The Heart When Forced To Share
Zafran Muhammad Raihan

"What's his name?" asked Raihan after he finished pardoning his son. still carried his son, hugged and kissed him like he had accepted that it was his son.

"Zafran Muhammad Raihan" Keenar replied.

"The name I gave you first? you remember apparently, I think you don't agree with the name"

"Every word you say I always remember" replied Keenar Datar.

"Kee, you miss me?I'm sorry, Kee, that lately I've always hurt you" Raihan said slowly.

Keenar snorted cynically.

"Why miss someone who is missed by others?" keenar replied without seeing Raihan's face.

"Kee, I noticed that you always throw your face away when you talk to me. You disgusted Kee? Do you realize we're becoming strangers now?"

"Foreign? you made us look like strangers. You started it all, you changed very quickly. I should have asked, why have you changed? Because of that woman? your old love is not yet gone? We're not teenagers anymore and we're still thinking about love in the past, you've got me and our son. You should think that you are not following your ego!!" Keenar.

Raihan took a desperate breath, no doubt Keenar dared to talk to him like that. He thought Keenar would obey all his words this time because there were his parents at home. It turns out everything was beyond Raihan's estimation. Keenar is getting bolder.

"I'm sorry that I hurt you. I knew from the beginning that I was wrong, from the introduction to our marriage was wrong . We shouldn't have married" Raihan said.

"What do you mean? was our marriage wrong? I don't understand what you mean. Please be clear as clearly as possible" Keenar was confused by Raihan's words.

"There's nothing, it's not time I told you everything. This is how we made a deal. As long as there's a father and a mother, I want us to look okay. Forget that we actually have a problem. You don't want your mom and dad to think?"

"Wait, so you mean like this, apologize, soft talk just to pretend? just drama in front of my parents? disgusting you mas, evil you turned out" growled Keenar.

" evil? what evil would it be if we stayed like yesterday and your parents knew we were in trouble? do we add weight to them? come on Kee, old people you're old, their only hope is you. If they're sick of course I'm going to bother too, so come on, let's start the show. Just until they get home". Raihan said lightly.

"Ckckckckck really is you, I didn't think you could be like this" Keenar said.

"Whatever, the choice is in Kee's hands, I'll just play your game later" Raihan said as he put the baby on the bed and left the room.

After Raihan died, Keenar Crying. Absolutely did not expect that Raihan would change in such a way so quickly as not Raihan who Keenar knew.

"I thought forever I'd be all you need, it was only hope" Keenar murmured while taking a breath. Finished the house. There is no longer the delusion of a happy little family like his shadow all this time. It turns out all just a bedtime story of her teenage years.

Suspicious intent, was he able to survive with a person like Raihan or not? Surrender? time is just this? No, he has to hold on. At least until Keenar can be independent no longer depend on Raihan. Let's follow Raihan's game, to where he's like this. Prepare your heart for a more surprising surprise later in the day.

"Alright, lift your head Princess, remove your tears, let's give up the position that has been changed, your tears are too expensive to cry for a heart that has no name, time to wake up and forget your bedtime stories, let's create your own fairy tale" Keenar encourages himself.

In the living room, Raihan was having a casual chat with his in-laws. As usual, there is no problem.

"Alhamdulillah, finally you become a father Nak" said Mr. Narto.

"Yes Raihan, congratulations yes.the mother's grandson is also very similar to you, handsome" said Ms. Fatmah.

"Yes ma'am, Raihan is very grateful that our son was born safe, healthy and nothing less"

"His name is Zafran Muhammad Raihan"

"What a good name, it fits perfectly with his handsome face" said Ms. Fatmah.

Raihan just smiled, in his heart actually Raihan is very happy because his son turned out to be similar to him. But his brain still denied him.

"Don't be weak Raihan, it just so happens that the boy looks like you. The baby can change his face later" Inner Raihan who tried to reject the reality before him.

Raihan looked at the clock in his hand and remembered that he had an appointment with Vivian.

"Sorry sir, Mom, I still have a job in the office for a while, I'll be back in the office again. Father Mother if tired please rest inside, the room has been prepared mbak Aminah"

"Yes Raihan, be careful on the road. If I can't go home too late. Poor Keenar just gave birth, need your attention" Ms. Fatmah reminded Raihan.

"Yes ma'am, hopefully later I can go home a bit sooner, I'm sorry Mr. Ma'am" Raihan kissed his in-laws' hands.

"Well, no part with Keenar?" ask Fatmah.

"So long ago when I was in the room" answered Raihan politely.

After Raihan left, Father and Mother Keenar went into Keenar's room to see her granddaughter.

Meanwhile in the car...

"It's so nice to come home, I'm listening to**-**** with Vivian. If not because it's a newborn baby, I've lived it's Keenar. Males looked at his face. Hopefully his mother's father is not long at home, very good acting with his son" said Raihan.

Raihan picked up the phone and started calling Vivian.

"Darling, where are you? I'm there, right?" pinta Raihan on Vivian called.

"You wanna come here? where is it now?" Vivian asked in panic.

"Why are you panicking? I've been deleting our apartment, at least 10 minutes to the end"

"What???!! why all of a sudden? not happy from earlier?" namel Vivian.

"I'm from home, forgot to ngabarin you. inget already decked out apartment. Why the hell?"

"uhm.. Yeah I haven't dandan, I was just smashing, showering hasn't"

" The shower is just like that, together. I miss you" Pinta Raihan.

"Take care, you've relaxed the path don't have to rush. byeeee" Vivian ended their conversation.

"Oh, tumben panicked. Usually also relax even though it has not been bathing, has not dandan" Raihan murmured.

What happened to Vivian? how panicked is that??.