
We have reached the city stop at a simple house, bak Siti helped me to get down because the former lahiran is still very felt.
" pak Toni am I going to stay in this house ".
" right sellisa you and Siti will stay here ".
I just nodded and stepped my feet to enter the house, afan was in the sling bak Siti.
" the house is in your name, so this whole thing is yours, hopefully comfortable living here ".
" thank you, Toni, then I'd like a break ".
" please ".
Mr. Toni sat in the living room playing his phone, he laughed to himself, whatever he was looking at on the screen, making him very happy.
Me, bak Siti and afan enter a room that is quite spacious.
" larisa, rest, Miss must be very tired ".
I smiled hearing Siti's words, and she returned my smile.
" i'm sorry like Siti, because I have to be involved with all this stuff ".
bak Siti shook her head.
" don't don't talk like that, instead I'm happy to be together with miss Larisa continues ".
" then what about the Siti family in the village, if mbak is here ? ".
" i was an orphan once to eat me by the side of the road until finally fate brought me to meet Mr. Toni, he took me to the village, he took me to the village, giving home and sending me to school with other friends, now the friends of Siti bak have also been many who come out of the village there are married and some are working ".
I was touched to hear the word bak Siti.
" thank you, I don't have anyone who everyone hates me, with the presence of Siti's tub here is really very valuable to me ".
" i understand non, just think of it like Siti sister miss Larisa herself ".
I nodded and smiled widely, but a second later my smile disappeared considering that my siblings alone no one cared even to throw me away.
Suddenly afan cried, bak Siti gave it to me.
" mother's child why cry ? Thirsty huh ? ".
Afan kept crying I touched her tiny lips and miraculously her crying stopped her smiling with sparkling eyes.
After giving asi now afan has fallen asleep as well as bak Siti either began when she fell asleep, I put afan in the mattress and began to relax my own body, I, my eyes felt western it didn't take me long to fall asleep.
I woke up from a sleep clock showing 10 nights, bak Siti and afan were still asleep.
Suddenly the voice of Mr. Toni surprised me as well as the Siti tub he woke up.
" larisa can I go in ".
said Mr. Toni while knocking on the door.
" yes sir please ".
bak Siti got out of bed and Pak Toni came in.
" zafira was born larisa ".
My blood flow is like stopping, so soon I'm going to part with my son.
I was not aware and started crying loudly, Mr. Toni looks confused as well as bak Siti.
" larisa what's " ?.
Said Mr. Toni while cupping my head.
" is this soon I going to part with afan ? I'm not ready, Toni ".
Bak Siti also cried while Pak Toni looked at me with a sad look.
" larisa we've talked about this before, please allow your child to take care of them not for eternity but only temporarily ".
I kept crying so hard it felt like my heart couldn't accept it, but I couldn't do anything either.
After being soothed by Mr. Toni and bak Siti now my tears have subsided.
" heard my larisa had run the plan, zafira had bleeding after surgery and until now has not been aware, Angga is very worried about zafira even he forgot his son, so Mr. Toni who's carrying for the first time their son Angga and zafira won't see the baby's face until we've swapped it with your baby ".
" then what shall I do, Mr. Toni ? ".
" tomorrow we will secretly exchange your baby for a baby zafira ".
" how ? ".
I'm serious about Mr. Toni.
" Siti and I will hold Angga back from seeing the baby until it's exchanged while you run away quietly to the baby's room, take it easy everything I've arranged no one will suspect even finding you doing it because I've been working with one of the doctors there ".
Obviously Mr. Toni, I just nodded and resigned to what would happen.
" pak Toni Siti should how to hold back Pak Angga ? ".
Ask bak Siti.
" later you will pretend to be a nurse and give them an excuse not to leave the baby room ".
" well sir I understand ".
After explaining everything Mr. Toni came out of the room, now that afan had woken up he was crying like thirsty, I carried him slowly and gave breast milk.
" miss Larisa wants to eat?, I made it first ".
" yes, I can ".
After that, Siti came out too.
I looked at my son's face My heart was sliced to see the smile on his tiny lips, the tears falling back when I promised myself to be strong but it felt so hard, which mother is it ? not hurt if you have to be separated from your own child.
After an hour and a half the afan went back to sleep and the Siti tub returned with rice and tea.
" let's miss Larisa eat first, bak Siti make soup from vegetables that launch ASI ".
Bak Siti gives a bowl containing clear vegetable sauce.
" what's the point of tub ? Tomorrow I will not breastfeed again ".
" i don't know what to say non, being in the position of miss Larisa must be very difficult I can only always pray that the lady is given the strength to face this all ".
" yes, thank you is more than enough ".
We throw each other smiles and I eat right away.
finished eating Bak Siti took over the bowl in my hand.
" what do I think I'm bad at doing all this ? Separating a mother with her child is like a zafira and the baby I'm about to take, and I'm also not sure I can take care of a zafira child like a child myself ".
" if you hear Mr. Toni's explanation of what happened to Miss Larisa, according to the Siti they are more evil, according to the Siti, and take it easy if miss Larisa does not want to take care of her child Ms. Zafira then I will take good care of her ".
" thank you Siti ".
" together, now rest do not have to think of anything first at least until tomorrow morning ".
" yes like ".
I started to re-spit my body beside afan, it felt not ready to face tomorrow.