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Revan was only able to clench his hands when Rey replied to his words earlier. He did not expect that the younger sister would be so angry when Revan brought up Ana's name.
Maybe his feelings all along are not wrong, if Rey did put her heart on Ana. But isn't their age far enough? Even Rey hasn't finished her college. Will Ana accept Rey for a special relationship? revan's mind is monologuing by himself.
Revan dropped his body on the sofa in his sister's unit. Revan sat there contemplating what had happened to him all along.
Why everything so chaotic like this, his life even felt bland and did not have the motivation to continue his steps.
What exactly does Revan want, right? Why after Ana left her life, Revan's life seemed unguided again. Though clearly Revan used to believe that there were no special feelings for the spoiled girl.
Even desperate to accept Kaila's invitation to date just to convince her that she does not have any feelings for Ana, and only consider the girl as a sister.
But what happened? When Ana leaves, even everything she does never goes well. Even her relationship with Kaila was starting to feel boring.
Though when there was Ana, the feeling for Kaila felt so passionate that it was able to make Revan a liar man who lied to Ana when the girl contacted him, either by chat or phone.
So what is this? Why is Revan acting so possessive like a lover. Should he do that? And the answer is of course not.
Revan let out a long sigh, maybe now it was time for him to introspect and improve, just like Ana did.
Heartbreak and slump make the girl who used to be so spoiled is now turned into an independent and successful woman.
Really, it made Revan amazed by her. Then should Revan come back in Ana's life that is already good?
I don't know, everything still feels like ash for him. Feeling unworthy, but to go and let Ana be with another man was also not able to.
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While elsewhere...
"Anybody not asleep?" asked Ana when out of the room to see if the sister is still awake with her laptop on her lap.
"I don't know, can't sleep," she said back spoiled with her brother.
Ghafin chuckles at seeing Ana's spoiled nature back out. Not like yesterday that shows that she is no longer a spoiled girl.
"Here, bobo here, in Abang's lap," said Ghafin patted the empty sofa beside him and patted his thigh covered in training pants he was wearing tonight.
Ana began to sedate and lay her body beside her brother using Ghafin's thigh as a cushion.
"Why? Tumben can't sleep? Is there something you're thinking?"
"Eemmm, uh,"
"Whatis that? Want to tell the same story, brother?"
"No want ah, I want to learn to play secret secrets just like Brother Bang Revan did first,"
Degs...
Ghafin's chest was hit by a large chunk of rock when Ana brought up the incident 5 years ago, in which Ghafin helped Revan hide his relationship with Kaila.
Although Ana did not say clearly, but Ghafin knew very well where the conversation was going by his little sister.
"Sorry,"
Ana immediately raised her head, looking at the handsome face of the older sister from below as the grown man apologized to her.
"Why apologize? Did you make a mistake?"
"Yes, Brother made Ana's mistake, Brother made that mistake 5 years ago. Sorry, forgive brother who covered up Revan and Kaila's relationship that made you hurt," said Ghafin who could no longer hold back his tears, when he realized what he did hurt his sister so much.
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