be together forever. The man didn't expect us to be separated again even if it was just a separate bedroom.


Niel and I came here after hearing some mockery and crying from Amy and the other family I left behind. Probably because I almost disappeared from sight this time. And don't forget I also have to entertain a lot of kids I'd love to bring along. But it's not possible. I promise to visit once every three months.


"You like it?" Niel asked behind me. There was actually no reason for me to say no to her question, because our bedroom was almost exactly like the room


I slept in Lavelle mansion.


"I'm happy, Eve," she whispered after hugging and pecking at my neck, "I've been holding myself back. So don't go again. Tell me all your feelings because I am willing to be your home, accept your grievances, your jealousy and all your shortcomings. Whatever it is as long as you're with me."


I know that my actions have inflicted many wounds. I used to think how to live without hurting others. That's why going and staying away became unthinkable to me. Amy, Lewis and Andrea, they are indeed family— families who love me because my own parents did not accept me.


That fact will not change. I know myself enough as an outsider to make them family. I love them, but I don't want to depend on them.


If now— have I found my own home? A place where I don't have to worry anymore because there will be someone who will always be with me even if I'm not recognized out there. He admitted that I was part of his life.


Nathaniel. Why would I hurt him? He only expects reciprocated love. He did not leave me even though I left him. Still hugging me lovingly like this.


"Niel— I've been thinking about a lot of things as long as you're not around" I said. Actually I don't want to say. But I don't want to hide my feelings anymore.


"Every day when I play with kids, I'll remember you. So I thought, what if the ones running around laughing cheerfully are our children? Those who complain to me for petty quarrels, then whine spoiledly. They must look like you." Because that's how Niel whines at me and becomes spoiled. Imagining our children have the character of Niel who like that brings happiness for me.


"I'm sorry, Niel. I'm stubborn and childish. I've hurt you. I don't want to be like this anymore. I want to be with you forever."


In fact, I have dreamed of the things I have always avoided.


"Let's get married." The remark got away with it, "and had a child similar to ours." Like the talk we've ever made.


I don't know what Niel's thinking right now. But the eagle's eyes couldn't take his eyes off me. But his eyes began to glaze over like they had explained.


"Don't tell me you're gonna change your mind."


I chuckled softly, "it won't. I'm sure this time."


"Then next month."


"Next week doesn't matter either" I said.


"Okay, next week!" I can't bear to not laugh. That guy's always serious, right?


"Tonight."


My laughter stopped, "what?"


"We're making the kids funny tonight, too" he whispered. Without letting me answer, Niel's lips had already silenced mine. Fortunately, I got used to it. I retaliated so that the hot nights that have been passed several times will be repeated again.


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"Life is about choices. There is something we regret, something we are proud of. Some will haunt us forever. The message: we are what we choose." — Graham Brown —


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Finally, it's finished gaesss!!!! Relax, there is still an extra chapter kok😃