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"Why does everyone have to me? Why would you cover all that up with me? Even if it is honest. I will never force Brother Revan to like me and accept my feelings? Why did Bang Ghafin have to hide their story? Why and why?"
All of those questions now kept spinning around in Ana's mind. He never thought if his departure to the dream city of a million couples in this world, it would incur a deep wound in his heart, to make him quite traumatized by the word 'love' and 'trust'.
Ana kept walking gontai towards the back to the hotel. Carrying a broken heart, Ana began packing her things and walked out of the hotel that night.
While Ghafin himself did not really enjoy the event tonight. His feelings continued to be stricken with anxiety, even Ghafin reflexes by constantly turning to the exit. Although there was no one there, because indeed the place was booked by Revan specifically for his application event to Kaila.
The woman who has been dating for two years without Ana's knowledge of course. Kaila who decided to study in Paris also increasingly launched a hiding relationship between the two.
LDR who lived both seemed to look good until Revan finally decided to propose to Kaila right on the day of the celebration of two years both are in love.
"You why Fin? What's up?" revan asked when he saw Ghafin look riled up and not calm.
Not to mention the man who kept glancing back, making Revan even more curious about what happened to his best friend.
"No, it's okay. We're back at the hotel now? It's too late,"
"Alright, I'm also quite tired with all this preparation. Thank you, you've come with me to propose to Kaila."
Ghafin just nodded with a mutter to respond to what Revan said to her. Honestly, Ghafin is not doing well at the moment.
His heart was really agitated and so felt guilty to Ana, his sister. But what can be done, all this is the desire and demand from Kaila and Revan himself who do not want to hurt Ana.
Ghafin walked through the hallway leading to his room, Ghafin continued to massage his temple to unravel the dizziness of the effect of the drink he was looking at.
After driving Kaila and his friends home, Revan and Ghafin did not go straight to the hotel. They both choose to drive to a nightclub to celebrate Revan's proposal to Kaila, which ends with her acceptance of the proposal.
Both ordered alcoholic beverages with a fairly low level. Not wanting anything to happen, Revan and Ghafin also chose alcoholic beverages with low alcohol content.
Although it does not make a hangover, but the drink is enough to make Ghafin's head dizzy and taste, want to go to sleep immediately to eliminate the dizzy feeling in his head.
Ghafin had just been sitting on his body in bed when his cell phone rang indicating an incoming call.
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"Yes, what's wrong Ma?" ghafin asked with his hoarse voice.
"Ana Bang, Ana," exclaimed the mother in a hoarse voice, as if crying.
A second Ghafin was made to panic when the mother mentioned Ana's name, until she got up from her seat. But seconds later, Ghafin tried to normalize his mind and asked again.
"Yes, what's wrong with Ana? What's going on?"
"He_he was there Bang, Ana, he saw Revan and Kaila," explained mama Laras with a voice that faltered with tears.
Degs...
Ghafin's heart was like being hit by a large stone when Mama Laras said that Ana had seen it all.
Looking at the proposal made by Revan on Kaila. It turns out that what he felt was not a mere hallucination, where he felt if someone followed and watched them until Ghafin who continued to glance at the door.
"Ma_Mama calm down first, huh? Now slow story, what really happened to Ana?" ghafin asked, trying to calm down in front of his mother.
Though at this time, he was trying to resist the rumbling that was hunting inside his chest. Fear and worry immediately enveloped Ghafin at this time.
Until bad thoughts keep coming, come and go into his mind. But to make the mother calm. Ghafin also needs to look calm.
"So Ana called Mama, she was crying so much. Honestly Mama is confused by what happened to your sister who suddenly just cried like that. Almost two hours your sister called just filled with the sound of her crying. And after he calmed down, he began to tell stories and apologize," said Mama Laras.
"I'm sorry? Apologize for what?"
"Your sister is sorry for going to Paris after you without asking permission from Mama and Papa. He also said, if he's disappointed in you Bang. Why Bang? Why hide such a big thing from your sister? She's devastated now Bang, she's sick as sick as Bang."
Jatung Ghafin also now feels like he has no more detakan, when mama Laras describes the current state of Ana.
The feeling of guilt is getting squeezed into a sense of tightness that can no longer be held back. In fact, Ghafin unconsciously began to shed tears that had now fallen soaked his cheeks.