The Dark Life
Eps 6's

a few years have passed when my mother still treated me the same way she never looked for me again

until where when some months I will graduate school, my mother will give birth and I will return home again

sometimes I feel Adek this as a bridge where I can return home again, where I dare to call mother again

it was before the fasting month after my mother shopping he felt stomach pain and finally Adek I want to go out

“when people say my mother wants to menggahirin I tangent have to do so panic I "gue cum mondar mandir doang

o Allah may Adek I am a girl let me play I pray in my heart while I am sorted out not know what to finish

as usual when my mother gave birth to my father, I did not always exist...

during his mother's illness he was sick back and forth from the hospital for several months..

slalu's mother tried to decimate the content because there are problems that I should not know

as long as she was pregnant and gave birth she was loud at my father's workplace even to the point of turning back home and nginep there

Adek I was a child forced he had to be tipped at my grandmother's house either I have to do at that time I can not do anything

at that time when I came home from school my mother and daughter were not home

“grandmother where mom and adek"gue go nanyak sma granny

he went to look for your father at work now at your grandmother's house

oek oek...

the sound of crying is my adek

looks like he's hungry

quickly make your milk

the first time he tried not to drink it maybe so hungry then he wanted to drink the milk

a few days passed and my mother came home

year after year I graduated from school

My grandfather also grew

I went into the boarding house again after I went out of the cottage at last back to go back to school again

every time on Friday my parents and grandchildren would go visit me in the cottage late for a while I would be worried if they did not come to visit me

I don't know as long as I'm in the cottage traveling life at home I don't know

in my heart, I felt regret for my father with his attitude towards my mother, and vice versa

“sometimes put annoyance towards mom with her attitude to me sometimes I slalu rue myself whether I upset as my parents "murm

sometimes I would cry when I told her what my father told her

at that time my mother sent the results of a chat with my father in the chat said that my father wanted not to send me to school he wanted to tell me to quit school because I had to pay for school SPP

I cried incessantly in the room feeling annoyed but my mother encouraged me not to think about it

I looked angry but it was only for a moment...

every time I asked her to come home she would pick me up whether it was morning or night she would come to pick me up

every year I would be sick at that time I have typhoid disease where I feel tired and no energy until taken to the health center for the first time I entered the health center at that time

mom and dad came looking for me and took me home

the annoyance doesn't know where

up to 3 years each year will be sure