The Destiny of Love Rania
CHAPTER 3 (LIMITING WALL)

The exact clock shows at 02.00 wib in the morning. Fitra has not slept yet, tonight he is like a bat, he took turns to enter the patient's treatment room and make sure all the treatment patients in the room were okay.

Instantly, his footsteps stopped in the corner room, he turned his gaze to the window of the room and found a woman dressed in white face busy in his long remembrance, he smiled broadly at the sight he saw almost every night.

Somehow seeing the woman his heart became peaceful, cool and calm. Moreover, the routine activity that he does is Tahajud Prayer. I want it to feel that Fitra met him but as if there is a barrier that makes Fitra unable to approach women who have been treated almost 1 month in the hospital because of a tumor in the head.

Just like the previous nights, Fitra only looked at the woman from a distance. His face was pure white, or arguably a bit pale, his nose pointed and his lips thin. Fitra did not know her hair was long or short because she always used a veil.

After being satisfied to see the night activities of the shaliha woman, she went to the nurse's room. He slammed his body next to Reno, his official service friend tonight. There's still about 3 hours left. He should rest his eyes. While reading the prayer, Fitra reflected on the woman's soft face and seconds later fell asleep.

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“Ren, patients in rooms 1 and 2 on behalf of the mother of Roslina and Helena there is a drug that will be injected at this 5 hours. Please inject yes, I pray first. Change us, okay?” obviously Fitra before going to mushola.

“Siip Boss!!” answer Reno briefly.

Fitra stepped into Musholla on the ground floor. He got off in the elevator. The morning prayer rang, there were 5 men in front and 2 women in the rear saf. The number is very small for Fitra compared to the number of patients, families of patients and doctors and nurses on duty tonight.

Fitra almost never neglects his mandatory prayer time. For him the call of prayer from God is foremost than the call of the treatment patients, unless it is an emergency and concerns the life of the patient.

Actually the habit of praying on time it takes practice. Do not expect us to pray on time during working hours while during rest or relax hours we always delay, that is our choice. We make it and we choose it.

The image of a devout man worshiping, in prayer he never misses and always try to be on time and congregate in the mosque. He had once felt that he lived in a pesantren environment, an environment that shaped his mentality and personality into an Islamic mental and personality. But unfortunately, after graduation his parents forced him to attend nursing which he really wanted to major in da'wah.

Being a nurse is not her choice. At first he was rebellious and lazy in learning, but a beautiful piece of advice came to water his heart, the beautiful advice of a teacher when he was at the school. Ustadz Soleh his name.

“Fitra. You must be able to accept the path of destiny that God has set for you. How to know God has another plan that is more beautiful with your entry in this nursing school. It is true that the da'wah major is very good and as a guide we will do the duty of da'wah, but you must know too, as well, working as a nurse who takes care of the sick with sincerity and patience can also be an alternative da'wah for you. The preaching is broad. Not only is it interpreted to stand on the pulpit and then roar. Wherever you can do the duty of proselytizing while working as a nurse for example”

Fitra is known to be the most patient-friendly male nurse. When injecting drugs or replacing intravenous fluids, Fitra always took the time to bring out beautiful words of pearl with evocative motivational sentences that make the patient's spirit to heal stronger, stronger, not infrequently the patient was teary-eyed because of his happiness at the attention of Fitra. The average patient there is already 30 years old and above, Fitra considers the patient is a brother, mother or grandmother, because the room is only for women. But, there is one patient who is still young about 22 years old. It was the young patient in the corner room who had been bothering her mind for the past month, the patient she could not approach, again like there was a barrier wall blocking her, Fitra did not know what it was, and almost every night the gentle-faced woman cried in her prayer. It felt like Fitra was present to cool his heart, but he was unable to do so.

“Ren, The patient in the very end of the room is actually a definite diagnosis what doctor?”Ask Fitra to his dinas friend that morning.

“That's the problem until this moment the doctor has not given certainty. Initially the doctor said there was swelling in his head like a tumor but did not know the tumor is malignant or benign, later we wait for the doctor Aldi check him again. Doctor Aldi logged in this morning” explains Reno.

"What's wrong with Ra?" Asked Reno curiously.

"No. just want to know. He's been here a long time, too." Answer Fitra.

"Well, that's what I'm confused about. Usually you can't see the patient for long. There must be a way you to motivate them so that the spirit to heal. But, to that young lady why can't you do it like to the others?" Reno said by looking at Fitra with question marks.

"Hhmmm. I don't know Ren, I don't know either.." Fitra answered while lifting his shoulder.

"Is it possible because he is young? beautiful again that's why you become doubtful" Guess Reno with a smile.

Fitra ignored Reno's question, but in his heart he prayed that the gentle-faced woman did not suffer from a severe illness and soon recovered.

Before returning home, Fitra took another moment to look at the woman. He wondered, what is that woman doing? From the window that opened Fitra could see clearly the woman named Sofwa was lying on her bed, she was sleeping and alone without anyone accompanying her. One question arises in the mind of Fitra, where is his family? Last night there was someone accompanying him, a mother who may be his parents, but this morning Fitra did not find the mother in Sofwa's room. Breakfast at the table doesn't seem to have been touched. Fitra's desire to be present became a cool heart and life support for Sofwa is getting stronger, but.... the barrier wall that... He must destroy first!!

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