The End of Hope

The End of Hope
Epsu 16. Something to Believe


Naya did not answer her mother-in-law's question, she chose silence while enjoying food that tasted bland on the tongue.


After he finished eating, he cleaned up the food. Then sit back next to her mother-in-law, taking a deep breath.


"So what should I know, is there a problem with Kanda?" asked Naya with a serious look.


Sarita and Rudian looked at each other, asking for approval with what they were going to tell Naya.


"I heard it too, Mom. There's a name called Yola" Naya said again because seeing the two people in front of her didn't speak.


While Rudian wanted his mother not to tell Naya the truth, he did not want to suffer the consequences if Naya found out. He doesn't want anything to happen to his relationship with Naya, after knowing everything.


Sarita felt this was the right time to say it, so that everything was clear and she could bring Rudian's future wife. He only thought about wanting to have a grandson from Rudian, whoever his wife was and whatever the consequences, that would happen to Naya, he did not care.


"Naya, you should know that Rudian and Yola are actually ..." said Sarita calmly, but then Rudian immediately cut off her mother's words.


"We're just friends. I met him and I had a misunderstanding" Rudian said.


"I also said to Mother, you also had a misunderstanding yesterday," continued Rudian.


"Oh, that is," Naya replied, looking away, she still felt that Sarita and Rudian were covering something from her.


"But, Rudi .. If you want to marry her, I agree. Who knows if you marry Yolaa, she could get pregnant. Is that Naya?"


"What does mother mean?" tanya Naya did not like the words of her mother-in-law.


"I mean mom, you have to agree that your husband is remarried to Yola. You have to know yourself, you can't get pregnant so let Rudian marry another woman" Sarita said as she looked at Rudian for her son's support. He felt he was doing his best for her.


"If you marry again, what about me? Do I still have to be his wife, and I also have to work, to meet my daily needs, so?" Naya said without pause while trying to endure the turmoil and turmoil in her heart.


He again said, "Mom, Kanda's salary is not enough and runs out to pay the installments of the house ... for the cost of living alone is less, the hell, want to have another wife?!"


Naya had a little emotion in her husband as well as her mother-in-law. She looked at her husband, upset that he was silent.


Suddenly Sarita stood up haughtily and said.


"You can choose divorce, if you don't want to, but remember, no one wants to be with you, you're a barren woman."


"Mother ...." Rudian tried to calm his mother by holding her hand to sit back.


"Okay, then. Kanda, you don't need me anymore? Does Kanda believe I'm barren?" Naya said with a breath going up and down, she was silent for a moment.


Then he said again, "my heart is over, Nda. I'm taking herbs now. Do you still want to find another woman, don't you love me anymore?"


"No, it's not. Comeing! Let's just go home. We're talking about this at home, okay?" rudian said in the end.


He immediately packed up his jacket and motorcycle keys, then pulled Naya's hand out the door, regardless of Sarita.


"Naya, let's go home!" said Rudian again saw Naya was still reluctant. Naya's body was as heavy as it was about to step. Naya's heart and feelings are still muddled.


'I love my husband, I'm not ready to get a divorce or Kanda marry another woman. Am I wrong? No, right? So which one should I trust now?'


"We go home first, Mom. This matter should not be discussed again, yes" Rudian said while wearing his helmet.


The motorbike driven by Naya and Rudian also drove gracefully towards their residential homes.


"Honestly, Kanda. It has gone as far as how Yola is related to Kanda" Naya said after reaching inside the house and sitting on the sofa while folding her hands in front of her stomach.


"Of course, I don't have a relationship. I can't get married again, where I want the cost, the house is not paid off. You have to trust your husband, Nay. Don't listen" replied Rudian, sitting before his wife.


Naya breathed a heavy sigh. Trying hard to get rid of the prejudice, which came to fill his heart, even as if the prejudice seemed real before his eyes. Like a creepy ghost who is ready to pounce on the body and********* until it runs out.


It is so scary to form that prejudice. Bad prejudice is really bad. Naya shuddered, goosebumps imagining her husband loving another woman.


"You should know, if you want polygamy, what are the rules?!" Naya started nagging.


"The "shari'a of religion is permissible, but under various conditions. Can't be careless. Must be fair and capable in the material, must not ignore the rights of the wife, right?" Naya kept talking.


"Don't be reckless, demanding his first wife understand the lack of a husband, so that he can be polygamous. Ah, if it's like that, a little kid can also be polygamous, Nda!"


The only thing he has to believe in is love. Although love hurts when it's not right, ahk... Yes, she still loves her husband.


The conversation just stopped, because Rudian seemed reluctant to respond to Naya's words and questions. He chose to sleep in the room, covering his ears with a pillow.


'Sorry, Naya. I can be honest now. I am not ready to lose you especially if I have to bear the cost of living alone. I can't possibly depend on mom's back'


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The days went back as usual. The new trials that Naya faces this time are not easy, it's about the heart. The problem of economic shortcomings in the household, even though not having children is common. Now he has to deal with the problems of other women, a husband who behaves strangely, Mother-in-law who turns fierce, this is new to him.


Naya works as usual in a restaurant, she is good at covering up the feelings in her heart, in the presence of others. At a young age, Naya is so mature.


Ahk, women do not need to continue to be adults in their marriage, if they meet the men who always spoil him. They can forever be spoiled children when married to the right man.


"Are you okay, Nay?" ask mom Nha. The woman is always attentive to Naya, even though Naya is the daughter-in-law of her friend.


"Okay, Bude .. alhamdulillah"


Bu Nha, actually saw Naya's pale face and puffy eyes. However, when he asks why, Naya says that she is fine, making him no longer ask further questions about her problems.


Suddenly he heard the babbling voice of a little boy, who inexplicably missed him. That's Yoni's voice, the solace. Naya turned her head and caught that innocent sweet face in her summary of views.


His eyes sparkled at the cute boy, as if many butterflies were flying over his head even the butterflies were dancing around him.


"Yoni!" naya said catching Yoni's petite body in her arms. The boy smiled funny. Of course he doesn't know that Naya misses him. While Ares was staring at the scene in astonishment, Naya's attitude had already made her heart warm.


"Where, you. How not to eat here? Auntie kangen is with you, you know?" naya said as she pinched Yoni's cheek and kissed him. "You, just be more beautiful, what you want to eat. Let auntie bribe."


Ares immediately replied, "Let Yoni eat alone!"


'Hey. You don't have to bribe him'


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