
I go to the office, the atmosphere here is quiet because it is still working hours, I exhale rough it feels very tired to face all this.
my phone rang on the screen calling "mister ", with a heavy heart I picked up the phone.
" dina where are you ? ".
Ask the man across there.
" i'm at the park sir, is there any work I need to do ".
I'm still being professional.
" yes immediately to my room now ".
" good sir "
The phone disconnected I went from my seat to the room of Mr. Anga.
squeezing the bell and the door open itself, seen there pak angga is with his father toni, my feeling is not good what is this ?
" good morning sir, is there any work I need to do ? ".
I try to be as professional as possible.
" you whose name is dina ? ".
Not the man who asked but toni renandra sir.
" yes sir right I dina ".
I replied a little clumsy, I hope nothing happens.
Mr. Toni invited me to sit down while Mr. Bangga he looked agitated.
" dina I already know what's going on between you and my son piagga ".
I was surprised and immediately looked down did not dare to look into his eyes, now what else will happen how pak toni can know about this ?.
I did not answer to glance at the host he also lowered his head and was silent.
" don't strain you two I'm not angry but, if you're pregnant in containing a descendant of renandra, then that child should be the sole heir to the renandra group ".
I glared at Pak toni's words, and was equally surprised he stood up and clenched his neck veins out indicating that he was very angry.
" what maxut papa, dina is not pregnant she is not carrying my seed, even though she is pregnant then the child of my legal wife zafira who will be the sole heir ".
my mind is in a frenzy, my tongue is confused there are so many things I want to talk to these two people about but I can't.
pak Toni also stood up to see the father and son staring at each other with their respective anger.
" papa has allowed you to marry zafira antonio son of arch-enemy papa but when it comes to renandra's inheritance rights there should be no interference of antonio blood, PAPA WILL NEVER LET IT HAPPEN ".
Mr. toni spoke with a pressing and high tone.
" father, the antonio family has always asked for peace with us, do not be selfish and stop this hostility pa ".
mr. Toni smiled at the thoughtful words.
" you don't know what Antonio did to our family long ago, they always want to destroy us even the renandra group when it is almost falling into the hands of the fraudster if if papa does not struggle to maintain the renandra company, if papa has another child besides you, then papa will never want renandra group to fall into the hands of a fool who only attach importance to love like you ".
Without waiting for the answer pak toni pak asked me to come out of the room to leave the mango that is now looking at me sharply, I just follow pak toni without any resistance somehow I feel safe with him, I feel safe with him, everyone in the office looked at us and whispered but I didn't care.
Toni brought me to the office, we sat on the bench where I was sitting.
I don't know why my tears are running I'm confused and afraid of what to do.
" dina I hope you can conceive a renandra child because you are my only hope ".
said pak toni while looking at me who was crying.
" i don't want to sir, I don't want to get pregnant with renandra's child, I don't want to ".
I cried even harder while covering my ears with both hands, I was very frustrated.
" dina listen to me, if you were really pregnant please don't throw the child away she's my granddaughter, even if you're not my daughter-in-law but I would consider you a family, you can ask me anything I'll do.
" but I'm not pregnant sir ".
" i'm sure you'll soon be pregnant with renandra dina's child ".
" if I were really pregnant what about the young man he wouldn't have received this child, if ? ".
for some reason the question came out of my mouth all of a sudden, I didn't expect to get pregnant at all but what if fate said otherwise.
" just relax on you don't worry it'll be my business ".
~ ~ ~ ~
It's been a week since my conversation with Tony.
Now my body feels strangely hot cold and always nauseous, I always want to vomit something but no one is spewed, what is it that I am pregnant ?.
" i have to make sure of this ".
after a long time believing myself I was riding an electric bike and going to the nearest supermarket to buy a pregnancy test, my heart was very worried what if I was really pregnant, she said, what will I tell my parents about my future ?.
I bought secretly because if anyone knew me and found me buying a tool like this they would have been suspicious, after I finished buying I rushed home.
Now that I've been restroomed waiting for the results, I paced back and forth, I took a long breath and took the pregnancy pack test below.
Deg line two.
my body immediately suffocated and fell on the floor of tears I could no longer stand, crying in silence now everything became more complicated.
The family dinner together with my mother's father and my two brothers doni and diva, we all ate quietly with only the sound of spoons and plates.
Suddenly like someone was walking on my stomach, I was very nauseous and immediately ran to the bathroom to vomit stomach contents, mother chased after me and held my nape for almost 5 minutes my nausea subsided a little.
" dina you're sick let's go to the hospital ".
If I go to the hospital, I can know everything.
" e-e is not buk dina no papa, was dikantin office dina eat chicken noodles cabenya mostly so upset stomach ".
Answer nervously.
" you are the habit of not having to eat it in ".
Mom's face looks worried I'm feeling so guilty, am I being honest.
" buk dina wants to talk something ".
I haven't spoken yet, my tears are about to fall.
" why the din ayok talk outside do not in the cold bathroom later you get sicker ".
Mom wanted to get out but I held her back.
" mom sorryin dina but currently in ham ".
Suddenly .....
" mother has aunt riri said she wants to pay the debt ".
I'm not done talking about diva coming.
" yes divide sit down first mom immediately there ".
mother said to diva.
" dina you why, sick ? ".
Ask her diva.
" sister does not papa just eat the spiciness earlier ".
" therefore do not eat spicy-spicy continues ".
Diva sister hit me on the head I complained of pain while mom hit the head of diva sister.
" for geezers ".
said sis diva, she immediately ran away and left us both.
" let's go out not long in the bathroom ".
Mom and I are out.
" what did you want to say ? ".
" no ma'am just want a lot of stomach pain medicine where ".
I'm not ready to talk right now.
" no matter what to say, it's the medicine there is a white dilution in front of the tv, drink and after that break mom still wants to see aunt riri ".
I nodded and immediately went to the room, covered my body with a blanket and cried in silence.