The Heart When Forced To Share
The Past of Vivian 2

Since the incident in the afternoon jahana* it, Vivian became a closed person. It was only Kayana that Vivian was willing to tell her about her problem, about the events that almost drove her crazy. If there is no Kayana maybe Vivian already bunu* in** at Pakdenya's house, following her parents. Because Kayana, who can keep him must survive.

"Lu strong, you must remain strong Vi. For the sake of your dreams make you a rich man like you dreamed so far"

"But the future has ruined Kay" said Vivian.

"No Vi, no one knows what the future is like, what matters now you have to be strong. Uh, what if you're going to host a Vi?" kayana Mosul.

"Yes kost, say I want to be independent. Who knows" suggested Kayana.

"But what can?" Vivian Hesitating.

"Yes try Vi, who knows. Moreover, bude Lu really sebel same you. Kalik aja if you move from the house durja**bude you even seneng"

Vivian took a deep breath.

"Cost? why not think about y first? " murm Vivian.

In the evening, Vivian conveyed her desire for Kost to her Pakdenya who was sitting on the porch of the house.

"Sir, Vian want to say something?" ask Vivian slowly.

"What's up nduk? how important is that?" Pakde was astonished because Vivian did not usually do so.

"Uhm.. anu Pakde, can Vian not be boarding? near the school there is no need to go far.. Let Vian be independent" said Vian while playing the tip of his nightgown.

"Cost? wh why? you don't live here with Pakde? You are still Junior High Vi, still too small to live independently like that.Especially If you host later who helped Pakde? Later only Vi, if you have graduated Junior High School, if you so continue to SMA Cahaya Nusantara, you can boarding. If now it seems like Pakde has not been able to let you go" Pakde refused Vivian's wishes.

"Lhooo... Is there any wind do you want to host all Vian? Do you feel like you can find your own money? Do you feel able to take care of yourself???? Still a little pretentious and want to be independent. There will even trouble us again" Bude suddenly replied from inside the house.

"Later if you want to boarding if you have entered SMA. But you have to remember, once you get out of this house, it means bude assume you can finance your own life. Don't ever ask to come here again. So it is free of our duties" continued Bude.

"Mom. Yeah, it's not like that. As long as Vian was in school, Vian remained the father's responsibility. Father is now his guardian ma'am" said Pakde.

"Halaaahh. It's good he wants to get out of here, we're free of dependents, there's no burden anymore. Hhhh!!" pissed bude.

"Father is right, ma'am, Vian's whole life is still not able to be independent like that. Vian, if you're in high school. Stay another year anyway. You're patient first" Bima commented and sneered at Vivian.

The disgusted Vivian looked at Bima and immediately turned her face away from Bima.

"Excluding your wishes*****it feels like looking at his face" Inner Vivian.

"You even support your father. You should have supported me" said Bude.

"Alright Pakde then, Vian just according. Pakde, Bude, Bima mas, Vian to the room first" said Vian.

In the room Vivian could only cry. He realized that all this time he was just a burden on others. She should have gone with Papa and Mama just died, so there's no need to be anyone's burden. While in the village after the funeral of Papa and Mama, the brothers showed each other who would care for Vivian. None of his family would care for him, lucky Pakdenya came and intended to take care of him.

Since that time Vivian followed her Pakdenya, Even though her buds did not like Vivian because it was considered only to be troublesome, but could not argue with her Pakdenya's desire to take care of Vivian.

Vivian hugged a picture of Papa and her Mama and prayed to be picked up soon. Not long after that Vivian fell asleep while hugging Pics of Papa and Mama.

A year later, Vivian graduated Junior High School and got a scholarship to SMA Cahaya Nusantara.As per the agreement first, if Vivian graduated Junior High School and entered the High School Cahaya Nusantara, then Pakde will allow Vivian kost. After Vivian roamed around looking for Kostan, Vivian finally got a boarding near the school. Luckily, Kayana was also accepted into the same school.

"Vi, how do you live in my house? Can you pay enough money? besides Mama also agreed" Kayana proposed.

"Geez Vi, who said you were a burden. You're my best friend, I don't think I'm the same mama. So, just stay at home, right?" Pinta Kayana again.

"Thank you Kay, I'm more comfortable. Even if it's just a small patch like this but I'm mingling"

"How do you keep doing everyday? You don't want to help Vi?"

"Gw will find work Kay, which part time will certainly exist. For a while I still have savings, I used to also work".

"Geez Vi, you're not tired of what school while working like that? "

"Yes tired is Kay, but I have to be able to survive. Because no one lives except myself. If I can't survive, how can Kay. What work is important I can get money, can go to school, can eat. Enough already. Thank goodness2 can still be bugged".

"Gw amazed as you Vi" Kayana hugged Vivian. But Kayana's admiration did not last long, because stepping on her second year in High School, Vivian began to change.

Ever since Vivian got to know and was close to Amber, the next-class kid known as the sugar baby, Vivian became transformed, not the Vivian Kayana knew again.

"Kay, I'm going home first, okay? it's been picked up" Vivian said as the bell rang.

"What kind of work Vi, I pay attention to these few weeks when picked up luxury cars continue? amber again today? Be careful Vi, Amber is kaaannn..... "

"Yes, I know Kay, don't worry. I can take care of myself" Vivian cut off Kayana's unfinished sentence and ran out of class. In front of the class was Amber waiting for him.

A few weeks earlier, Vivian told me that she got a new job at a karauke thanks to the help of Amber, a classmate next door.

"Kay, I've got a new job. This time the money is bigger" said Vivian happy.

"Oh yeah? alhamdulillah.Where is Vi? I'm going with you" said Kayana happily.

"In Karaoke Cheers, I nemenin drink visitors anyway, but ny tip pretty Kay, you gw treat yuk? " vivian said while showing off the money in his wallet.

"Lu's really just gonna drink, right Vi? nothin?" Tanya Kayana was suspicious.

"No, Kay, calm down. I'll buy it at the canteen yuk" Vivian asked.

"Hi Vi, ntar malem is leaving right? with me or alone?" Vivian and Kayana meet Amber in front of the class.

"It's okay on its own. I'm so brave" Vivian replied.

" sip, don't be late yaaaa" Amber reminded.

Vivian just gave her thumb.

Kayana is growing suspicious of Vivian's new job. Moreover, according to information from his friends, Vivian often picked up a luxury car in which there is an om-om. At first Kayana did not believe it, but last week Kayana saw it for herself when Vivian picked up a luxury car.

Since work at Karaoke also Vivian changed, although the values of the lessons remain high and Vivian remains the champion of the class, but Vivian's attitude began to change. Vivian began to be arrogant, did not hesitate to yell at and insult her friend who was considered not like her. Vivian's appearance changed, from simple Vivian, to glamorous Vivian. Bags, shoes also began to make expensive, as well as clothes. Vivian's hair, which is usually just broken, now starts to curl and sometimes wavy. His face was also seen using expensive treatments. It really wasn't Vivian Kayana knew.

Every human being has the right to change, but Vivian is very drastic..

From then on Vivian and Kayana began to distance themselves. Not like before...

Especially since that Sunday night....