The Journey of Love Vanessa
I'm not a good mother

Mario chases his wife to the house. The woman ran straight to the room. Val is very sad. Her husband and son separated her from Ken.

"Dear." The man immediately hugged his wife as soon as he arrived.

"Give Ken back."

"He was happy there with his friend. He's gonna endanger you or our grandkids anyway." Mario said increasingly tightened the embrace on the body of his beloved wife.

"You're Ken Dad's son?"

"I took her into captivity. He'll be well taken care of."

"Return it."

"No."

"Give him back to me. I love him."

"Not going to." Mario raised his voice.

"Why?"

"Your color will ignore me by his presence."

"That's not true." Lirih Val's. Mario turned his wife's body quickly. He stared intently at the woman while gripping Val's chin to look at her. Patience is over this time. He will be more strict with his wife. At that time he obeyed because he could not. But now he will be the heart. The woman he loved was very busy with her activities. Where at a time like this he really needs to be noticed.

"Don't you understand. I just want your attention. Why do you always keep busy. I feel neglected. I've tried to be patient but you don't understand either." Val did not answer. Her husband is so sensitive right now. The man's anger seemed to have peaked. To deal with a situation like this is to be silent. She does not want to argue with her husband. Val was only silent as the sturdy hand pushed him into the bed violently.

"Dad. I'm pregnant." Val said but was not listened to by the man. He hates Mario like this but all he can do now is try his hardest to stop the man.

The same with Van and Ladit. The two are inviting the baby to sit enjoying the afternoon atmosphere in the back garden. The air is so fresh because many plants and shady trees are soothing.

"Mas. You please call Mom dong."

"Daritadi I've called but not picked up."

"The custom is Mom. I definitely don't have a HP."

"Yes time."

"Mother's child wakes up....." Van said he saw his son open his eyes. The baby was calm and did not cry.

"Try here I'm the fat one."

"Later to cry."

"Try it first."

"All right." Van gave the little baby to her husband with a heart.

"No cry. Father's son pinter..." Ladit swung his arm while chattering ria comforted the son. The man stood up while carrying his son down the street around his wife's seat.

It's getting late. Van had not yet taken her husband in. The figure of the woman walking quickly approached the two.

"Master. Madam."

"What's Bi?"

"Mrs Val's in the hospital."

"Kok Can?" Both were so surprised.

"alright. Thanks Bi."

"Yes, sir."

"You're home. I'll be there."

"No. I'm worried about Mom."

"Love Ven if you take her there too. You're home, yeah."

"Yes. Soon as soon as possible, you will."

"Yes. Comein. I'm going to go."

"Yes, it's." Van replied as she followed her husband's quick steps.

Ladit ran straight to the IGD where the Mommy was handled.

"How's Dad doing?"

"Still inside." Answer anxiously. He was a suspect in this incident. If he hadn't pushed his wife and touched that body too rough, maybe Val would have been fine. Mario was shocked when blood flowed from his wife's thigh. The woman sobbed in pain while holding her stomach. The doctor came out of the room to those waiting.

"How's doc?"

"sorry. The foetus in Madam's womb we can't save." The doctor said they all turned pale instantly.

Everyone enters Val's room. The woman was transferred to the treatment room a moment ago.

"You guys just go home. Let Daddy take care of her."

"But Dad."

"Go home. Don't say this to anyone. Keep what you heard from the doctor a secret."

"Good Dad." Answer the three obediently.

Mario rubbed his wife's pale face gently. The man felt guilty. It's all because of him. Even though he doesn't want to have any more children. But he also did not want to kill her.

"Eum....." Val opened his eyes.

"Dear you're awake?" Mario looked up at that pretty face.

"My son is fine, right?" Val held onto his stomach as he continued to ask.

"Jawab Dad's. My son is okay, right?'

"Sorry." Sluggishly.

"What do you mean apologize?"

"He's not." Said Mario holding tightness in his chest. Van cried bitterly with what he had just heard.

"Why can you do this. I told you I was pregnant but you didn't listen. I know you don't want it. But you didn't let him see this world." Shouted Val hysterically.

"I want him back. Just change my life with him. I want him alive. Just kill me and give him back." The woman looked frustrated and lost. Mario hugged his wife tightly while continuing to apologize. This is his fault.

"I'm not a good mother (I'm not a good mother)" Lirih Val. Losing his freedom and Ken still can. But losing his own son makes Val feel like the stupidest parent in the world. He could not keep the care that God had given him. He had not even struggled, had not heard the cries, nor had he touched the tender skin of his fourth child.

"I'm sorry Mom." She said she was sobbing in her husband's arms.