The Heart When Forced To Share
Raihan Apologized

After Vivian's apartment, Raihan does not go straight home but Raihan goes to his friend's cafe.

"Hi bro, haven't you been here long? where the hell?" ask Randy, Raihan's best friend in college.

"I'm busy, it's normal that there are no absinutes" replied Raihan lethargic.

"Your face is very tangled, I'm hearing bini you've just been born. You should have a happy face, not a tangled macem of ironed clothes. Any issues?" guess Randy.

Raihan simply nodded while opening the menu book. After ordering drinks and snacks, they continued the conversation.

"So what's the problem? story, if I can help, even if I can not help as much as you can clean your heart, rather than you pendem yourself. Could be your depression for a long time". said Randy.

Raihan also told her the problem from beginning to end. Randy's reaction changed, his face looked angry and unexpected, Randy even scolded Raihan.

"Lu Go****what is nyong?? You go back to the woman who has left you, and you even wasted your wife who does not know anything, which is good already like an angel, beautiful like an angel for the sake of the Dajjal woman? Original lu Go***" did not stop Randy berating Raihan to the attention of employees and cafe visitors.

"Lu can not really do not need to scream, use the maki-maki event gw again. That's how you muji bini I got to kayak!! " said Raihan upset.

"Abis gw kesel has your dodol tea" Randy lowered the volume.

"What do you think I should do?" ask Raihan in despair.

"Ask the same heart ya nyong. Your heart should know where to dock"

"you language, anchored" said Raihan.

"Gw seriously mo**ong!! you believe Vivian's talk is not your son but Doni's son? though clearly all this time you never go anywhere without your permission, you also just squirm Doni to your house which in your house is clearly your maid, yes you think that Raihan is handsome yaaaaa. where there are people cheating in their own house and there are other people in that house too. You think your bini beg*? Try you think again, the Doni to your house alone is it not?" bright Randy.

Raihan recalls the incident when Doni went to his house and briefly remembered that Doni was with Kanaya. But because it was already burning with jealousy, Raihan forgot about Kanaya's whereabouts at that time.

"There's Kanaya" muttered Raihan.

"It is impossible that Doni dared to go there himself in status Keenar already have a husband"

"But she went to the house that I saw when Keenar was 7 months pregnant" Raihan still tried to reject her common sense.

"Now the Go***** started. You told me that Doni just came home from abroad or out of town for a few years and just met you the other day which means your baby is already 7 months pregnant. You think use the logic of Mo****, where there are new people to meet the clumsy truss immediately pregnant 7 months. Your brain is dipake please yaa" growled Randy.

Raihan was like a jolt to hear Randy's explanation, why had I never thought about it all this time? so dirty is his brain that he does not believe his wife's explanation instead trusts the explanation of the woman who once left him? Suddenly Raihan felt regret for being rude to Keenar because of his blind jealousy. It felt like Raihan wanted to quickly go home and hug, apologizing to Keenar, but he was embarrassed. The gang is too high.

"Now I ask, what are you doing with Vivian?" ask Randy seriously.

Raihan just kept his head down and felt very guilty about tarnishing his wife's trust.

"Lu diem, I guess you slept with him. Aye right?"

Raihan simply nodded and lowered his head while playing his drinking glass. Just a little boy who was scolded by his mother.

"How many times?" randy grumbled with anger.

"No matter how many times" replied Raihan Lirih.

"Kok you so ngusir gw?" ask Raihan in wonder.

"Bodo very. like gw, this gw cafe. Don't come back here if you haven't solved your problem" Randy replied.

"Gw here ask for your help to find a solution to my problem, why I was kicked out" said Raihan did not accept.

"Eh nyong, it's a problem due to your own actions. kebo**** you yourself, yes you find your own solution" said Randy as he passed away.

"Don't forget Billny" he continued, pointing to the cashier.

"Ah SSSUUEE!!!" maki Raihan took out her wallet and paid for her order earlier.

Returning from Randy's cafe, Raihan went straight home. I can't wait to see his wife and his son.

"Stupid gw!! I can think of it as gini!! What's the same about me, I used to hate Vivian, why can't I forget her now?" muttered Raihan in the car. During the journey to his home, Raihan berated and abused himself.

Arriving at home, Raihan went straight to Keenar's room. She ignored her new in-laws from the dining room.

"Why Raihan? rush to the room" said Fatmah.

"Biasalah ma'am, his name has just had a child, yes it must be the same kangen his son". said Pak Narto.

In room..

Raihan immediately hugged Keenar who just came out of the bathroom. Keenar was confused by Raihan's sudden treatment.

"Mas, are you going to napa?" ask Keenar confused.

"In a moment, please let it be for a while like this" Raihan's love continued to hug Keenar.

The confused Keenar did not ask much and let Raihan embrace her. On the other hand, Keenar misses Raihan's warm embrace that she hasn't felt in months since their troubles came up.

Shortly after, Zafran's cry broke the warmth of Raihan's embrace.

"Mas, Zafran was crying" Keenar said.

Raihan let go of his embrace and followed Keenar who was going to hold Zafran.

"Zafran wants a mimic? you're helping me?" Raihan helps Keenar who is still a bit difficult in breastfeeding her baby. Being a new mother is a new challenge for her who has never held a baby. Keenar is only two brothers, Keenar the first child and his sister, Ririn, 10 years apart. After all, Keenar and Ririn were not too close, Keenar was more often at his grandmother's house, while Ririn was at home with his father and mother.

After Zafran calmed down and finished breastfeeding. Keenar put Zafran back to bed slowly.

They both talk from heart to heart.

"Kee, are you sorry? all this time I was wrong with you, I accused you of not-no" Raihan finally threw away his ego and apologized to Keenar.

Keenar just kept silent on hearing Raihan's apology, only his tears kept flowing. It still hurts to remember all of Raihan's treatment and words to him. In addition, Keenar doubted.is it true that Raihan sincerely apologized or just drama only? the play as he asked?