The Heart When Forced To Share
Raihan Nervous

Keenar who realized Raihan's strange attitude from yesterday was because Raihan knew that Vivian was engaged. Raihan is heartbroken.

And Keenar also finally really realized, if his feelings for Raihan just clapped one hand. Raihan will not give his heart to Keenar. Keenar can have his body but not his heart.

One thing Keenar did not know, that Raihan did not know that Vivian was engaged.

Keenar fell silent in his room, looking at their wedding photos. They look happy. There should not be this marriage. Why happy a day if there is only sadness next? But this was his choice. It used to be possible for her to ask for a divorce from Raihan, but Keenar insisted on staying. Feeling able to take back Raihan's heart. Unknowingly, Raihan's heart is not for him. So why insist on taking back her heart if her heart was never there for her? Vain. Fail.

Raihan was still silent in the living room. Why does it have to be like this? why would he hurt Keenar? Perfect, blameless, no reason to hurt Keenar, but why.. Is it true just because he can't move on from his past love? or just out of curiosity for ever being abandoned? I don't know. Hearing Vivian's marriage, the other side of Raihan's heart felt relieved, feeling out of shackles. Yang Raihan himself did not know what shackles.

Raihan feels there is no hope for Vivian, free to find Vivian if it is true that she is married. Raihan wants to re-knit asa with Keenar, mending a relationship that was once bland. But Raihan was embarrassed, because it had hurt Keenar many times. Will Keenar ever forgive him like he used to? or will Keenar feel just a backup of his heart? Shame, rikuh, that's how Raihan feels. Just staring at Keenar was embarrassed.

Vivian's wedding was simple. Only a close friend of theirs was a witness.

Sirri and Vivian's marriage doesn't matter. Anyone who wants to marry a big pregnant woman like her is already very grateful. Moreover, the one who married her was Vano, a wealthy businessman who was not married and indeed fit her type. Vivian had no idea of the cunning fox's rotten plan she was marrying. At this time, Karma is fulfilling its duties.

Fuck Raihan, Vivian thought. The bodo period with the use that he installed on Raihan, will not be released until their families are destroyed. That's Vivian's plan.

Vivian used to love Raihan a lot, when Vivian left her and preferred her career and Vivian still loved him very much. However, when Vivian returns and finds out that Raihan is married to Keenar, Vivian feels hurt. Especially when knowing Raihan also looks to love Kenar, and when Keenar is pregnant, the more his heart ache and hatred grows fertile in him.

As Raihan was daydreaming, their new maid Alifa flashed in front of him and gave her sweetest smile.

"Excuse me sir" said Alifa politely.

Raihan just kept silent to see Alifa. In his mind, why a child as beautiful as that should be a housekeeper, but if treated properly he could be a model or artist.

"Ah, why think of the maid anyway" muttered Raihan.

After a while, Alifa came back with a tray of coffee and snacks for Raihan.

"Sir, I make coffee and snacks for the father so as not to daydream. Sorry if I sassy sir, because I noticed you often daydream" said Alifa gently.

"Thank you, Alifa, you know I want coffee again" replied Raihan kindly.

"Sama-sama sir. Excuse me sir, I'm going back" Alifa inched her way into the kitchen.

Raihan, impressed by Alifa's attention, begins to pay attention to Alifa.

Keenar who had just come out of the room was surprised to see in Raihan's desk there was a glass of coffee and a plate of hot fried bananas. Who cares so much about her husband? it cannot be Aminah.

"Ah, maybe Alifa" he thought. Had a bad thought about her husband and Alifa but soon brushed aside.

"No way.Mas Raihan's taste is not that type. My feeling is because I was hurt" Keenar mutter again. Keenar tried calling her best friend, Sandra.

"Hardening you'd be Kee, baper" Sandra said.

"maybe San, I'm a la fay but maybe not if we've been hurt and then we don't believe in our partner?" ask Keenar slowly.

"Because Kee, you see a couple around lo. 8 out of 10 women will be more jealous if ever hurt by a partner. For fear of painful events that will happen again, so as much as possible we will be anticipating and protective with our partner" answered Sandra.

"It's San, really. I think now, look Raihan dija same me but instead ask to make coffee with my maid, it has made me jealous and suspicious. Normal isn't it like this anyway?

"Normal, I'll do it too if Kee. Same thing" Sandra replied.

They called for several hours, until Keenar did not realize that Raihan was knocking on his room. After several knocks, Keenar realized that someone was knocking on the door of his room.

Keenar hastily opened the door of his room and was surprised to see Raihan standing in front of the door.

"That's so angry?, I'm taking a shower. The bathroom is not really the door. So I'm going to take a bath here" asked Raihan with his face made as clear as possible.

Keenar who was still upset and thinking about things was immediately shocked to see Raihan standing in front of him.

There's no way Keenar, refused Raihan's request. Just going to the bathroom, nothing more. Hope it doesn't fuck. Many kinds are okay, they are married so legitimate even if there are many kinds later in the room. Raihan directly knocked his own head because he was thinking strangely.

Keenar who saw Raihan's behavior in front of him, was clearly confused. It's okay, they're married. Everyone knew they were officially married so Keenar was really his wife.

Keenar allowed Raihan to enter the room and go to the bathroom. For the first time Keenar was nervous in front of the man.

Raihan, who is just looking for an excuse to urinate for a while, also feels nervous.Often Rihan pegs himself in the mirror in the bathroom, but even more nervous.

when Raihan looked at each other, it felt like a burden was lifted. Raihan wanted to pamper Keenar in their room, wanting to make a ownership stamp on Keenar's body. But Raihan didn't have the guts to do it. For that, Rihan knows himself enough.