The Heart You Injured
Chapter 57. Faked

Dinda sits limp on the bed while staring at the screen of her phone with nanar. After talking for a while with the husband, the longing was not actually treated. But it only leaves a big question mark in the mind and also the heart. Indeed, what Bayu said seemed to make it meaningless as a wife. What's wrong with contacting your husband? Unraveling the longing that shackles because of distance and time. And can only be treated by staring at each other through the screen of the device.

"The more here why do I feel like Bayu is changing? There is no romance at all. Far from the beginning we were married first."

Dinda was busy monologuing softly while staring at the wedding photos stored in the phone. Her memory seemed far away to wander where she for the first time became the wife of Bayu. It all feels so sweet. Cotton candy tub.

"Yes Allah .. I sincerely work hard to slam the bones, but why does my husband seem not to know the burden of longing that I have for him? Is it possible, I should indeed limit my communication with Bayu mas as a longing piggy bank? Aahhh .. It feels very heavy."

Tiredness suddenly ambushed Dinda's body. Even the sleepiness feels so excruciating. He lay down on the bed and without waiting for a long time, the woman fell asleep in her sleep.

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Meanwhile, in a room that is not so far from Dinda's room, a couple of husband and wife are both sitting while pensive. The atmosphere was silent as no one made a sound at all. Erlan chose to sit on the small sofa in the room, while Jenica sat on the lip of the bed.

"Lan, what's the matter? What do you want to talk about? Thirty minutes we're here, and yet you're just silent like that. What's up Lan? What's up?"

Jenica frowned at her temple, feeling confused by the attitude and behavior of her husband who had just arrived home a moment ago. The coffee made by Dinda which he admitted as a result of his creation has not been touched at all by Erlan. Her husband asked her to go into the room. However, until thirty minutes into the room, her husband was silent and silent.

"Jen, who's the guy?"

Erlan immediately shot a question to Jenica. After his conversation with Joni at the office this afternoon made the man locked up by a feeling of uncertainty. It felt like he did not believe everything the assistant said, but the more he thought well, everything Joni said was very logical.

Jenica's forehead is wrinkled deep. After previously he was made curious by the behavior of the husband, now he was made to wonder with the question of the husband that is very difficult for him to understand.

"his guy? You mean who Lan is? I really don't understand your question."

"The one who took away your virginity!"

Jenica was shocked half to death to hear Erlan's question that immediately stuck right in the heart of the heart. Erlan who he thought was not too familiar with virginity turned out to be the opposite. Her husband asked her about virginity after last night the man just kept quiet. I don't talk about virginity.

"Lan, I ...."

"Before I could still think positively that you didn't bleed on the first night because your hymen was thin so it was easy to penetrate. But seeing you not moaning in pain as if confirming that you are no longer a virgin!" timpal Erlan with a hunting breath.

Jenica was getting stunned. The circumstances this time really only made him half dead confused. He has to rack his brain to give a logical answer.

I don't moan in pain even mende*sah feels good because of your little bird Lan. The bird is just a little bit of pinky anyway ask me to moan in pain and feel good. I'm sure whoever your wife is will never be satisfied with your bed game.

"Lan, that's actually me..."

"Who is Jen? Who's the man who took your virginity!"

There was no response from Jenica's mouth. The woman lowered her face, dissolving in her own thoughts. This silence made Erlan even more impatient to hear the answer immediately. He got up from the sofa and put his body on Jenica's body. He stood in front of Jenica and he held her shoulders tightly.

Shackled by a burning rage from feeling betrayed, Erlan shook Jenica's shoulders with both hands. The man was increasingly made impatient with the answer to be given by the wife.

Erlan frowned when she heard a soft-sounding sobbing seep into her sense of hearing. He sharpened his sense of sight and it was seen that his wife was shedding tears.

"Finally, which I was afraid of happening as well," said Jenica who still did not want to raise her face. He kept his head down.

"What do you mean, Jen? What are you afraid of? You're afraid your rottenness is exposed that you're a cheap woman who's been playing with fire behind my back? Is that what you mean?"

Damn it, Erlan can guess what I'm hiding. Relax Jen, don't panic. You should be able to find a loophole to trick Erlan.

"Stop Lan, that's not how it happened!"

"Lantas, what happened to you? For the five years we were in a relationship, I never did anything like that. And now, I accept the fact that you are no longer a virgin. Who took all that Jen?" erlan shouted no less loudly while scrambling her hair.

"I'm afraid that the past events that I've painstakingly buried deep back come to the surface. Which might back traumatize me."

Erlan was still silent. Trying to understand word for word spoken by Jenica . Jenica sighed deeply and slowly she exhaled. Now, he looked at Erlan's face intensely. Accompanied by tears that began to drip from the windows of his heart and down his face. He sobbed, his chest rose and fell irregularly as if to withstand the feeling of tightness.

"I harassed Lan. I was raped by an irresponsible man in High School time. He has desecrated me and taken away my chastity!"

Jenica looked back in the face. His body shook violently, as if shaken and traumatized as he told about his dark past. That speech was what made Erlan stunned. His body immediately froze.

"Corn ... You?"

"Yes, I was raped. My honor was forcibly taken by a bia*dab man who had no humanity. At that time I was fed with a drink that had been mixed with sleeping pills and when I woke up suddenly I was in a mess."

"The gene...."

"Now if you blame me for the future events I don't want, I accept Lan. I'm wrong because I've never told you about my past."

"Why didn't you ever tell me about it, Jen? Why are you just quiet?"

"I never told you or told you because I thought it was all a disgrace that I had to cover Lan up. I don't want my future husband to be disappointed because of this tarnished me. But it turns out I was wrong. Right now I see you so disappointed in me..."

Jenica paused for a moment. He took a deep look at the remaining oxygen left in this room. His tears did not stop but instead grew more and more flowing.

"Lan, I understand that not all men can accept my unholy state. If you really want to leave me because I'm no longer a virgin, I'm happy. Or if you want me to leave you, I'll do it."

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