The Creak of my Friend's Bed
Inner Pressure

On a clear morning.....

Hendrik actually went to the field to visit Ayu. But he was stunned when he arrived and saw the condition of Ayu," astaghfirullah aladzim, why did Ayu become like that, O Allah? how sorry is your fate, Ayu."

Hendrik can not invite Ayu to chat because the current psychic condition Ayu is really down. Both of Ayu's hands were tied, her eyes blank. Sometimes crying, sometimes smiling, sometimes angry and raging.

"Well I came here to see you, even seeing your current condition makes me very sad and sorry for you. Ayu, even though you can't see me coming and we don't talk to each other, but I'm sure you know I'm here."

"Well, may you heal soon and live your days with gratitude. Although this is all bitter for you, but everything that happens because of your actions is also."

Hendrikpun decided to return home, because he was no longer strong enough to see Ayu's condition was very alarming.

All the way home, he kept thinking about Ayu. He wanted to make Ayu heal as before, but that was impossible.

Arriving at home, he immediately got a thousand questions from Kayla who had been waiting for him on the porch.

"Hendrik, how is Ayu's condition? what did he say when he saw you coming? does he regret his actions or not?"

Hendrik let out a long sigh, "well, I haven't sat down with a lot of questions."

Kayla smiled a little, "hehehe forgive mama, son. Because mamah was really curious about Ayu's condition."

Hendrik sat down in front of Kayla. And he told me what had happened to Ayu. Kayla was flabbergasted, "astaghfirullah aladzim, so Ayu got a mental breakdown? it's so sorry."

Hendrik also told Kayla, that he also felt sorry when he saw Ayu's condition. Until he could not bear to see it, he decided to go home.

"You're patient, son. Just trust that Ayu will definitely go through the hard times and he will return as before."

Kayla tries to cheer up, Hendrik. So that the eldest child does not continue to think about Ayu's condition.

While at Raka's house, Alvin is also restless. He just kept thinking about the psychiatric condition that is currently shaking himself, Ayu. He was increasingly depressed, what else after hearing everything said by Vina at that time.

He was confused as to how else, as it was already impossible for him to fix all the mess that had occurred. Naya is dead, Ayu shaken by her psychic. And his wife died too.

"Oh my God, what should I do? so that Ayu would be healed, and no longer shaken by her soul. What if I could appeal so that Ayu could be released from prison? because everything that happened started with me?"

"It seems unlikely to happen because someone who has been sentenced to life imprisonment, where anyone can appeal until released."

Alvin muttered to himself, no longer knowing how to fix all his mistakes to Ayu.

The anxiety that is being felt by Alvin, can be seen by Raka. But Raka is also not very sympathetic anymore, since knowing that his mother Almarhumah died because of the Ayu act that was caused by revenge on Alvin.

"Raka, sit down for a second. There's something Papah wants to talk to you about."

But Raka refused, "I'm sorry pah, I'm doing a lot of work so there's no time to just chat."

Raka just paused for a moment, and then he walked away again. This further made Alvin more depressed his soul. He felt even more guilty," ever since Raka learned of Ayu's psychiatric condition and the cause of her death was also because of Ayu, he was getting cold and distant to me."

"O Allah, my sin is great. What should I do with all my past mistakes? what do I need to do to fix myself? there seems to be no way for me anymore."

Guilt and despair now eat away at Alvin. Until he does not feel good eating body does not sleep well. His body slowly took care of. Plus, his diabetes is getting worse.

There are so many wounds in his body that can not dry because he has a history of wet sugar disease.

The more days Alvin is tormented with his own condition. The torment he was experiencing right now was not only the torment of the soul, but also the torment within his body that began to give off a rancid smell in all his wounds.

"Den Raka, I'm sorry. Shouldn't it be, Mr Alvin taken to a special hospital? where can he be treated more efficiently for his diabetes?"

"Den Raka, I'm sorry for not being able to take care of Mr. Alvin anymore. Because the smell of Yeng unpleasant from his body makes me nauseous and sometimes vomit. It's very disturbing to me. The smell can't just disappear."

Private nurse Alvin, decided to risgn because he was no longer able to care for Alvin who was getting worse and worse.

Even now Alvin can only be weak in bed because of complications he has, in addition to sugar disease.

Raka also listened to the advice of the nurse, for Alvin in the hospital alone.. Because he was also not strong with a foul smell coming out from the wounds on Alvin's body.

Raka also allows the nurse to risgn and find a better job.

At that time, with the help of some of his men, Raka carried Alvin's body into the car and took him to the largest and most famous hospital in the city to get treatment.

"Where is Papah going to be taken?" tanyanya.

"Hospital, to be treated there," said Raka who continued to smear his nose covered with a mask with fragrant oil.

Although already wearing a mask, the smell of carnation in Alvin's body can still be inhaled.

Alvin himself could feel that too. In addition, he often feels a very intense itching. He also felt a smell inside his own body.

"O Allah, this is the torment in the world that I must experience. I am alive but helpless with all the diseases I have. Why don't you just take my life? I am so saddened by my illness.. Please take my life, God!!" inner Alvin was upset by himself with his current condition.

Alvin feels that he is not currently eager to live life in the world. Because for him it is useless with the condition of his body that can not move at all.