The Cruel Man Who Dropped My Honor.
177 Words that hurt each other.
" You're really very pinta Felly. Your stupid pretense is what you show. Hhhh, even though you laughed at my life," said Aditya who felt played by Felly.
With Felly know all his past makes Aditya very humiliated and especially Felly pretend not to know as if enjoying all the drama he created.
" No Aditya, it's not what you think it is. I know everything about your life in the past. I just want you to tell me. I've never mocked you, laughed at the past. I never had such thoughts," Felly said, trying to make it clear that Aditya did not misunderstand.
" And what I've been doing all this time is not because I think you're so pathetic but everything is from my heart. I did it sincerely," continued Felly kept trying.
" You think I believe your words" Aditya said cynically.
" Aditya, I swear. I never laughed at you and your family. Aditya I'm your wife and naturally I know all about you, I just want you to share with me" said Felly holding Aditya's arm making Aditya grunt violently. With a forced smile.
Aditya pushes Felly back into a ketingding by holding both of Felly's shoulders firmly and bowing his head so that his face is level with Felly's, Aditya's red eyes staring at Felly sharply.
" What do you say, you are my wife" Aditya said.
" Yes I'm your wife not Laura, and I should have known better than her" Felly said, asserting that as if demanding her status. Aditya smiled obliquely hearing that.
" Do you consider me an ordinary man who will make a woman a wife and coexist. Do you think I'm like that" said Aditya.
" Whatever it is. That is reality. If I'm your wife and we get married officially. Religiously and legally" Felly said. Aditya snorted hearing it.
" Have you forgotten about our contractual marriage status. You don't think long Felly. To me you're a nobody. I married you just for my purposes and I think you know what I mean" Aditya said, wrinkling his forehead
" Alright, you know everything. You already know who Rebecca and Damar are and how I used to be. Because you already know. Then I will also tell you why you are involved in this," said Aditya with his eyes around looking at Felly's eyeballs who also saw Aditya with a slu.
" You often ask, don't you. What's your fault. And why should you experience everything. All right, you heard Felly all right," said Aditya made Felly just shut up and seemed to wait for what Aditya said.
Because all this time Felly did not know the reason for his sudden entry into Aditya's life. Yang Aditya used to only say because he was close to Damar.
" I purposely raped you to destroy your relationship with Damar and your marriage to that goddamn daughter was a mess. And you know why I do it. Because I only made you a tool for revenge for the destruction of my family," Aditya said with his eyes widened.
Duk, Felly's heart was shot when he heard that. If he is used as a tool for revenge. Her tears trickled upon hearing the reason she had been waiting for.
" What do you mean?" asked Felly with the sound of her breathing rising. Aditya smiled obliquely at Felly's question.
" I don't think you're deaf. It's all clear what you're in my life. And one more. I didn't touch you when we got married. Which I could have done. You're the one who always sells expensive. It makes me challenged and wants you to give yourself up to me and beg to be touched and everything is very easy to fool you. If you really gave yourself up that night to me" Aditya continued.
Aditya's words were very painful. Aditya removed his hand from Felly's 2nd shoulder.
" So don't think too far Felly. I have no feelings for you. You're just my bait and obviously I don't care about you" Aditya said.
" Do you want to say. All you're doing is fake, the attention and everything, and the sweetness I got, just to make me crumble?" asked Felly with her quivering voice whose tears did not stop her from dripping. Aditya heard her smile slanting.
Although very loudly speaking. But Aditya's face looked sore saying that. Aditya who feels enough with the words that hurt Felly finally turns from Felly's presence.
" I can't believe your words" said Felly, making Aditya's steps stalled with Aditya's 2 hands clenched.
" I know which words are from your heart and also because you are angry because of my actions. I feel everything Aditya. I know which feelings are sincere and which ones are not. I don't see it in your eyes if you just make me an instrument of revenge. But I saw everything you did to me and my family. It is sincerity not because there is another purpose," said Felly who tried not to accept Aditya's remarks. Even if it hurts so much.
" Maybe at first you made me a tool for revenge. But in the end. You forget me as a means of revenge" continued Felly.
Aditya swallows the salavinya hearing Felly's words that must be true. Because of Aditya's emotions had to put out those hurtful words.
" You misunderstood Felly. It's just my trick, to make you submit to me" Aditya said without turning his body still against his warlike feelings inside.
" No Aditya. I'm not blind either. I know what is sincere and not. If you just make me a tool for revenge. You can't use much of your time for me. You can't save me many times. You can't do that Aditya. So I'm pretty sure if you're just lying about how you feel" Felly said, Aditya was speechless to hear.
" I know you're mad at me. But really I just want to be by your side. If the wound you've been through is so painful that you have to implicate me and say you made me a tool for revenge. Then Aditya keep me by your side, so that I can also feel the wounds that you have been damning all this time. I want to feel the pain with you" Felly said sincerely.
Without Aditya realizing his tears trickled hearing Felly's words. Felly may have loved Aditya. So close your eyes and ears with Aditya's words that hurt him.
And the words he said just now were very easy to come out and the same with Aditya who like Felly said Disa felt that sincerity. But Aditya still remains in his defence.
" Aditya give me a chance to feel your wounds" Felly said in a hoarse voice.
" You're not my nobody. No place by my side. So do not think too far because I am a human demon who has no feelings," said Aditya who immediately left.
" Aditya, Aditya!" call Felly but don't make Aditya stop his steps.
Aditya chose to leave because he could not stand Felly's words. Which will shake his heart.
Felly threw herself on the floor hugging her body and crying after Aditya's departure.
" I'm sorry" said Felly, sobbing regretting what he did. It turned out that Aditya had not left yet he was still standing in front of the door leaning his body on the door.
" Don't have any feelings for me Felly. Because I didn't deserve that," Aditya's inner being closed his eyes with his tears dripping back.
Both hurt, both hurt each other. Felly who lures Aditya so that Aditya gets angry and ends up saying words that must be very painful for Felly the same as Aditya who says it easily. But his heart hurts.
Maybe they will not experience the same pain and there are injuries. If the 2nd don't love each other. The wound was there due to a feeling that had already grown without them noticing.
Feelings that want to protect each other are feelings that want to feel pain for each other and end up having to sustain a non-bloody wound.
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