The Destiny of Love Rania
CHAPTER 34 (THE TOUGHEST CHOICE)

There was a different feeling that was lingering in Fitra's heart when his eyes caught the figure of Rania corridor hospital while walking towards the hospital canteen. Although Fitra only saw Rania's back but her heart felt different, not as usual. Time went on and it did not feel like 5 days had passed. And today is Rania's first day at work again after she breaks at her house.

“Hai, again see what?” A loud voice greeted Fitra from behind. Fitra immediately turned her body.

“Eh you” Fitra said when looking at Nia.

“See what sech? How serious is kali?” Nia looked towards the direction that Fitra had seen earlier. But he did not see anything suspicious. There are only male nurses who encourage patients who are grandparents using wheelchairs.

“Nak kok, oya... You morning service too?” Fitra immediately switched the conversation.

“Yoy. Same with you.”

“Randi too right?”

“Maybe yes”

“Udah come yet huh she?”

“Not know. Probably not. He likes to hide. Yes let us go to top” Fitra and Nia walking together on the top floor. Fitra and Nia were waiting in front of the elevator. When the elevator door opened they entered, in the elevator at that time was not so crowded. There was only one husband and wife and their son and a male nurse. After that the elevator door slowly closed, when Fitra saw a woman with white thistles running towards the elevator. Fitra directly held the elevator door so as not to close.

“Hai, Rania..” Nia greeted Rania after Rania went inside. The elevator closes and moves up.

“Hai also Nia” Rania replied to Nia's greeting. Trouble Rania averted her eyes, pretending not to know that currently behind her was Fitra who she believed was watching her.

“Where are you doing? I'm working on nech..” Ask Nia.

“Alhamdulilaah. Thanks for the help.”.

“Kok thanks to me? If you want to thank tuch directly with the person concerned behind you.” Said Nia while smiling mischievously towards Fitra. Fitra who was silent became jolted as her name was carried around. With a pounding heart Rania was forced to turn her body.

“Hhmm.. syukron katsiran yes aki Fitra..” Rania said with a slightly trembling voice. Fitra felt the vibration.

“Yach. Afwan.” Answer with a smile.

Rania turned back, while Fitra tried to manage her heartbeat while lowering her gaze.

“Ehemmm..” Nia's voice broke the silence, Nia seemed to know what was happening in front of her at this moment, she could see from the waves of the two of them. After that, the elevator door opened on the 4th floor. Nia came out and was followed by Fitra. While passing through Rania accidentally their views collide. Rania hurriedly shifted her gaze. His heart trembled again as his eyes clashed with Fitra's. Oh my God.. What is this? Is this what he called falling in love??? Rania asked in her heart.

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That morning the patient did not have any maternity. Rania fills her free time by reading books. He read a book by Fitra entitled ‘Engraving Love Beside the Soul’. The words that Fitra wrote in this book sometimes make Rania smile herself, sometimes making her almost shed tears and sometimes making her heart touched.

Fitra quotes a verse from the Quran. Rania thought for a moment. Understanding the meaning contained in it, it feels like he once made this verse. It is true that Allah will unite the hearts of the believers, uniting here means making them partners who are guided by God in the afterlife in the frame of marriage.

“Rabbana Hablana miladunka zaujan Thayyiban Wayakuna Shohban Lifiddini Waddunya Wal Akirah... O our Lord, give us the best couple by your side, the couple who also become our friends in the affairs of Religion, the World, and the Hereafter.”.

A prayer that Fitra slipped in his book. Rania. He also often recited the prayer at the end of his prayer. Getting the best partner from God is a dream for every human being. A woman must miss the figure of a man who can be a priest, who can lead, guide her to goodness, not only in the world alone but in the end as well. And Rania can feel it all from the figure of Fitra, although new to know but Rania felt that he had known the figure of Fitra for a long time, from where else if not from his book Fitra.

“But what about your past love is Rania?” a question disturbed his peace of heart.

“Yes Allah. turns out this heart is still so weak, this heart is still changing. So quickly I shifted the man in the past who made me fall ill and replaced him with the figure of Fitra.” said Rania in her heart.

“Ya Muqollib Al-Qulub, Tsabbit Qolbu A’la Diniq... Yes the Most Reversing the hearts of men, set my heart above Your Religion.” Inner Rani whispered.

After all, he had not heard from the man in his past for almost a week. He disappeared again. Rania was grateful for that, because she did not want to wait for something uncertain. Thats enough. Quite a stupid incident that happened in 2 years ago, he will not repeat the grim history. Rania is determined.

Does not feel the clock has shown at 14:00 wib. His service hours are over. His friends who shift day had already come, after which they immediately pass. Rania is coming home soon because college work is waiting for her at home.

“Assalamu’alaikum.” Rania said a greeting before entering her innocence.

“Walaikumusalam..”Reply to a voice from within that turns out to be Jeni who answers her greetings. The pleasure enveloped Rania heard Jeni answer her greeting, usually Jeni never answered Rania's greeting.

“Jen, ngak lecture?” Rania tries to start a conversation with Jeni. Jeni put on her jutek face.

“Lazyag” Reply Jeni.

“Oohh... Why Jen? You have a problem again?” Rania asked as she approached Jeni who was sitting on the sofa.

“I said lazy, means yes lazy.” Jeni said slightly raising her voice.

“You... rather shoots huh? Are you sick, Jeni?” Rania asked next regardless of Jeni's clash just now. Rania touched Jeni's forehead which was a bit warm, Jeni immediately hurriedly brushed her aside.

“Iihh.. What the hell sech you, do not be so attentive that dech! Make me more upset aja”

“It seems you want to be sick ne Jen, you just rest in the room? Let me prepare some warm water to compress you, all of you make warm honey? Want?” Rania said with great care that she was not making up at all. Jeni glared at Rania. He felt astonished, Rania had been roughed up like that but Rania remained kind and attentive to herself. It's what makes Jeni more fed up with Rania, her kindness, her sincerity that makes Jeni can not accept it.

“I wonder you Rania Nazwa. I hate you. Hate the same soft words.hate the same attention you.hate with all that is on you..hate with all that is on you...but why don't you repay my hatred with hatred too? Why ha?” jeni's words just now made Rania flinch a little. Calmly he answered.

“This is called ukhuwah islamiyah. The bond that binds every Muslim, the bond of brotherhood. It is with such a bond that will unite our hearts in fear and obedience to Him. There is no resentment, no anger and no hate. All of it is as beautiful as the strands of God's asthma in Asmaul Husna. That's how Jeni... kaffah Islamic teachings that taught me to be a Muslimah who is patient and loves his brother like he loves himself.” Obviously Rania with her floor. Jeni fell silent. He seemed to think hard and a hint of coolness struck his heart, although a little but it felt comfortable enveloping his heart.

Seriate...