The Fruit of the Affair
Chapter 34

Not having time to change clothes, Nanda came out of the room wearing a long-sleeved hello Kitty nightgown, carrying a wallet and a cell phone. He climbed down the stairs quickly, occasionally wiping away his tears. He was really shocked by the news that Andi said. How did Sindi die? Why did he die? The woman did not turn to her husband who was sleeping on the sofa because the focus wanted to quickly go to meet Andi and ask for an explanation.

Brak!

The door closed violently. Rudi opened his eyes and immediately turned his head, looking towards the main door, but not seeing anything awkward, the man went back to sleep again.

**

Nanda stopped the taxi. Enter and say the destination, do not forget to tell the driver to go faster.

"Sindi, my gosh, how can you, dear?" tanyanya while biting her thumb nails. Her tears trickled as she recalled their togetherness. He sobbed as he remembered that he had missed the little girl so much and intended that tomorrow would visit to play together, for real the little girl would not be able to see for real forever.

The driver occasionally sees Nanda crying through a small rearview mirror above him. Hearing the direction of his original destination the old man was startled, but upon seeing his passengers crying, he felt pity.

**

The taxi stopped on the side of the road behind Andi's car. This place is so dark and it feels gripping. Nanda paid and got off the taxi. At first the driver offered to wait until Nanda's affairs were over, but the woman refused subtly. Said someone was gonna pick him up. The driver, who immediately goosebumps, immediately nods and leaves.

Nanda turned on the flashlight on his phone, after which he walked closer to Andi's car. He fiddled with the flat object, calling the man whose position was out of nowhere.

The woman bit her lower lip. A gust of wind hit his body which instantly made him feel extremely cold.

"Hallo" he said as Andi received his call. The woman hugged herself with her other hand.

"...."

"I'm in your car, Mom. Get me." Get me."

"...."

"Quickly, yeah. Dark, I'm afraid."

"...."

Nanda cut off communication after Andi said she picked him up immediately. The woman hugged herself while looking left and right. The night wind continued to pummel him and it felt a different cold.

His eyes saw the siluit of the flashlight of a cell phone and it made him smile. The moment Andi came into sight, Nanda unhesitatingly ran over and hugged the man.

"Sindi, how can you, Mas? Hicks!" Nanda crying. Andi who did not answer, hugged her tightly made the woman cry hysterically. 

***

Sisil sat down, then lay down again. Sit down again and lay down again. She was very upset because her husband had not yet returned.

"Where the hell is Andi? The new kid died and he's gone?" she was astonished at her husband's attitude. Andi is a typical man who rarely goes out alone.

Sisil turned the position. He looked at the now uninhabited glass room. Her tears are flowing again. "Sorry mom, honey. I didn't know it was the last time I slept with you. Mama nyesel ninggalin you," he said lirih.

Sisil slowly sat down. Then stand up and walk to the glass room. He sits on the edge of the bed. Swiping the place that Sindi usually sleeps in. "Darling, I'm sorry, mom" he said with tears streaming down.

***

Sumi sat on the edge of the bed. She was crying while hugging Sindi's shirt. He had not expected his only grandson, his beloved would leave so quickly. He felt so heartbroken at not being able to be with his granddaughter in her final moments.

"Grandma love you, Sindi. Relax there, beautiful. You're Grandma's best granddaughter" she said on the sidelines of her cries.

***

After visiting Sindi's tomb, Andi and Nanda walked hand in hand towards the car. Andi will take Nanda home.

Nanda nodded. "Mas too."

Andi shook her head and it made Nanda wrinkle her eyebrows. "Why not?"

"I want to come back here" Andi said while blaming the car engine.

Nanda's eyes were round. "Why-" The woman turned the key and stared intensely at Andi. "Why come here again? Want to stay here?" tanyakanya.

Andi who was looking ahead nodded. "Sindi's alone, she must be scared. I as the papa must-"

"I'll be with you" said Nanda, cutting Andi's words. It made Andi look. The man shook his head. "It's late, it's cold, you have to go home."

"I'll go home when you come home. I'm here, I'm here too."

Andi sighed. "You're not Sindi's mama, you don't have to do this?"

"I care about Sindi as well as you, Mas. I know you're sad, but this is no way. Sleeping in the cemetery, it accompanies Sindi, but tomorrow you will be sick, catch a cold. Then, if you are sick, will Sindi be happy there? No, Mas! Take me home, you go home. Tomorrow we come here again." Nanda spoke with teary eyes. He knew that Andi was very lost, but the man had to stay healthy, sane to live his life.

"I'll take you home." Andi looked back ahead. Then blame the machine again. The car drove too.

**

Andi's car arrived in front of Nanda's house, but the woman did not go down.

"Nda,"call Andi.

Nanda. "What?"

"Go home."

Nanda. "You're going back to the tomb, I can't let that go. You can get sick and Sindi there will be sad."

Andi sighed. "I can't go home. Looking at Sisil, it felt like it ... Huh! You come in, I'll find an inn."

Nanda sighed. "Do you want me to hang out tonight?" tanyakanya. Andi looked very fragile and clearly needed someone to accompany her.

Not answering, Andi blamed the car engine after driving the four-wheeled vehicle. He decides to spend the night with Nanda who cares for him rather than with Sisil who doesn't even look for him or call him.

**

Andi and Nanda go to the hotel they used to book for sex. Walk side by side in silence and enter the luxurious room in unison.

Nanda told Andi to clean up first, while he stood in the glass window and saw the beauty of the city at night. The woman sighed. This is actually wrong, he should not be with Andi. Andi should be with Sisil, strengthening each other, but somehow he did not have the heart to see the man look very fragile.

"Sindi, you're so quick to leave Auntie. Though new aunt Rasain happy to have children." The woman held her stomach. Swiped. "Honey, beg the creator for you to be born again from the womb of Aunt, Auntie promises to love you and make you happy."

Chequek!

"Nda," call Andi.

Nanda wiped her tears, then turned around. "Hm?"

"Replace."

Nanda nodded. He immediately walked to the bathroom to clean himself up. Andi, who was wearing a bathrobe, went up to the bed, leaned on the headboard and thought of Sindi.

"Darling, forgive papa who has not been able to be a good father for you," he said.