The Holy Love of Zalila
Chapter 33

Lila continued to cry as she hiccupped Bram. There was a bit of relief as he managed to tell the burden that he had been damning all along.

"Why aren't you being honest with papih?" bram asked again as Lila calmed down.

"I-I'm scared, I'm embarrassed. Tya's bad behavior makes me ashamed to talk to papih."

"I'm sorry papih, papih has not told you the truth. Papih just wants you to live quietly. And papih does not care at all about the fact that you are not a baby boy. Cause whenever you're a papih's daughter nothing's gonna change that."

"Thank you, papih."

"You love papih, don't you?"

Lila also nodded.

"If you love papih, stop thinking we'll throw you away. Stop feeling guilty and stop apologizing, you understand?"

Lila nodded again.

"And tomorrow, Papih will ask a psychiatrist to come here to treat you."

Lila took off her embrace and looked at her papih. "Flame, I'm not crazy ... Why did Papih call a psychiatrist for?"

Bram rubbed his daughter's hair gently. "You're a doctor, you should know that psychiatrists aren't just for people with mental disorders. You have to heal your trauma first."

Lila smiled and nodded.

"Flum, will get you food, you haven't eaten anything before."

"Thank you, papih," said Lila after Bram got up.

••••

"Yank!" call Aska as Aysel sits in bed and looks to wipe her tears.

After wiping his tears. Asyel turned to her husband. "Yes, mas?"

Aska sat down next to Aysel and took Asheel into his arms. "You miss Raffa?" ask Ask.

Aysel shook her head, but she soon sobbed in her husband's arms. What mother does not miss her child. Which mother was not devastated when she saw her son was so thin. But he also could not accept what his son did.

"You want to see Raffa, yank? he lives in the apartment next door to Malik, if you miss him why don't you take him?" ask Aska who understood what Aysel felt after seeing Raffael come.

Aysel nodded at her husband. "I'm still disappointed with him. I can't imagine how Lila lived her life 3 years back. Back when I was humming Keinya, even without you I could still live a good life of contentment, but Lila ..."

Aysel was sobbing in her husband's arms.

And Aska could only hug and stroke Aysel's back to make his wife calm. He also felt a little pain in his heart because considering his bad treatment of Asyel first while pregnant with Keinya.

Vania and Tania clenched their arms when they met Raffael. They looked at Raffael with hateful looks mixed with disdain.

As they were about to enter, Raffael blocked their path. "Vania, can you talk to me?" raffael asked with embarrassment. Actually he was more embarrassed to see Tania because clearly Tania was a witness of his depraved behavior.

"We don't want to talk to cruel and barbaric men like you." It was not Vania who answered but Tania who answered.

"Come, Vania!" take Tania who is afraid that her twin kaka will be easily instigated. Tania pulled out her brother's hand and hit Raffael's shoulder hard.

Raffael is again devastated when he sees all his family treating him like trash. But he realized that this was all his fault.

He continued his steps and walked towards the car. She was completely determined to get an apology from Lila and from her family.

When Vania and Tania came in, they saw Bram taking food at the table for Lila. They also approached Bram.

"Flum, did papih and mamih manage to bring kaka home?" ask Vania.

They just grin and then go towards Bram and they both kiss Bram's hand and say hello.

Bram smiled and kissed his two daughters. "So you're in the guest room" Bram told his daughters.

Tania and Vania look at each other and they both run as fast as lightning to see Lila, the kaka they have been missing for 3 years.

"She!" shouted Vania and Tania together.

Lila who had just come out of the toilet gasped in shock as her two younger siblings ran up to her and hugged her.

Vania and Tania were sobbing as they hugged Lila. "So I miss you" said Tania and Vania.

Lila cried, "You miss you too" said Lila.

long enough they hugged while standing until Keinya came carrying a tray of food for Lila.

"Vania, tania!" reprimand Keinya.

They both let go of her hug Lila. And Lila immediately kissed the forehead of her two sisters.

"Vania, Zania. Go home and change your clothes!" tell Keinya.

The two twin sisters immediately looked towards Lila because they still wanted to hug Lila.

"Come home, I'll never leave again" said Lila, who understood the fear of her siblings.

They nodded and kissed Lila on the cheek.

"Mamih, where's Lyo?" lila asked frantically as she approached Keinya who was already sitting on the sofa.

"Lyo, sleeping with the papih, don't worry, sit down, mamih will bribe you" Keinya said as he patted her side.

Lila breathed a sigh of relief and she sat down next to her mother.

"Mamih, can I talk?" ask Lila.

Keinya who had lifted his plate immediately put again because he wanted to hear his daughter talk.

"Say!"

Lila frowned tightly at Keinya's hand before she spoke. "Mamih, I'm actually embarrassed to say this. But I can't hold it anymore. I want to thank the mother who loved me even though from the beginning mamih knew I was not a baby boy, thank you for not treating me like mamih Tya. Tya used to be rude to me. And I am so grateful that you can give me the happiness and affection of a mother that I never got from Mamih Tya. I can't repay all the kindness, all I can do is pray for you to be happy."

Keinya's eyes glazed over when he heard the heartfelt words from his daughter. Then Keinya hugged Lila back. "Stop apologizing and thank you, Lila. Mamih really loves you even if you're not a baby boy, your love and papih to you just as much as we love your sisters." Keinya let go of his embrace and began to feed his daughter.

"Lila?" call Kein when you're done feeding Lila.

"Yes, mamih."

"May you ask?"

Lila also took off

"Is lyo not drinking your breast?"

"I only breastfed until I was 18 months old. When Ms. Resna was sickly so I had to work hard every day to save the family life. The money I make is not much. And because I'm too tired and I just eat alakadarnya quality of my asi decreased until Lyo no longer drink my asi."

"Then,?"

"I can't buy formula milk for Lyo, although the price is quite cheap but still I can't, because the money I make I have to buy rice, vegetables, vegetables, gas and electricity."

Tanya beat vegetable, onions are still cheap gtu? why am I the one who wrote also so cry yes.