The Heart When Forced To Share

The Heart When Forced To Share
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Keenar remembered Raihan's actual behavior was strange, but tried to reject it. The basic thought is that Raihan alone is odd not able to move on.


"There are some strange ones indeed, but what could be the characteristics if he got a pellet or a gun?" keenar.


"What is his strange behavior?" cecar Cindy is curious.


"Because Raihan is dear to me, always attentive, sweet is that. But how can it turn so drastic that it seems to hate me. Inget did not first pregnant Zafran, mas Raihan how the same me? is it so bad, do you hate it? now it's not like that yet, amit-amit lah not to kayak that again, but more to cuek. cuek really, I want to say if he doesn't care.


"Continue?"


"Little problems so often exaggerated with him. Problems are not important when I think they are. He also does not feel at home, goes out more often. In the past, he was at home".


"Well, it could be Kee. It could be useful".


"What time?" Keenar still can't believe it.


" Gini deh, mingingan you come to the house of mbak temen"


"Well? mbak temen? why that? what does this have to do with Raihan's problems?" Cecar Keenar's.


"Temen mbak is indigo, you know indigo right? so he understands such supernatural problems. It's called effort, isn't it?"


Keenar.


"Shaman? aah no deh, I believe the same as that" Keenar refused firmly.


"no. not shaman. But if you don't want to. It's okay".


"But I'm curious about this. I think there's something strange about him. Ah I asked myself" . Inner Cindy.


Vivian is busy preparing for her wedding. Sirri's marriage to Vano.Vivian no matter her enlarged stomach, she only cares that Vano will soon be her husband. The wedding reception is held after 2 months of giving birth. The reason was trivial, not because Vivian was embarrassed to marry because she was pregnant first, let alone marry when her stomach was enlarged. But since Vivian didn't want to at her wedding reception, her stomach looked enlarged.


Vivian wants everything to be perfect. She became Queen a day with a perfect appearance not with her big belly.


"Honey, at our wedding your uncle and aunt will be invited" asked Vano who still hugs Vivian on the bed.


Vivian firmly refused.


"No. Not necessary. I consider myself no longer having a family. They were nobody" Vivian had always been emotionless when recalling her uncle, aunt and Bima cousins.


"Why don't you have no family representatives? But you need Vi's guardian?


Vivian shakes.


"It's okay. You can use a judge. For the family representative, I can take Kayana and some friends with me. All this time it was just Kayana my family"


Vano nodded in understanding and did not bother her too much, the important thing is that they get married soon. Vino's hands back guerrilla at the top of Vivian's chest and then down to the bottom and play down there.


Vano doesn't care about Vivian's pregnancy, no matter whose child Vivian is carrying. All he cares about now is when he can marry Vivian, his girlfriend and her ATM machine. During this time Vano only pretended to be rich, actually Vano was just an ordinary private employee, not an entrepreneur like he had been telling Vivian.


The day that awaited arrived, Vivian and Vano married sirri. Vivian was accompanied only by Kayana and some friends, while Vano was accompanied by her mother and some friends.


"Gue knew marriage was sacred, so I couldn't possibly mess around" vivian said as he tidied up the danger.


"Raihan you're in Vi?"


"Gue doesn't care anymore about Raihan, Harlan or anyone else"


"But Raihan nyari you keep Vi. Poor"


"Who told him to reject me first? who asked?!! He's been maki-maki me, continue now please-please to come back to me again? Dream on!!" vivian Cibir.


" But he was like that because of lo Vi, you made him like that. If you don't use him, he won't find you like crazy" said Kayana.


"That's because he refused me back. Wrong yourself, right? ?Kay, it's my happy day, why talk about the past. Make my mood broken.


Kayana was just speechless and lazy to argue with Vivian, especially at a time like this. Not a good time, he thought.


While in different places, Keenar and Raihan again fuss about that. Especially if it's not Vivian.


"You've been watching for months, how is it getting weird? is there a problem with your woman?"


"Women, especially Kee? there's no. Your feelings" Raihan pleaded.


"No, my feelings are different. You've changed, not like a few months back. What the hell is it? what's Vivian about again?" keenar.


"Why is Vivian? no Kee, you believe in me, no other woman, enough I'm disappointed in you" said Raihan.


Keenar snorted at Raihan's babble.


"You know that Vivian's already engaged?"


Raihan is shocked to hear Vivian is engaged. But Raihan quickly mastered the situation. He did not want Keenar to know that he was still looking for news of Vivian disappearing from his life.


"Oh.uhmm yes I know. So why?" Raihan was nervous, but pretending to be ordinary. His hands while changing TV channels.


"Well, you know? Know where? Vivian who framed you? mean still related to Vivian?" Cecar Keenar was full of suspicion.


"No. Really No. I know, a friend told me a story". Raihan was increasingly nervous about being harassed by Vivian, his gaze could not be separated from the TV so that Vivian did not become more suspicious and sought it.


"Which "friend are you? who's? Randy?" Keenar was still curious. Where does Raihan know that Vivian is engaged.


Raihan was silent. His mind has gone somewhere. Raihan is very surprised to hear Vivian is engaged which means she is getting married soon. But with whom? know Raihan? She should be happy if Vivian gets married, which means someone's responsible for her baby. Is the baby's father?


But why does it feel so painful? Is this how sick Vivian was when she found out that Raihan was married to Keenar? But it wasn't Vivian who left him first. Different.of course it feels different, Vivian's heartache is clearly different from her heartache when Vivian left her.


Raihan cursed himself, why he was so weak. This shouldn't happen again. He can't hurt Keenar anymore. But Vivian's shadow always haunts her. His love for Vivian never lessened, but grew over time. As for Keenar, Raihan's feelings were hollow. I don't know where the love and affection that used to be in his heart went for Keenar. Although not as much as his love for Vivian.


Raihan realizes that he has hurt Keenar again, but Raihan is embarrassed to apologize to his wife. It's too humiliating.


Haaiii allaaaa.welcome Eid al-Fitr, sorry to be born and inner yaa😊😊.