The Curse of Love
Part 75 Jealousy
I pushed the body of Sofwan who hugged me tightly, I was afraid that it would happen more than this, if we continued to hug like this.
"Yes..." With breath still panting I tried to release his embrace on my body.
I saw that he was also trying to catch his hunting breath. "I'm sorry Sofwan ya deck, I shouldn't be doing this to you."
"Mas misses you so much, but I forgot that you're not Sofwan's wife anymore."
My heart was so sad, I honestly missed it too. But whatever the power, the situation is different now.
"We don't have to eat, mas.we just go home, my feelings suddenly not good."
"Once again forgive me, yes, the deck.so cancel our meal plan."
"Without anything, after two days I'm also out of work, my contract is over."
He was stunned to hear my words. "Then, can we still meet and be together again like this, deck? Can we meet our children again?"
"I also don't know for sure Sofwan, it was mas who said we have to make a show, so that no more hearts will be hurt."
"That means that once I'm out of this company, our closeness will end."
"Maybe I'll meet the kids but later, and I can't be sure when either."
She's speechless. I held my hand tightly. "Dec, if I follow my heart, I want it to feel like tonight you and my children are taking you out of this city."
"Don't be crazy, Sofwan..."
"I've been crazy on deck.I've lost my memory.but one that never goes away, "Feel love to my son and wife."
"That's what makes my memory recover."
"But why is it that after my memory recovers.Are you not the first person I see next to me? Why should another woman, deck...why...?"
"Why are you and the children not with me? Why should I marry another woman? Why should you marry another man?"
"I'm not sincere, I don't want to see and imagine my wife in the face of other men, besides me."
"Why can't I hold back my lust, so I have to sleep with Anggita and have to get her pregnant and give birth to our child?"
"My wife should only be one, I only have three children born from the womb of a wife I love so much."
I panicked to see Sofwan starting*************hair and crying. I'm confused what to do right now. I was afraid that if he was re-shaken like this, then his unstable mental state would be disturbed again.
Where my phone is lowbat again. I looked next to the cafe. "Thank God there is an inn there, maybe I can bring Sofwan mas there for a moment he rested until he can stabilize again."
"We innate it yuk, at least mas can calm down for a moment."
He did not refuse as I got out of the car and took him to the inn. Before the tie and suit I had folded in the back seat.
Several pairs of eyes including the receptionist looked in admiration at Sofwan mas.
"Good night sir..bu...anything I can help you with?"
"Sir..my friend this is a headache.we both want to check in at least until he can calm down."
"Well, what if we don't get to install, mbak?"
"That's okay, ma'am..."
I was given the room key. I brought Sofwan who was walking staggering. I know he's very depressed.
"But sleep first yes.calm yourself first." Then I laid him down and unbuttoned his shirt, so he could relax.
I ordered two glasses of warm tea and two dishes of fried rice, I knew he had not eaten since lunch. I borrowed a charger from his reception desk.
Sure enough, dozens of missed calls from Miko and dozens of whatsapp messages have not been opened.
"Die me..What should I answer?"
"Where's the mother? Father phone starting afternoon not active.said the children, mother has not come home." There might be dozens of such words in whatsapp Miko.
Miko called again shortly. "Assalamualaikum.bunda where the hell? From the afternoon dad the phone wasn't active..."
"Sorry well.Handphone mother lowbat, mother of Tini's house, she is sick."
"Ohhh, is this mother home yet? Poor kids at staying too long."
"When will you be home soon?"
"Yes two more days are bun, just this morning my father left for Jakartanya."
"As long as you don't exist, don't be alone with Sofwan ya bun!"
"Possibly well, you'll be told by the actor again."
"who knows, there is still love..."
My heart was struggling like that. "I'm sorry you lied, Dad!"
Finally our conversation ended. "It's a good thing you didn't ask me for a video call.could have me..." I breathed a sigh of relief.
"Your husband called?" Sofwan apparently got up and ate the fried rice that I had ordered.
"Yes...just just ask the news, indeed Anggita did not call you because it was too late to come home?"
Sofwan. "He knows that if I'm late for home it means I'm busy at the office."
"Mas is better? If it's better, we'd better go home."
He finished his meal. The tea I ordered. Then he sat down next to me on the edge of the bed.
"Sir..mas can ask for help?"
"What would you like to ask for help? If I can, I'll do it for Sofwan's mas."
"Bone shoulder blade is a bit painful, can you please massage?"
I'm speechless. To massage it means to touch the skin directly.
"Please, deck..." He opened his white shirt and hung it on the hanger, then he leaned over the bed.
"What is.gimana?"My heart beats again.
Actually I objected, but there was no way I could refuse it, I had already agreed to help him.
I touched the pure white skin of my ex-husband. My hands are shaking massaging his defender.
Suddenly he turned. "Why are your hands shaking, deck? What are you feeling now?"
Then I pulled my hand so I could go in her arms again.
Without saying much about my position on it and then pulling it. My lips are warm.
I want to rebel but my heart rejects it. I even started to return the kiss.
"Sir, I want to repeat everything we've been through. Let's just say it's our pending honeymoon."
On the other hand I wanted to reject it, but on the other hand I wanted it.
He turned me around so that now my position is below him. One by one, my shirt buttons were removed. In the end, we did not wear a single thread.
I don't know, it was raining that night like it didn't affect our hot night. I don't know how many times we've done it. Until finally Sofwan groaned to end the game.
There may be a saying, no regrets that come at the beginning, always come late behind.
So did I. I looked at Sofwan's sleeping face while smiling with satisfaction. I felt thousands of needles pricking my skin. My betrayal tonight? The sins I have committed against Miko? what will happen later?" Thought.
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