The End of Hope
53 Eps. Worry Too

Naya looks at Yola's giraffe that dominates the two men in front of her. Naya approaches Yola and pulls Yola's hand from her husband's arm.

"Let go, husband!" naya said, then held Rudian's hand. He looked at Rudian, he thought Rudian was weak at the time, he only showed emotion for a moment, made a commotion, and did violence. It's not worth it according to him.

"What, si. He's my husband too!" yola said no less loudly.

"You, aren't you thinking first or looking for the right information on the woman I'm going to marry?"

Rudian was silent, he did not think Naya would ask that, his actions were indeed a mistake. She even knew that Yola was a widow after they had an out-of-bounds relationship.

"Hey, ma'am!" call the man to Naya, "I know about their marriage, it's not even three months from our divorce."

"You lied! Now you want to ruin my relationship? You are evil!" yola said while hitting the man.

"I wouldn't have miscalculated! Our relationship is over!" said Yola.

While they were fighting, Naya still stood worried whether she would step back or stay afloat. Doesn't one need not force oneself to endure if there is nothing to fight for?

"Yola. Are you sure?" rudian said trying to make sure, he did not want to be stuck with anxiety as well, where the child conceived Yola is not his child.

"I'm sure, bang. I'm ready if this child is born to have a DNA test, because I've had three periods when separated from this guy!" answer Yola.

Yola threw away her face and was about to move up to the man's hand again trying to hold his hand and immediately Rudian pulled him over. He walked towards Sarita's house.

"Yola, I'm really going to buy a house for us!" said the man was still fighting for Yola.

"But I'm already pregnant bang Rudi's son. I don't want to!" answer Yola.

"Go away!!" rudian shouted at the man. Naya's business, later, the important thing is that this man has to leave right now. Because people are watching more and more.

"Mom, I'm not lying! I am still her husband!" the man said he was now trying to influence Naya.

"Go!!" rudian snapped again, "you know what Yola's answer is, right? He doesn't want to be with you!"

"You guys are easily fooled by that woman!" said Yola's ex-husband while riding his bike and leaving.

'What does it mean to be fooled?'

"If you think Yolla is no good, why are you looking for her and you want her back?! You freak!" rudian shouted towards the man who was brandishing a fist from the top of his motorbike.

"Kanda! Now you're still convinced of kanda's second marriage? Have you experienced all this?" ask Naya before they return to Sarita's house.

"Naya, you don't think no. Obviously Yola's ready for DNA testing, which means she's not lying. And I'm sure that the one Yola was carrying was my son!" rudian replied as he walked in.

"You, why Nay? You want to say that this child is not Rudi's son, let me get divorced, is that it?!" yola said after Naya was inside the house. Mom and Yola sat side by side on the sofa.

"Yola. Watch your. It's nice to say, who wants someone else to get divorced? Only demons are happy when there is a divorce in the household." replied Naya while sitting down.

" Oh yes, Nay. Why are you at mom's house? Didn't tell me the same again?" tanya Rudian tried to shift the subject.

'Udah. Just check our Ochat." replied Naya ketus. "I'm just here to be happy. Can't I?"

"Lies if you just want to be friendly." said Yola smiled cynically.

"Yola... What do you mean?" ask Naya.

'I'm lazy to fight'

"You're here to get your attention, aren't you mom?"

"What's wrong with looking for the same attention of your own mother?" hearing Naya's words, Yola laughed.

"You think I don't know if you don't pray it's a sign you're menstruating, right? what do you want again? You used to promise me that if you didn't get pregnant in three months, you'd get divorced with bang Rudi?"

"Well, wow... What a spirit you are, huh?" naya said as she sighed softly and leaned back her body.

'What can I do, though? How can I keep kanda that her love for me no longer exists?'

"You seem to want to have a whole kanda soon, huh? This is proof, no woman wants to be combined. Which is so honey also does not necessarily want to be combined. What do you think is easy to be me?" naya tampa turned away from Yola.

"Do not second-guess the future of others, your fate is not the same as others." Sarita said.

"But at least I'm not an actor, right? You promised yourself!"

'I mean, speaking at that time, actually, I wanted to take my heart, let him stay with me, and I'm sure God will give me my best destiny. But I really can't stand being with people like you any longer'

"Yes, Nay. Just accept the fact that your situation is like that and thank you there is still a husband who still wants to love you, like Rudian," Sarita said while upholding her body.

'I've accepted everything, I'm aware of who I am. You guys don't have to keep saying this'

The words of the two women were painful and hot like lightning that struck him to a scorch.

Rudian glanced at Naya who looked pale, fatigue clearly on her face. Rubbing Naya's back beside him, Rudian said,

"Easy-after. Maghrib soon. Naya, I assume you never said anything. We can continue to stay with one house" Rudian said comfortingly.

Naya turned her head, and smiled at her husband with a very sweet smile.

"Yes, I know what kanda means" said Naya as she got up from the chair and approached Sarita, then grabbed her hand and kissed her with wisdom.

"I'm saying goodbye, ma'am. Hope to see you again. I'm sorry Naya can't be a good daughter-in-law to me."

"What are you talking about..? Yes, I'm sorry too" Sarita said without looking at Naya.

"You, I go home first" said Naya as she shook Rudian's hand and went out of the house with a heart that was slashed by thousands of swords. At first glance he looked at Rudian, slightly hoping that his husband would give him a ride, but he immediately brushed off his expectations because Rudian did not offer his bike at all to Naya.

'Is the pain more painful than this, ignored by the husband himself because of another woman? Husband who just silently saw his wife had to go home on public transport while he himself went with another woman?'

Naya let her tears fall even though she was on the road waiting for the online taxi she ordered. Tears that were hot on his cheeks.. The patient man was silent, and he no longer cared.

He recalls a story, when a jealous prophet's wife saw the prophet eating honey in one bowl with another on his turn, until he broke the bowl. But what did Rosul do was he angry with his attitude? No. gabe.

His majesty was silent, listening to all the complaints of his wife until his wife was content to vent her jealousy and her grief was gone. After his wife regained her composure, he went to the market by himself to buy a bowl to replace the bowl that the other wife had broken.

This is the glory of the prophet, only a noble man can glorify others. Isn't it easy for a husband, let alone a prophet to send his own intentions. Is it not easy to just rule, because the obligation of a wife is to obey her husband? But look at him, because he greatly appreciated his wives, he changed his own broken bowl, because he would not blame his wife's jealousy but because of his mistake.

This is just one example of concrete actions how patience deals with jealousy and anger all at once. In this case the prophet gave an example that solving problems cannot be with emotions and understand the feelings of others, hearing the complaints of others is the easiest way to reconcile the heart.

What opens the eyes of the heart is not from what you say, but from what you hear.

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Naya was at home, she woke up lazily. He has no taste in facing today. Rudian didn't come home last night, he stayed at mom's house. Until Naya was free and free to cry long enough until her eyes were swollen.

He actually felt he did not deserve to cry over everything. What is the one who should be mourned by a woman who is experiencing a state like her? Crying fate, crying over the love of her husband who she realized had turned away from her only because of a child, or crying over destiny, or crying over her own weakness?

Sometimes God gives man several choices, until he believes one of them really belongs to him. Then Naya thought about starting to choose, and finally she chose to leave.

Naya looked at herself in the mirror, was she going to go to work in this condition? pale face, puffy eyes, heart and body that is not spirit and weak because since noon yesterday he did not eat.

After the duhahas, Naya sends a message to Nha's mother,

"Bude, I can't go to work today. Not feeling well anymore."

After feeling bored because he used to do activities, Naya went out of the house by using an ojek to find a boarding place close to the restaurant and cheaply. Naya has calculated her salary for one month, so she han, she can rent a boarding place with a price that suits her finances only.

He searched around the crossroads and asked the price and then left again, looking near the department store, the same thing happened, all the prices were not in accordance with the contents of his pocket. After a long walk, he finally came home.

Arriving home, Naya sits back and looks at her wedding album with her husband. For a moment there was a faint smile on his lips, but soon he came back crying.

As if a song from Titiek Puspa circled around him,

"Too beautiful to forget, too painful to remember, when you are far away, I leave you...."

Until some time Naya cried while hugging the photo album, until then she fell asleep.

"May...! Naya...! Wake up! Nay!" a soft voice rang out in his ears.