The Heart When Forced To Share
CHAPTER 2

RAIHAN

I know I'm guilty of her. But what am I supposed to do now? I can't leave her because she's pregnant with my son, but I can't let go of Hera, my past lady and my first love.

I've long forgotten about Hera, ever since she decided to go to college outside the province. I who can not live a long distance relationship finally with a heavy heart to release it.

For years I did not meet him. I changed boyfriends many times, until one day I met Keenar. A beautiful girl who has a charming smile and has beautiful eyes, especially when she sees him laughing, crispy and very adorable.

Several times I greeted him through chat, hoping to chat for a moment with him. However, it turns out that none of my chats were reciprocated. It was so arrogant of him, I thought.

When I met him again at college, I pretended not to see him. It's a shame to remember how arrogant he was. Until one day, I knew that it wasn't just me who liked him, there were some men who tried to grab his attention. I'm jealous, I won't let anyone get close to him. Just me. Yes, Keenar is mine. I'm not just gonna give up. That was my determination at the time. I can't tell if it's love or just ambition and curiosity because I can't win her heart.

Until one afternoon in a cafe I saw Keenar and a man chatting and holding hands. Anyone who saw it would know that they were lovers. It's broken my heart, there won't be any more doors open for me. But I won't give up, I won't. They are dating, not married. Anyone can still turn. I don't know his girlfriend. So there will be no bad taste, I thought at the time.

I was still thinking about how to grab Keenar's attention, I kept greeting her through a short chat every morning, noon even at night before bedtime, and yeeeaayy finally read even though it was not reciprocated. At least there's progress. In college, I always steal glances and always try to greet him when I meet him. Again, just a smile. But it's okay, just seeing her smile makes my heart happy.

My struggle was not in vain, the goddess of fortuna still sided with me. While passing through a small alley near the campus, I heard the sobbing of a woman and the snapping of a man who seemed to be scolding the woman. I was going to turn around looking for another way, it was strange if I had to pass a pair of human children who were fighting. Until I heard a loud enough slap, my male soul was called out. I hate the most men who dare to play physically on women. I'm approaching them right away.

How surprised I turned out it was Keenar and his girlfriend. Keenar's condition was very concerning, I saw him sitting on the side of the road holding his red cheeks.

"Hey mas, how dare to be rough with women dong!!" my snapping was immediately ignited by emotions seeing my beloved woman persecuted.

"Do not interfere, this is my business same ***** this!!" replied the man with overflowing emotions.

"It's not meddling and it's none of my business either, but it's my business now because I don't see men treating women as harshly as that!!" I said casually while rolling up the sleeves of the shirt. It seems like a fight is inevitable. Looking at the man who instantly crunched forward

"Lots of bacots!!" he snapped while throwing a punch at me. Which is very easy for me to handle because I can also defend. It seems like this man only relies on emotions and pretentiousness.

It was proven that I could knock him out with just 3 strokes.

"Denger yes, once again I see you are rude to him, I do not hesitate to report you to the police" I threatened while pulling Keenar's hand to wake up and take him away from his girlfriend.

Keenar looked puzzled by what had happened, but she complied as I pulled her hand and took her away.

"Where are we going?" ask when we get to the front of campus.

unconsciously I was still holding her hand.

"uh yeah sorry, we go to college for a minute, yeah, I take the bike. Later on you, I'm anter home" I replied as I let go of my hand.

"No, brother, I don't want to go home yet. There's no way I'm going home with the condition I'm like gini" he said slowly.

Yes, if he came home with such shabby and disheveled conditions, his mother could be hysterical and thoughtful towards me because I delivered it again.

"Continue going where? I'm anther but wait yes take the bike in the parking lot first" asked me gently

"I don't know, sister, confused" she answered almost crying. Maybe in shock with the treatment of his girlfriend who bars like that. I get angry if I remember.

I did not deliberately bring a motorbike while foraging and passing an alley next to the campus. I thought for just a moment and close to what to ride the bike for. Sports counting.

Keenar did not answer just nod. Then she agreed to go with me, I thought happily. It was time to take her heart slowly. Slow down, do not rush. Make him feel comfortable first.

"Yuk, go up" asked me as I arrived in front of him.

without answering, he got on my bike.

"Where are we going to Keenar?" much

"whatever brother, I'm confused" he replied

"Ok if that's how if we go to my tea cafe, we eat first. Maybe after eating your mood could be better" I bargained. Keenar just nodded. Maybe he can't think clearly yet so can't talk

Arriving at the Dewa's Lapergila cafe, my friend who was lucky was still quiet so not many people. Keenar directly I asked to go to the toilet to wash my face to look fresh.

"Who is Han? lu apain tuh chick sampe shabby so, hayo abis why do you?" cecar Dewa kepo's.

"What the hell are you? kepo. My level, the story is long. Ntar sometime I tell you if I want to, and I don't say anything about him" I replied annoyed

"Well, why did it go that way?" the gods are still in love

"Udah I said, ntar sometime I tell the story"

Soon after Keenar came out of the toilet and his face was quite fresh, not like before although it still looked a little damp.

Keenar approached me and sat in front of me while looking down. Probably still embarrassed, because he never talked to me this whole time and he never returned my messages.

"What do you want to order Kenar?" I asked while giving her the menu book.

"Orange jus aja sak" he replied

"Wouldn't you like hot or cold chocolate? he said chocolate was good for restoring a messy mood" I bargained

"So, again males drink chocolate" he replied

"OK, eat?"

"Same on with my sister"

"Ok, I want Spaghetti, how about Spaghetti?" bargain while calling the waiter.

Keenar just nodded.