The Disclosed Seed
mom's gone

" mother died dina ".

Deg

" a-a what's max brother doni ? ".

I really hope that if brother Doni will say that he was wrong or just joking, how can he say that mom is gone.

Doni didn't answer he turned off the phone, my hands shook violently My chest rumbled even I didn't care about zaki and clara looking at me weirdly.

My legs were limp I was holding onto the wall wanting to run to see my mother immediately but it felt so hard, I took a breath slowly calming down after it ran out of the office in search of a taxi, but, all the eyes in the office look at me hateful or disgusted but I don't care that there's only one "mother ".

Shit when I was out of the taxi there was no I cried out loud hoping that there would be someone who would help me to meet mom soon but everyone ? No one cared, I finally ran to the hospital that was not close, because not paying attention around I fell mired in the hollow road to make my feet bleed.

I tried to get up not caring about my feet, but suddenly there was a car behind me gliding very hard, I stopped the car was walking slowly towards me.

someone got out of the car turned out he was Tony renandra.

" dina what's up ? Why do you run at night like this ".

Mr. Toni looked at me with a look of pity, I kept my mouth shut I was unable to say anything.

" mother ".

Just one word came out of my mouth the rest I cried harder, pak toni hugged me trying to calm me down because my body was shaking violently.

" be calm in, I will help you any difficulties you experience just tell me ".

mr. Toni said seriously the middle-aged man patted me on the shoulder to give me a little warmth, until I finally could make a sound.

" sister says if mom is dead, dina wants to meet mom take dina to mom pak toni ".

Toni let go of his embrace and immediately took me to the car, after which he told the driver to run the car quickly to the hospital.

after arriving at the hospital I immediately went down and ran quickly while pak toni and his driver followed me behind, I saw there my family was crying all the diva's legs were hugging my father while brother Doni was sitting limp there crying in silence, I approached him.

" brother doni mother where sister ".

My voice was hoarse, but brother doni he did not answer me and remained silent, I finally raised my voice.

" SISTER DONI WHERE MOM SISTER ".

Doni stood up and pushed me until I fell on the floor.

" didn't you tell me mom'S dead, SHE LEFT US ALL BECAUSE OF THE TRASH YOU DID ".

Doni's brother pressed his words, because of me ? Right everything that brother Doni said right is all my fault, I've caused mother to leave.

I looked down, it hurt so much, was mom so mad at me that she wouldn't talk to me and look at me again forever ? true forever.

the hospital door opened, my mother was stiffly covered in a white cloth, I loudly roared calling out her name, I tried to stand up and approached her mother in a tight embrace hoping that she would return my arms as she used to.

" mom don't go, pardon me ".

Overshipped.

Diva pulled me up until my arms came off, I staggered back, pak toni held me back from falling.

" do not know shame even in front of a mother who has been stiffened you indicate if you are******* in ".

Diva sis pointed at me and toni sir, I shook my head, I looked at my father he did not look at me angry like the others but disappointed face was clearly visible on his wrinkled face, father why would you not believe me ?.

" it's the last honor for your mother to assuage your anger give your mother peace " .

Dad spoke very slowly but it was able to make us quiet, then he told the nurse to immediately take the mother to the ambulance so that she could go home and be buried.

Now that we were all at home to pay our last respects to our mother, all the brothers and neighbors came crying, the famous mother of good people and benefactors all felt the loss of her.

Toni sir ? He left because he didn't want anything to misunderstand.

After being bathed and sholated, we are now in the cemetery, all accompanied by tears that do not subside.

" kasian ya bu nina has to go this way ".

" yes mom nina has heart disease she said she was surprised to hear her son so ****** whereas her family had been famous for family well ".

" i think the dina is a successful career woman so secretary in a big company turned out to be behind it all she was just the teaser of her own boss ".

I clenched my hands at the conversation of the neighbors and brothers behind me, but I could do nothing but silently accept all their insults.

After all the house now just stay me and father in the cemetery, father looked at the grave mother with a blank look, he said, while I stood five steps from my father did not dare to approach because of feeling great guilt for being the cause of the departure of the mother.

" dina why don't you come closer to your mother ".

I was surprised when Dad suddenly said that.

" father ".

I looked at her pushyly and immediately ran to hug dad, dad returned my embrace.

" pardon me pardon dina ".

I cried loudly in my arms, like when I was a child when I was sad, and my father would hold me tightly and I would cry loudly in his warm chest.

" mother is angry at dina father she is angry to the point of not wanting to see dina again for good ".

" this is not all wrong, but this is the destiny above, we will not be able to change it, now our duty is only to recite and pray for your mother ".

I just nodded and continued to cry as well as my father, we hugged for a very long time each other's pain.

After saying farewell to my mother and father home, father was the most patient and wise man I had ever met, I used to pray for a life companion like my father but now I'm dirty my good name is broken who still wants to accept me.

" do you believe the same ? ".

I looked at Dad while holding his hand.

Dad smiled warmly, a smile that always made me feel calm.

" dad believes in you son, forgive father who failed to take care of you until you had to experience this all ".

Again and again my tears fell and there were still people who believed in me and he was the most precious male father in my life.

When I just got home a lot of people were looking at me sharp and my stuff was outside, what was it ?.

" our citizens should be expelled from here he will only humiliate us all and can set a bad example for our children ".

My father and I were shocked to hear what aunt riri said to all the citizens.

" right throw him out ".

" get rid now from here ".

Residents say.

I clasped my father's hand more tightly, brother diva and brother doni they just kept quiet.

but after that brother doni forcefully pulled my hand and father to escape and hugged father to hold him back so as not to get close to me.

" what are you doing don't throw my son out ".

Dad screamed and called my name many times but was ignored by everyone, brother Doni forced my father into the house while I could only cry not knowing what to do explained nor would anyone listen after that sak diva locked the door of the house from inside let me be dragged by the citizens to get out of here.

" dina's scared ".

Overshipped.