
Felly was still at home in his position that spoiled on the mother, hugging each other and eating a cake that her mother brought specifically for her.
Aditya has entered the room. But he still sees Felly from Felly's bedroom window. I don't know why he smiled when he saw the mother and son hugging each other and smiling with happiness.
Even seeing the mother-in-law who feeds Felly who makes his heart seem touched. Aditya was like that too. But first. When she was a child, her mother spoiled her. Aditya can only remember those times.
" He's very lucky to still have parents who care about him. He would change drastically if he was with his mother. Looks quiet and spoiled woman. But with me he will be angry and there are only the ingredients of his anger," inner Aditya smiled obliquely.
Aditya passed from the window and sat on the bed side of the bed adjacent to the table on the edge of the bed. Aditya takes a picture frame that Felly banned yesterday on his touch.
He grunted smilingly looking at the photo and put it back down. Don't know why his hands are so hard that he has to open the drawer. Aditya looked around what the contents inside the drawer were.
He found a stack of photo albums. Aditya picked it up and was very curious, so he had to open it.
It was Felly's photo album. Felly looks like a baby, a little baby so adorable. Aditya who has no job continues to open the photo sheet.
Many photos of Felly from small babies to teenagers, photos are funny and so adorable.
" She was indeed very beautiful from a long time ago," the inner Aditya admitted. If his wife is beautiful.
I finished opening the photo album. Aditya returns it to its place and returns it. Aditya finds a pink diary. His curiosity should make him to take it.
Not waiting for long, Aditya opened his first sheet and very diligently read it. Just recounting Felly's daily life while she was in school.
" So he aspires to be a doctor and has his own hospital. Then why when grandfather offered it. He even had a lot of behavior, "inner Aditya with a snort.
Aditya only read little by little, mostly flipping through the sheets in the book.
His hand stopped when he saw in the sheet it was written crushed, it was all over. The interesting thing made Aditya curious and read it.
..." I don't know what I did wrong, I don't know who he is. I don't know him. I also don't know what made him ruin my life. That night should be happy for me. Where I'm excited to try my wedding dress. Because it was just a misstep....
...He's the one I don't know, I just know he's Damar's brother. But he has no heart, like a wild animal. Destroying life in 1 night, the sanctity that I have been keeping, in forced retreat, is treated like an animal....
...He ruined my life, forced me to serve his lust, his eyes that I don't know why that look hated me more when he touched me....
...O Allah, I became a koto woman, what a mistake I made. So you didn't help me at the time. So you didn't hear my screams. My heart and my body are very sick in my treatment. He's so mean he's a really mean guy....
...Why don't you help me out of that monster. And why must you come, when I want to put an end to everything....
...Why did you stop me, when I wanted to hurt my arm, to end everything. I can't live like this. I don't know when I can hold on. I don't know.......
Aditya's face reading Felly's writing became sad. Even her eyes were glazed. When he heard the outpouring of Cherry's heart at the time of the incident he had done.
He always admits. If Felly's life is ruined in his hands. Aditya threw his breath forward so heavily and re-opened a new sheet.
..." I try to accept everything. I'm sincere with everything that's happened to you. But why did fate have to make me meet him again and as if he wanted to rule over me. Some threats that I received and inevitably I had to obey. Because I couldn't possibly let my family, experience that might be worse than I've been....
...I need money for my mom. But he who has the power to play with my life. It was so heartbreaking that he had the heart to freeze the check that was rightfully mine and I took the most stupid path of my life....
...I don't know where the demon whispers from. I didn't know what I was thinking until I prostituted myself for money. I was so desperate that I could do something so stupid....
...I don't know what your plan is. Why did you send him to save me. Get me out of a place like that. But still it's not a good thing. It is precisely the points of destruction that have actually begun....
Aditya opened up sheet by sheet again.
..." I've been trying to escape. But he could still find me and get married with all his scary words. Again and again. I had to marry him. Only 9 months of that marriage will be over and I hope he will really let me go....
...I tried to hold on, when I was really by his side. Even though I don't know why I should. Why does he want to really destroy me. Until he never let me go. Maybe I made a mistake with him. That's why he controlled me....
It turned out to be the last book in the diary. Aditya swallows his salavin by reading, outpouring Felly's heart.
" Your mistake is, because you are in Damar's life. It's your fault" the inner Aditya closed the diary. Aditya let out his breath slowly and put the book back in its place.
Aditya rubbed his face rough with his 2nd hand and looked outwards. He saw Felly still laughing.
" What I am, has taken away your happiness, am I really so cruel that you suffer so much. Have I changed your life. Did I imprison you" Aditya said in a voice that was full of regret that looked directly at Felly who made him the most cruel person.
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" What does it feel like?" tanya Sabila rubbed the head of her daughter.
" Hmm, very good," replied Felly who continued to eat the cake that her mother bought. Sabila smiled and suddenly Sabila turned to look behind Felly and saw Aditya was there.
" Aditha!" reprimand Sabila. Felly heard Aditya's name immediately turned around and did not know since when Aditya had been standing there.
" I brought you some water" said Aditya, showing him the bottle of mineral water he was carrying.
" Geez you're so considerate. Felly doesn't drink. Mama had forgotten to take him," said Sabila.
" He's most just a caper," Inner Felly.
" Hmm, yes, mama went inside first, you may want to chat," said Sabila who stood up.
" Mama go inside first yes," said Sabila pamit. Aditya nodded and Felly remained silent. After the departure of the mother-in-law. Aditya sat next to Felly with his legs straightened forward.
" Drink!" said Aditya gave a bottle of drinks that have been in the notya.
" Thank you," replied Felly ketus and indeed gulped it down. Because he's thirsty too.
Seriate......
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