The Creak of my Friend's Bed
The Refuse Raw-Monstant

Seeing Kirana silent and not responding, Raka repeated her words, "Kirana, do you want to accept my love? I'm serious with you, not kidding so please answer dong. Don't shut up, there's nobody."

"Oh... So if anyone, you're ashamed? just like you're not really in love with me. The name of love does not look at shame, even many who fight for love in front of many people. Unlike you, the point is you want us to backstreet if indeed I accept your love, right?" kirana taunted.

Kirana's words made Raka even more challenged, "well if you want me to express love in front of everyone, I will."

"Ets..don't you lecturer!"

"Loh.. how the hell? said you want me to say it in front of everyone? it's my turn to do what you want, why did you forbid it?" Raka increasingly did not understand the direction of thought from Kirana.

"I just say it and do not want the lecturer to grant my words. Because I don't necessarily accept the declaration of love, you."

"If you say it in front of a crowd, then I refuse. You'll be very embarrassed, right? I'm sorry, sir."

Raka already has a bad feeling," will Kirana refuse me, until she says something like this?"

"Well what's your answer, Kirana? do you accept my love or not?" asked Raka curiously.

"Sorry, young lecturer. I can't accept your love because...

"Because you've got another guy, right? the man I saw at that time with you. A man your father's age. Why would you prefer an old man over a much younger me?"

Hearing Raka's words, Kirana was annoyed, "if you have manners you shouldn't cut my conversation. And don't accuse me of that. If others find out about this you are as defamatory as you are, me" Kirana said.

"I'm sorry, Kirana. Yes, I have said again the words that had been cut by me," said Raka.

But Kirana was indeed created to have a stubborn habit, so that she was not willing to repeat her words again. What else to hear Raka say if she walks with a man her father's age.

"Sorry once again, young lecturer. I can't accept your love. Please choose another girl only because on this campus there are so many who like you," said Kirana firmly.

"Kirana, I'd like to ask you one more time, right?" Raka was doubtful.

"Tell me, lecturer, while no students have come yet" Kirana said.

"Why do you reject me, is it because you don't love me or because you feel inferior? I'm a lecturer while you're a student, or how would you please explain."

The question from Raka made Kirana murmur in her heart, "a lecturer who is being like this? already have no ethics or manners by cutting off the conversation, still just ask for details."

"Kirana please don't be angry or offended by my question," said Raka worried at the sight of the sour look on Kirana's face.

"I'm not angry, professor. Because basically I have no love for you. Not because I'm inferior, you're a lecturer and I'm a student. For now I'm not thinking about romance at all. Because my goal in college is to find the highest level of knowledge so that I can succeed. I didn't think about looking for a girlfriend at all, so I'm sorry, lecturer. I can't accept love, you."

Raka feels very disappointed when Kirana rejects her love. He is not out of thought, when all the girls pursue his love. Kirana refused his love.

"Yes, it's okay" said Raka very limply.

"What is my lack? until Kirana totally rejects me? all the girls here are fascinated by me. I'm handsome, I have company, but why is there anyone who rejects my love. I still can't believe this rejection."

"I feel like Kirana's just lying to me. I'm sure he loves me and is insecure because he's a student and I'm a lecturer."

"I'll test her if she'll be jealous if I make out with a woman in front of her."

While at this time Kirana was even sneering at Raka's actions.

"Super, really. Showing love to your own students. Maybe if other friends get treatment like that will feel excited and fascinated will even continue to remember until insomnia and not good to eat.'

"But not with me, for I have no love at all. At a time when all friends are fascinated by saying he's handsome, to me he's ordinary."

"Their myopic eyes to ordinary faces look very handsome. Uh but almost all the girls on this campus idolize, Mr. Raka. Means I'm myopic donk, because seeing Mr. Raka is normal."

Kirana continued to mutter in her heart. She doesn't like it at all, Raka.

*******

When he came home from college, Raka deliberately chatted jokingly with some students. He deliberately did that in front of Kirana. But Kirana did not respond at all. He did not look at all in the direction, Raka.

"Why didn't Kirana look at me at all? and I did this, wondering if he was jealous or not? it turns out that Kirana does not love me at all. What is Kirana's taste like?"

"Oh yes, at that time I saw Kirana was so friendly with men my papah age. Maybe I should look up to the fathers so Kirana will be with me."

"Why is the effect I did not accept with the rejection from Kirana huh? until I wanted to change myself so that Kirana would fall in love with me?"

Raka continued to look towards the departure of Kirana until no longer seen the trunk of her nose.

*******

Tomorrow....

Raka borrowed all Alvin's clothes. Until Alvin was astonished," Raka, is that Papah's outfit? you're not wrong to go to college wearing clothes like that?"

"No, pah. I borrow ya, I want to try it."

Without saying many words, Raka immediately passed away from Alvin's presence. Because he didn't want Alvin to ask him many things.

Alvin just kept staring in wonder towards the departure of Raka," why did Raka become acting so strange? when yes, to college wearing my clothes? isn't he ashamed that later on campus he was laughed at by his students?"

Alvin could only shake his head as he let out a long sigh. Because he can't advise Raka, because Raka is still cold to him.