The Heart When Forced To Share
Omens

Returning from Vivian's apartment, Raihan falls silent at Randy's cafe, his best friend.

"Why else are you? tangled too? still the same problem?" ask Randy.

Raihan.

"Not finished yet? especially now the problem? Vivian still needs responsibility?" randy continued.

"No" answered Raihan briefly.

"Well good, dong? What else?"

"The thing is I can't forget Vivian. I'm angry with him, hate him. But the same hatred my love for him is very thin. Thinner than hair maybe. So yes, I am confused. What's the same with me". complained Raihan frustrated.

Randy looked at Raihan with concern.

"But I also love Keenar. I can't see him hurt anymore because of me. What do I have to do??!!"

"Lu choose one. Keenar or Vivian. if you want both, it's okay as long as you can be fair. But I think Keenar will be hurt" suggested Randy.

"Gue can't choose one. I love them. I want to own them completely"

"Waah. But yes try to talk carefully with Keenar. Btw, Vivian wants to be second?" Randy.

"He used to say he wanted to be second"

"Had you? not necessarily now. Moreover, you had time to curse him"

Raihan is getting frustrated..

At home, Keenar awaits Raihan's arrival. Many times he called Raihan's phone but was not active. Various bad thoughts began to appear in Keenar's head.

"It's late but Raihan's mas hasn't come home yet where his phone isn't active" muttered Keenar worried.

It had been an hour Keenar was pacing the living room but Raihan did not come home. Back and forth looking at the window hoping that Raihan will come. The night it went, Keenar got more agitated. Repeatedly check his phone and contact Raihan but not active.

Suspecting moment came to his mind. Could it?? but quickly dispelled the suspicion that had alighted.

"Hopefully no. Please don't" Keenar continued to mutter and hoped that Raihan would no longer meet the woman.

"Mas Raihan has changed. Now we are the priority. Maybe Raihan's having a meeting or something. He's coming home soon" Keenar tried to think positively about Raihan.

Not long after? the sound of Raihan's car was heard. Keenar repeatedly said a prayer of thanksgiving, Raihan has gone home.

"Assynoltom..." Raihan said hello.

Keenar immediately greeted and opened the door.

"Waalaikumsalam. mas. Tumben" said Keenar while kissing Raihan's hand.

"Yes, there was a sudden meeting because there was a problem on the ground" Raihan replied.

"Mas already ate? want some dinner? vegetables and side dishes I'm hot, right?"

"No, I'm sleepy. Very tired too. Wanted a break" Raihan replied flatly and passed into the room

Keenar was a bit surprised to see Raihan's attitude tonight. But immediately put aside bad thoughts about Raihan today.

Keenar follows Raihan to the room following Raihan.

"It's cold water. Later on, it's still dry" replied Raihan who immediately dropped into the mattress and played his phone without caring about Keenar.

Keenar could only sigh. Exactly. Just like when Raihan started going crazy. Is this too? But with whom? with someone else or with the same person? Yes**** that again?

Keenar clenched his teeth furiously. Only a moment, not long ago the state of their household improved, should it become hell again? Unable. Keenar couldn't imagine it.

"Why?" ask Raihan.

Keenar gasped at Raihan's voice reprimanding him.

"What?" Keenar was confused looking at Raihan.

"Why are you standing there?" asked Raihan with a surprised look.

"Eh, that's okay. Just think again" replied Keenar while leaving the room.

Raihan frowned at the confusion of his wife's behavior.

"She's why" muttered Raihan confusedly.

Keenar sat at the dinner table and thought about Raihan's attitude tonight. His side of heart said Raihan was tired, it was natural to behave like that. He is alone because he may be traumatized by the past. But the other side of his heart also said that Raihan was crazy again. Not long ago Raihan was sweet to her, and now instantly turned indifferent. There must be something behind it.

Keenar who was dizzy with the quarrel between his own heart finally chose to go to Zafran's room and sleep with his handsome baby.

Keenar opened the door to Zafran's room and found Zafran playing with Mbak Aminah.

"Loh... Mama's son woke up again? was that bobo again?" keenar.

"Yes ma'am, just as I was about to wash the dishes, I heard Zafran crying. I have given milk but do not want to sleep again, even ngajak this toy" Mbak Aminah holds Zafran.

"Yes, Zafran let me be just like me tonight. Ma'am Aminah just rest in the room" said Keenar.

"Yes ma'am, I'm sorry" Ma'am Aminah came out of the room.

After Aminah came out, Keenar tried to put Zafran back to sleep. Not long Keenar also fell asleep. In her sleep, Keenar dreams of Vivian coming and taking Raihan away. Keenar yells at Raihan while holding Zafra but Raihan keeps walking with Vivian and doesn't care about her at all.

Keenar awoke to Zafran's cry. Keenar also thought of his dream just now, did the woman come back to harass them? But why doesn't Raihan care about her? like not recognizing her at all? even when Keenar pleaded, Raihan's face was flat and his eyes were blank. What was? Keenar was determined to find out everything whatever the outcome, even though it would hurt her, she was ready.

Keenar saw the clock on his phone, it was already dawn. After putting Zafran back to sleep, Keenar got up and went out of the room for dawn prayers. He saw the door to Raihan's room, still sealed shut.

"Mas Raihan is awake yet huh? is it dawn or not? Ah maybe not yet, last night will go home at midnight" muttered Keenar and walked towards the room. With the door of the room, there was no guarantee, the door was opened slowly and right, Raihan was still asleep hugging the bolster.

"Mas.get up. Early morning prayer" Keenar patted Raihan's hand.

Raihan's still asleep. Once again Keenar patted Raihan's hand slowly, and Raihan opened his eyes.

"Why?" asked Raihan in a hoarse voice waking up.

"It's dawn, pray first. Yuk pilgrims usually kayak" invited Keenar.

"Yes, in a minute. Still sleepy. You go first" reject Raihan lazy-malasan.

"But I....." Keenar's words came to a halt as Raihan turned his back and continued his sleep again.

Keenar was stunned to see Raihan's behavior, because it was not usually Raihan like this. Usually Raihan always pray at the beginning of time.is not the first time Raihan lazy-malasan like this. Some time ago when Raihan was still crazy about Vivian, Raihan was lazy to pray and always angry if reminded. Is this a sign????