The Hwang Hwang Couple
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This is an AU werein Yuna, I must say, is someone who has a pretty visit yet has a bad case of inferiority complex. She’s often the target of tease and bullying on their class. She never fights back, and she never says something to the teachers and even her parents. She never had friends, she never had someone who would take her side or protect her. She ended all the pain, she faced all the prejudices and bullying they do to her alone. Until one day, she met someone who really turned her world upside down.
His approach was rather smooth and unexpected. He offered help then later joined the crowd on making fun of her. He was able to get her with sweet words and left her hanging afterward. Yuna once thought, was she a villain on her past life and has abandoned a lot of people that she’s experiencing such thing as of now as a punishment?
She couldn’t understand herself though. She can actually defend and stand up for herself, but she decided to remain silent and not both to fight back. She’s a holder of a 9th And Black Belt but not tried to use it as an excuse for self defense. She did not even try to avoid things, but she openly let people do terrible things to her.For her, the approach that Sungjin made means a lot to her. She considered him as her first ever friend. She thought his intention was pure and he really meant when he told her that she held a special place on his heart. She was hopeful that what she showed were true that finally someone would really take her side and all.
He made her experience all first that she couldn’t imagine. First friend, yes, she was in a bliss that she thought for the rest of her high school life someone will accomplish her through ups and down. First one to take her side, out of people who abandoned her, she thought, finally someone will tell her everything will fall back into right places. First one who made her truly happy and feel special, his gestures were new to her, yet it made her happy for once. First one who sat down with her on the cafeteria, she used to eat alone or sometimes she eats on the last cubicle on the female restroom on the 3rd floor of their school building. First one to ask her out. The first heart break. The first ever painful experience.
It was depressing for her, as she thought with him, she’ll be able to end more pain and face things boldly. It was painful that she couldn’t be productive anymore. It was stressing that the amount of torment that she receives before has doubled after what happened.
She lost hope on everything, she wanted to give up. She lost the motivation to continue, she wanted to escape.
Yuna, slowly stepped back and went down from the railings. Her future self again said before dispearing from her eyes, “Those people who caused you pain, someday, will ask for your forgiveness. Those people who negotiated your existence, will start noticing you soon. Those people who belittled you and your capabilities, will soon realize that you are a precious gem. Him, who caused you heartbreak, will come to you and fix what has been broken. Yuna, do not give up. Eventually, the darkness you see will soon be filled with light and colors. Live your life, if you get hurt, take time to heal; if you get tired, rest.”
This is AU where Yuna, I must say, is someone who has a pretty face yet has a bad case of inferiority complex. She is often the target of teasing and intimidating in their classes. He never fought back, and he never said anything to his teachers and even his parents. He never had any friends, he never had someone who would take sides or protect him. She endured all the pain, she faced all the prejudice and intimidation they had done to her. Until one day, she meets someone who completely turns her world upside down. The approach is rather subtle and unpredictable. He offered to help then joined the crowd to make fun of him. He could make it with sweet words and leave it hanging afterwards. Yuna once thought, was he a criminal in his past life and had offended many people that he was experiencing things like the present as punishment? He can't understand himself. He could actually defend and defend himself, but he decided to remain silent and not bother fighting back. He was the holder of the 9th Dan Black Belt but did not try to use it as an excuse for self-defense. He did not even try to avoid things, but he openly let people do terrible things to him. For him, Sungjin's approach meant a lot to him. He considered her his first friend. He thought his intentions were pure and he really meant it when he told him that he held a special place in his heart. He hoped that what he showed was true that eventually someone would actually side with him. He made his first experience that he could not have imagined. The first friend, yes, she's in excitement that she thinks for the rest of her High School life someone will accompany her up and down. The first to side with him, from the people who offended him, he thought, eventually someone will tell him everything will fall back to the right place. The first thing that makes him really happy and feel special, his movements are new to him, but it makes him very happy. The first was sitting with her in the cafeteria, where she used to eat alone or sometimes she ate in the last room in the ladies' room on the 3rd floor of their school building. The first one asked her out. His first heart was broken. His first painful experience. It was sad for him, when he thought with him, he would be able to endure more pain and face things bravely. It hurts so much that he can't be productive anymore. It emphasized that the amount of torture he had received earlier had doubled after what happened. He lost hope in everything, he wanted to give up. He lost the motivation to continue, he wanted to escape.
He started to hate everyone who offended him, eventually, he realized that he was too kind to them, and he had closed his eyes for a long time. He hates his existence; he hopes he will perish. But he hates himself the most, for letting people hurt and annoy him, taking his happiness and treating him like trash and making him feel unwanted. He bore many of the things he had anticipated as he stood on the fence from the roof of their school building. ; "I want the pain to stop, I want to end everything including my worthless existence." Before he could jump from the 10-story building, his future appeared - “You've come this far, do you think it's right to give up everything? You're experiencing a lot of things that I know, but do you think you won't be able to feel happiness too? Will people begin to appreciate your presence, your talents, and everything? They will start loving you for who you are. It hurts, and you're really disappointed by the betrayal and prejudice you're going through. But ... Do you think taking your own life will really free you from everything? ” Yuna, slowly step back and get off the fence. His future comes again before it disappears from his eyes, “Those who make you sick, one day, will ask for your forgiveness. People who ignore your presence, will soon start to notice you. People who underestimate you and your abilities, will soon realize that you are a precious gem. He, who caused you heartbreak, will come to you and repair what has been broken. Yuna, don't give up. Finally, the darkness you see will soon be filled with light and color. Live your life, if you are hurt, take time to heal; if you are tired, take a break. ”
*AU as Yuna imagined (":