THE LAST LOVE FOR WHOM? (Who's Last Love?)
AUGUST 2010
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"a love story is the history of human life because love does not know when to call and part"
khibban Nurcahyo's
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Cling (sound of zippo brand matches in open)
"My cigarette butts stay one anyway, not too long ago Ospek this" the man grumbled while playing his Zippo.
His name is Ridwan, a man who just graduated from High School and is now ospek in PTN Surabaya, his quiet and mysterious nature makes him in High School used to be called Chairil Anwar, she loves to write a poem about the romance #bucin also turns out to be her character.
"Am I sitting over here?" while putting his bag and cigarette in a Gazebo Faculty.
"Please no one is sitting here either" said the short-statured girl and her slightly pointed nose.
" Ridwan from Gresik and happy to meet you, your name?" reached out to follow a cigarette on his lips that was ready to be embroidered by his zippo flame.
#sook cute and so cool
"Lidia and happy to see you too" he replied, looking at my cigarette he wanted to squeeze.
"A full name exists??" Ridwan emphasized his tone of speech.
"Hey you're the polite one so people, don't cool you" the girl's emotions peaked.
Maybe when a girl or woman or when the emotions at the initial introduction are not all like that as well but maybe she is a woman who is upset in the introduction to a man.
"Hey hey relax just don't have to nyolot that too" while exhaling cigarette smoke brand Surya 12.
"Do you have the manners of the Kramas? In front of women you smoke especially in front of your girl" he said while glaring at Ridwan.
" i'm sorry I turned off the cigarette" and threw the cigarette down and stepped on it.
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Citari
"Sorry too late darling comes to Gresik, runs out his old ospek too" Ridwan apologized with his lover named Citari.
Yes Citari is a Girlfriend or can be called a lover who accompanied Ridwan since at Private High School in the city of Gresik.
With Citari before graduation Ridwan managed to incise a record of gold ink in martial arts so you could say they complement each other.
"Mbuh it is mas I males with reason again" he said.
" Asem tenan Dino Iki I apes tenan, ping loro I am in senen i arek wedok (real asem today I am poor right, twice in anger of girls)" grumbled in the heart.
"Snitch again? What is the reason after the ospek long? Don't you don't cheat ya" search ya while staring intently at Ridwan.
"Astaghfirullah baby you always think negatively about me" while giving mineral water to Citari.
"Hopefully" he answered briefly.
" Where are we going to do this by chance tomorrow Sunday so tomorrow's practice or not?" Holding Citari's hand.
"Ndak me obstruction stomach removed and want emotion" he recalls.
"His innate pants were angry just from earlier" said Ridwan.
"You are, yes, you have arrived late and always want to win by yourself" while hitting Ridwan's shoulder.
"Lho was wrong again, again my fault" he joked.
"Not funny, I want pedes and meatballs on the square now" while biting Ridwan's shoulder.
"auww yes yes let's go now" while gently menonyor Citari's head.
Talking about love talking about affection is probably a concern in humans as well as Citari and Lydia, why she is present in my brain this time.
"Darling later after graduation you want to directly propose to me or how?" Citari while stirring her mixed ice.
"Huh propose?" Half surprised by the word "apply".
"Yes proposed, why? Hahahaha" chand.
"Not funny, honey, I myself am still in college not ready to think until then" while stirring iced tea.
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Note diary Ridwan:
Why can't I separate Lydia and Citari in the near future? Will I be able to release all this God? Is there a need for a heart to be hurt again later God?
Between heart and logic can never be united in a single thread of God's love and will the wound ever be ignored again?
Lidia or Citari? The two only differ 11:12 but why did Lydia come so soon as this Lord? Why can't you delay God??
I feel the vibe of love
In every look in his eyes
If only I had tried to turn away
Will I be able to face this reality
Oh God help me
Don't let yourself be
Fall in love with him
Because if it happened
There will be a wounded heart
God help me
Even though it feels beautiful
If only I could have him too
But I have to keep on holding on
Keeping the love that I have first lived
Oh God help me
Don't let yourself be
Fall in love with him
Because if it happened
There will be a wounded heart
God help me
Because if it happened
There will be a wounded heart
God help
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Brucks
The sound of the impact was heard to the ears of Ridwan who was busy sucking his nicotine while accompanied by a cup of sachet coffee he bought in the campus cafeteria.
"Onok opo is iku ? (what the hell is that?" Carrying her bag is only one shoulder.
The incident in the campus corridor made Ridwan either want to laugh, helping even pity was mixed into one.
Yes, a girl who had met long ago had met Ridwan back but the current situation was different because the girl was falling in front of Ridwan without anyone around the corridor.
"You're you again" Ridwan pretentiously knew.
"Do you know us?" Sahut the girl while cleaning her book.
"Just remember his face forgot his name" Ridwan as he lit his cigarette back.
"Lu aja sok kepedean said that when you're just someone who needs help" while staring hate Ridwan.
The gaze of the two opposite sex was met with the permission of the two of them without Ridwan thinking there was a heart in Gresik.
Does God often change and flip through the heart that is maintaining the relationship that is being established between Ridwan and Citari? I don't know why Ridwan always tried to find the girl and accidentally met her at this time.
"This is no help" Ridwan while taking over the book arranged on the floor.
" No need and thanks for the help" with a faint smile.
"Why? Does anyone mind?" While allowing the location of the book to be handed over to the girl.
"Thank you and nothing and no one ever objected ......" While wiping his tears.
"Kok cry? Any problem? Sorry if I was wrong" said Ridwan as formally as possible.
"Heavy to tell anyone because here I am alone without any friends from my High School" stared blankly at the expanse of Savana in front of him.
"Well, it's like you don't have that stand" said Ridwan as he drank the rest of his coffee until it ended up just the remaining coffee grounds.
"Don't you know and why haven't you returned to the cost?" Investigate the girl while looking back at Ridwan's eyes deeper.
Yes the girl is Lydia who is in search of Ridwan until willing to ascend until the afternoon in his faculty area.
Ridwan was born from a family that is very capable in material and anything even when Ridwan wants any item immediately realized at that time but unfortunately he is a heavy cigarette and coffee addict not because of cool or want to look cool but Ridwan is always alone even though he has many friends and even friends beside him.
Suddenly Ridwan's phone rang out the two eyes that met long and very deep.
"Lapo telfon dik" asked Ridwan as he looked at Lydia.
"Moleh mas? (Didn't go home), I asked you to coffee Maghrib bar*** (i asked you to have coffee after Maghrib**)" said the voice from a phone across town.
"Tomorrow I go home, greetings to my father's mother" while closing the phone.
"Your sister wan?" Ask Lydia while carrying a bag.
"Hemm I was told to go home later not know what he said in the hangout" while turning off cigarettes.
"Can tanya?" Search Lydia.
"What?" While looking at Lydia.
The gaze was reunited involuntarily Lidia threw candy to Ridwan.
"Why should I smoke? Tuh cigarette change candy, the same self destructive let alone the same partner you later" while walking through Ridwan.
"This child is really annoying right" grumbled Ridwan while eating candy from Lydia.
While looking at the back that passed left Ridwan who stood up while smiling towards the direction Lidia was walking.
Ridwan is stunned to see Lidia from afar while smiling meaningfully for her but this event may make Citari definitely sick later.
"What are you doing here?" alvan asked while patting Ridwan on the shoulder.
"What's up, can't the van?" Ridwan.
"What else is wan? Don't tell me you're curious about someone wan" seriously Alvan.
"I'm confused the van has to do with all this" while walking to play his Zippo match.
"Yauda yok ngopi wan let's not upset anymore" cried Alvan.
Alvan Ridwan's best friend from Junior High to their college together whether it's fate or mere coincidence.
Alvan knows what Ridwan feels because he has been with Ridwan since Junior High often accompanied and advised Ridwan if it has fallen or has improved the state of the heart of Ridwan.
"Van ordered Robusta coffee sugar a little yes I bought a cigarette sek Van" while giving hundreds of thousands to Alvan.
"Tumben order Robusta tuh son" muttered Alvan.
Ridwan's mind raged so fiercely between Lydia or Citari at this time because he knew that he would be stamped playboy later.
"Wan's been his cigarette for almost half an hour you're still cool with your own daydream, just tell me what the hell is going on?" Investigate Alvan while taking one cigarette from his box.
" It's hard Van and I don't know what to do about them" his thoughts drifted to Lydia and Citari.
"Circuit?" Investigate Alvan while exhaling his cigarette smoke.
"Not Citari but....." While staring at the girl who passed by just now.
"Him? Didia you mean wan?" Slap Ridwan's cheek.
"Kok knows Van? Since when was your fortune-teller?" Ketus Ridwan's.
"That's been through Lidia oon lu wan Ridwan, you're the same I how long ***" joked Alvan.
A line of poetry may not help to keep this feeling for the last person on our journey? I don't know.
Maybe love and affection se joking it on the journey of life? I don't know. Are you sure there is true love?
"Wan woi wan are you okay ***?" Throwing a match right on the forehead.
"Sick ***, what date is Van?" Switching conversations.
" September 2, 2010 Why? Any appointments with someone wan?" Search Alvan.
"Van can ask? But don't argue***,oke gan?" Pinta Ridwan's.
"Like you is the origin don't ask why I don't have a partner like you who is in a two-hearted war ***" while smoking his cigarette inside.
"If Citari doesn't break up, I'll take Lidia how do you think?" Investigate Ridwan while ordering coffee.
"Are two suggestions you want good or bad advice?" While looking seriously at Ridwan's face.
to be Continued .............
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