The Dark Life
Eps 1's

at that time in the night I was very young at that time I had seen my parents fighting, my parents quarreling, I'm still a little confused what I should do I can only be silent and cry “I feel like torn to shreds"

seeing my mother being punched and maki by my father wanted me to feel like I was stopping her actions however, if that's me being small and helpless I can just sit crying in the corner of my room“hihihihihi as I'm sobbing"

it broke my heart to see something I shouldn't see I was thinking whether I was strong, mentally I wasn't good, my soul hurt

after the incident my father immediately left home“bored long ago I was in this house said my father"

my mother could only be speechless and immediately pelted all her belongings“ini your stuff "

at that moment I immediately hugged my mother wiped my tears my mother hugged me and rubbed my head the affection and warmth of my mother's embrace made me feel comfortable because my mother knew I must be very depressed when you see that happening.

it's not once twice I've seen it but many times my father has done it very often I don't know what the problems between them are because I was a little kid didn't understand anything just can cry cry cry and cry

from then on sometimes when I see my friends and family laughing jokingly I get jealous seeing them I really want like they have such a perfect family indeed I might be envious of seeing them so familiar

well what can make maybe it's already the destiny God has planned everything for me“ I can only smile to see my friends"

my mother immediately told me to sleep“Direct sleep yes it's night said my mother"

the next day as usual I leave school and all my needs are neatly prepared by my mother“Udah ready this breakfast first so as not to be hungry at school said my mother while preparing breakfast"

I want to be like my strong mother in the face of anything since I was a child I've been taught to do my own laundry doing anything myself

funny thing is every time I wash my school uniform clothes only clothes I brush but the skirt I immediately put because I can't hold his“I don't want to wash that heavy for me"

with my tiny hands every day I like that I do laundry but it's just my own shirt

every time I went to school my mother always prepared my school uniform neatly

I include students who may be considered not achievers but students who are neat clean because every year surely I get the imtaq champion because judging from my neatness and discipline, my mother's color is slalu to keep my clean"

I left at 6:45 because I didn't want to be late for school somehow my fear of it was so great, every time I tried to be late it was very difficult for me.

you could say I was the school gate opener hehehe....

when the door of the belom school is open sometimes I slalu climbing the fence“ups so story deh hehehh..."

the problem of class pickets was that I was the most diligent when some of my picket friends came late...