The Destiny of Ghayana Love
Chapter.20

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Right in the middle of the night, Ana wakes up feeling her throat is dry. Ana rushes out of the room to get a bottle of mineral water from the refrigerator to bring it into her room.

But when out of the room Ana was made shocked by the existence of Revan who turned out not to sleep like Ghafin and Rey who seemed to have fallen asleep.

"Loh, Bang Revan hasn't slept? It's late at night, why don't you sleep?"

"Can't sleep Deck, sorry to bother ya?"

"No, just, it's not usually that you stay up late. Is the place uncomfortable?"

Degs...

Revan is attacked by guilt on the little girl. Where he used to lie to Ana at a time when Ana still often contacted him.

Revan often lies if he can't stay up late and always ends the phone call or chat from Ana sooner. But instead of sleeping, Revan spends hours contacting Kaila.

Not infrequently both of them sleep before dawn so late with a burning sense of kasmaran.

"No, I'm comfortable here. It's really comfortable, though,"

Degs...

Ana instantly turned her face away when she heard the last remark Revan said.

Really, he no longer wants to be stuck on the false feelings that only he feels without any reply from the person he loves, not.

"Better brother sleep, it's late at night. I'm first Bang,"

Ana rushed to get the drinking water that she wanted to take and went straight back into her room.

His steps were stopped in the doorway when Revan spoke again and asked him to chat for a while.

"Sir, can you have a minute?" tanya Revan who made Ana's footsteps stopped in front of the room door.

"What's up Bang?"

Ana looks contemplated for a moment before finally nodding then walking towards the balcony first and followed by Revan who carries a thick blanket in his hand.

"Here, sit here and put on the blanket. Let it not be cold,"

"Yes, thank you."

Ana sits next to Revan, but at a distance. Really, really, no longer want Ana stuck with a one-sided feeling that once had made her heart break apart until it took a long time to heal the wound and accept the situation if she was only considered the sister of a friend, not a special woman for that man.

"Then, what do you want to talk about?" ask Ana to the point.

"Look, Brother wants to apologize Dek. I am really sorry for hiding my relationship with Kaila and Brother. Really, Brother did not intend to hide it and hurt you," said Revan who arrived suddenly felt claustrophobic himself, when remembering the events 5 years ago.

Degs...

Ana reflexes turned to look at Revan who had now changed her sitting position to face Ana. Highlight his eyes so showed great regret about the past events that happened to them.

"At that time, Abang only obeyed the wishes of Kaila who did not want our relationship exposed. You don't know if what you're doing is gonna hurt you that deep,"

Ana fluttered, the rumbling in her chest was still there as she recalled those bitter memories. However, Ana is now able to control her emotions. No longer what it used to be, that was so explosive.

"Really, you really didn't mean to hurt you Dek. Forgive Brother, you are really sorry," continued Revan in a soft voice.

Ana seemed to let out a long sigh before finally answering Revan's apology. Although it still leaves pain, but at this time. Her heart was already a little relieved when Ana began to accept and reconcile with reality.

"Abang knows, actually that night I wanted to make a surprise and expressed my feelings to Brother. But, the truth is that I was surprised by you two. Anniversary two know," Ana chuckled for a moment before resuming her speech.

"From there I realized that I was that bego. I feel like a clown that makes you both laugh behind my back. Brother knows? in the two know it, almost every day and every time I adore Brother in front of the lover Brother. During those two years I told many things and plans what I would do to brother's lover. Brother knows how embarrassed I am when I find out if the two years I always talk and adore my best friend's lover," explained Ana without looking at Revan.

His gaze was straight ahead, fixed on staring at the expanse of starry stars in the dark and vast night sky. While Revan himself can only be silent with both hands firmly clenched on his lap.

"I didn't leave out of anger or hatred for Brother and Kaila. I left because I was ashamed of myself. I'm really ashamed to show myself in front of you two. Really, it's so embarrassed. In fact, if you were honest at that time, I wouldn't mind. Even though I like you so much, but I also do not want to be with me Brother will feel suffering. If Kaila is your happiness, of course I will support you both. So, you do not need to apologize because Brother or Kaila did nothing wrong. You just love each other, and it's not wrong at all. I'm just too childish, sorry," explained Ana who made Revan's heart even more squeezed.

"Oh yes, by the way, congratulations for your wedding, hopefully always lasting and sorry I can not be present at the special event that Brother."