The Destiny of Love Rania
CHAPTER 46 (WRITING OF FITRA)

One thing that makes doubts increasingly appear in Sofwa's mind when he found 2 books from his backpack Raihan. Raihan said it was Fitra's book, Fitra advised Raihan to read the book. Sofwa read both titles. The title is very interesting and curious for Sofwa. He wants to read it too. Raihan lent it first to Sofwa because he has not been able to read it in the near future.

“Painting Love in the Blue Sky and When Love No Longer Greets..” Sofwa reads the plan of both titles of the book.

Sofwa took her book into her room. While lying Sofwa chose a book called Painting Love in the Blue Sky to first read it. Sofwa flipped through the book. Accidentally, a piece of paper tucked inside the book fell off. Sofwa took it and unfolded the paper. There is a writing, a little long. With curiosity Sofwa immediately read it, because he believes this must be Fitra's writing. The handwriting of Fitra turned out to be so nice and neat.

‘When we first met.. meetings are not planned, all have been arranged by Him. We crashed.. We both fell, duch. pity him, all the files he held fell scattered. I then helped him, these eyes accidentally glanced at him. he was so sweet, he was so, he looked at me with a sharp gaze, although briefly but able to make me stunned. without a smile he went by, and also without telling his name.. the gaze of an angel woman's eyes. a gaze that can keep. a look of fear.. an anxious look.. An accidental and hastily turned away, because for the sake of keeping the ififf.’.

Sofwa stopped at the end of the first paragraph of Fitra's writing. Sofwa frowned at her baffled mark. Who is this woman that Fitra means? Still curious Sofwapun continued reading to the second paragraph.

‘She again.. her eyes stole a glance at me.. hmm.. caught.. she was watching me. How funny it was to see her instantly switching eyes when I deliberately looked back at her...

Sofwa paused for a moment. He then thought, whether the woman that Fitra meant here is…

Sofwa did not want to guess, he then continued the next paragraph.

‘Destiny of God brought us together again. meeting dilift that night.. only the two of us. again his sharp eyes looked anxious when he looked at me.. at that time he was green hooded.. afraid.should be able to keep the view let alone our position is in the wrong path.I'm sure he thinks the same as Me. I can read it all from his anxious gaze he… the way she dressed.. Subhanallah is so beautiful..’.

Now Sofwa knows who that woman is? Sure. It was Rania Nazwa who Fitra wanted to apply for. His chest is back. It felt like he did not want to continue reading the writing, but his heart instead told him to continue even though it was so painful for Sofwa.

‘The elevator door is open, it's time for me to come out. But, wait and wait.His body suddenly oyong that.. This dangerous.he seemed to be falling, and it turned out to be true, he fainted. Fortunately I was ready to welcome his body from the side.I carried him.. I took him to the treatment room where I worked. I put the infusion... Randi helped me at that time..’.

Every word that Sofwa read from the writing really made his mood not improve. A deep sense of jealousy suddenly lodged in him. How lucky that woman could be carried by Fitra, why not her who was in that position? Sofwa cursed in her heart. Then continue reading the next paragraph.

‘Done at dawn, he was not yet conscious. whereas I could not wait to see his eyes were open.. Seeing him lying weak like that.. but this time it is different. not only the feeling of empathy of a nurse to her patient.This feeling is so other, and so special..until now I do not know what it is?’.

The tears came back down his face. Sofwa could feel very well how Fitra had a special feeling towards this woman. How much I love this woman. Not himself.

‘At last he realized too. when he realized he immediately rushed to the bathroom. he said he wanted to pray at dawn.. O Allah. in this state of sickness he would not at all leave his duty, and inexplicably I would go home, when my service was done, ask for full data that previously existed but lost somewhere. but good to be lost so there is a reason to meet him and start the conversation again, hehe..’.

‘Takangkimpi turned out he was the author. 2 books that I recently read is a book written by him. She's Rania Nazwa, the writer who didn't want to put her picture on display.I'm so amazed by her writing.eh, no matter how she knew that I was also a writer… even though he praised me and asked for my autograph, I still considered his writing the best.

Sofwa hurriedly picked up the 2 books and read the name of the author. Rania Nazwa's. No doubt, this is the woman's book.

‘Since then, I've seen a lot in common from both of us. The feeling also arises, the desire to know him more deeply, the desire to live a serious relationship in the marriage bond. I also intend to propose to him, however, humans can desire but God is the one who plays a role to determine, for my jihad for someone.’.

Until there the writing. No more connections. Sofwa searched around in another sheet for the next connection, but there was no more. Sofwa was crying, how selfish she was, how stupid Fitra was. Why would he sacrifice his love for Rania for her? He said it was jihad, but for Sofwa it was not jihad, it was a falsity in the relationship.he could not live it even though Fitra had explained that it was not the reality, he was forced. But in the beginning. But now he has sincerely accepted Sofwa as it is. But for Sofwa it's the same. Beginning or end. For him, Rania Nazwa was in Fitra's heart. It's already in his heart. How can he marry a man who harbors love for another woman? So, what should he do? Cancel this marriage? Is he sure? Did he not fall into the same hole again? Is he able to undergo this second ordeal out of love? Sofwa was sitting down. God is where he complained. Should he ask God for the right answer? Yep. Allah is All-Knowing. Whatever the answer of the God of Sophwa will try to receive it with grace.

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