The Journey of Love Vanessa
Tells About Wounds

The van returned to the room after finishing from the kitchen. Today her husband is not feeling well. He decides not to go to the hospital and accompanies Ladit.

"Mas. Breakfast first. Take the medicine." He said sitting by the side of the bed.

"Boat."

"Yes." Yeah."

"Aren't you having breakfast?" Ladit asked while taking a bribe from his wife.

"I've been drinking milk the same as eating bread. Now you eat first."

"You don't go to the hospital. Just stay with me at home."

"Yes. I'll accompany you."

"Thank you." Ladit hugged his wife.

After feeding and helping her husband take the medicine Van returned to the kitchen to put the dirty bowl and glass.

"Mrs. Let Auntie take care of it."

"Thank you Bi."

"Same as Madam. Madam needs something?"

"No Bi. I'll just take some fruit." Van picked the fruit and put it in a large bowl to take back to the room.

Van arrived at the room to replace the fever plaster on her husband's forehead.

"Cold."

"Yes. I'm matting the AC."

"Temenin I slept Yang."

"Yes." Yeah." Van lay down next to her husband while fixing the man's blanket to keep him warm.

"hugs."

Van nodded and smiled. He knew long ago that Ladit was very spoiled. Especially with her mom.

"Aren't you in the blanket?"

"No. Surrender me later. You're sleeping."

"Yes." Yeah." Ladit closed his eyes after tasting his wife's lips.

The weather is so sunny during the day. The van sits on the balcony of the room while enjoying the soothing breeze. She did not expect for a month that she had a new status as a wife. It's not easy indeed. Especially now that she knows her husband's attitude is so spoiled.

"Dear." Ladit sat down and hugged his wife.

"Awake. Enter gih. You'll be cold."

"No. Now I feel hot."

"Let me check first." Van put his hand on her husband's forehead.

"The heat has gone down. I opened the plaster."

"Yes." Yeah."

"Do you want fruit?"

"Can."

"You what?"

"Orange."

"OK." Van peeled the orange and then fed it to the husband.

"Sugary. Rich is love." Said Ladit teasingly.

"Sweet saying sweet. Learn from who?"

"No. I really am."

"I don't believe."

Ladit drew closer to his wife eroding the distance between them. Her husband's breath can Van feel so warm. The man suddenly kissed Van's lips briefly but it happened many times.

"Sugary." He said smiling won.

A couple walking in the park. Ladit did not release his hand from his wife.

"Sit down yuk first."

"As long as Papa Frans is not around, this house is always well taken care of."

"Yes. I don't want Papa's house to be unkempt."

"Mas."

"Yes dear."

"Why didn't your mom come to our wedding?"

"No idea."

"You told Mama, didn't you?"

"Yes. Mom told me to. I called him to tell him to come but what can I do. He didn't come either."

"Does Mama have a new family?"

"It has. He initially only gathers kebo with his girlfriend. But he said he was married now."

"What's kebo gathering?"

"Living one roof but not married."

"Oh. Did Mama have any more kids?"

"Have. Two. All men."

"Oh."

"I'm sorry." Said Ladit arrived still holding his wife's hand.

"Why?"

"My color comes from a broken family. A family full of disgrace and ugliness. Mom and Dad are not good people. So I'm..."

"It's not your fault. Everything is destiny. Don't blame yourself." cut Van.

"I know Daddy used to object to Papa's will." The man began to lean his head on the wife's shoulder.

"Daddy Worrys I'll be like my Dad or my mom. A free and dishonorable person. They are lustful, wild and reckless. Papa once told me that he used to be constantly changing women just to sleep last night. Until a mistake happened and I was born. Papa wants to get serious and start his new life with a small family he has. He started to change and not play women anymore. But Mama did not line up. He keeps going to the club' and having fun with the guys out there. Not infrequently Mama is also often drunk and brings her affair home. Until then I was seven years old. I accidentally saw Mama having sex with another man in Papa's room. I cried and locked myself in my room. Over time Papa who tried to hold on for my sake finally gave up. She divorced Mama because she couldn't stand being treated as a man. From that moment on I started getting ridicule from my friend. I'm a whore's son. That's very disturbing." Ladit's story is long on his wife. Van took a breath. She hugged her husband tightly.

"Everything has passed. Don't remember the pain and suffering you've been through. Now there's a way forward. You just need to focus on being happy. There's me. I will always accompany you." Van rubbed her husband's back.

"Thank you, darling." Ladit was so touched. He was very lucky to have such an understanding Van.

Nightfall. Ladit and his wife were brushing their teeth together before going to bed.

"Dear."

"Hm."

"Help me shave."

"I'm scared. It'll be scratched."

"No. Help me out, yeah..."

"Yes. I'll rinse first."

Ladit lifted Van's body and sat him on the marble table for easier. The woman grabbed the cream and rubbed it around her husband's chin. After everything was flat Van directly moved the razor slowly. Ladit was eager to laugh at the seriousness of his wife. Van moved his eyeballs following the razor's motion.

"Don't move Mas. It will scratch you. One liter of blood will come out" he said. I really wanted the man to laugh at what his wife had just said. But he held it. After a long time it was finally finished. Van wiped her husband's chin with a towel.

"It's done."

"Thank you my wife." Ladit kissed and hugged his wife.

"I'm sleepy." Whiney Val while rubbing both eyes like a child.

"Let's sleep." The man carried Van's light body like a child and laid him on the bed.

Ladit laid his body to face Van. The man played his finger on the wife's chest.

"Why?" Van asked as the husband started unbuttoning his pajamas.

"I want this." Show it to Van's chest.

"Why what?"

"You drink this." Whining like a child.

"This is not there. I'm not pregnant anymore."

"I want to." Ladit opened his wife's bra and suckled like a child with his other hand playing on the other side. Van felt her husband's property harden. He could tell because Ladit had deliberately placed the object on his thigh and swiped slowly. The woman let what her husband did. He realized he was not ready to give what should belong to Ladit.