
Secret of the Heart
I hold your beautiful thoughts in me.
Just wanted to look at you in my heart.
It's okay if you have to part with you.
But one day I'll hug you, my dear.
I am tired of getting your heart.
But only a fake smile is answered from you.
Do you not understand my race towards you.
Is the secret of your heart not for me.
I let go of all your thoughts.
In the secret of my heart.
A full of questions for you.
When did you start loving me?.
Surabaya June 28, 2011
Khibban NurCahyo's
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Ridwan looked at Alvan who had been hugging Ria beside him just grunted annoyedly, his heart ached again when he saw the former Dirga who was now in front of him.
A secret especially for him this time? Lydia who is getting closer to her day added Wulan who has been present in the middle of her life later?, Tria and Ria were in the near future going abroad to college.
"A beautiful secret what else is going to run? I just want to heal from a heart that hurts God." - Ridwan.
Ridwan's steps are only able to feel heavy to start his heart with Tria. Tired of his heart to feel everything to go through.
Now it's just a strand of words, that's all he's got right now. Adi and Alvan who were busy with their respective activities immediately welcomed Ridwan to immediately change his face that was bent.
"Honey enter first yes, I want to talk to Ridwan." Pinta Alvan to Ria.
"Hem okay, there are no more guests invited by two people." Ria pointed at the two girls who were descending in front of the gate.
"Well, anyway, Lidia is the same Vita here?, Adi please take care of it, ask why they both came here if it is not important not to be asked to enter, oh yes this is from Mas Iqbal, accept it" Alvan delivers a brown envelope to Adi.
"See Mr. Alvan but sorry Mr. Alvan, yesterday was not the yes of Mr. Alvan and Mr. Ridwan." Adi tried to reject the brown envelope.
"You accept or smash we remember In we are like brothers do not so you, oh yes you have thought of business yet? it's Mukti's father inside." look at Alvan.
"For that already Master but later ask permission to Grand Master Mukti and Great Lord Wicaksono as well, thank you Master for everything all this time, I resigned to secure the two women." Adi looked down saluting.
Ridwan was now beside Alvan staring at the gate of the house that was watching Adi clash his mouth with Lydia and Vita, the two of them just laughed at Adi's behavior which seemed to drive away the two women.
"Funny Adi, just as women are afraid of half-dead, if the same man is directly in the fight against the child." Ridwan broke his mood.
"You know what two girls are, make ilfil ae tuh arabic females." Alvan clenched his hands.
"Don't you, you used to have feelings for Vita too, rasain tuh world war bertar again hahahahahahhaha." ledek Ridwan.
"Wan tresno ku nang Ria will not be sent until whenever the Arab camel, when do you recover? Just get married and Tria continues to move college also ***." Alvan is pinning Ridwan's head.
"Eh let go of the Arabic squid, by the way nice to ask for marriage, you're married to Ria whiney." timpal Ridwan tried to take off Alvan's hand.
"Cas easy, the important thing is I to her Wan, must be gentle to the woman, must first kiss her soft lips, let alone Ria, let alone, uuuhhh her lips thin and soft continue to unloving kiss Mark tuh neck uuuhhh favors Wan." Alvan envisages******Ria's lips.
"Duh Arab camel pervert, beware you do not marry the child of the person, hand you want to say yes, I have not healed Van, still hurt me." Ridwan now looked into the living room and looked at Tria who was joking with Wulan and Ria.
The two of them walked into the house but Lidia and Vita were already standing next to the two of them to follow them into the living room.
"Why did you two get in here? what's up?." Ridwan appoints Lydia and Vita.
"When you meet, why? can't do? nih returns your linguistic record." said Lidia while giving Ridwan's book.
"You? me? tumben called that, which devil's devil is it? his usual aja lu I hahahahahaha." Ridwan's laughter provoked everyone in the living room to stare at him.
"Aaaaaaddddddddddiiiiii, why did you tell them both to come in?!!!." Tantri was hysterically screaming.
"Sorry Miss Tantri, they both want to meet Mr. Ridwan and I will take care of them Miss." Adi was intrigued to answer Tantri's question that was ready to throw his punch towards Lydia and Vita.
"Awas you both lured to Ridwan or Alvan, the cave broke off both of you're heads." threatening Tantri towards Lydia and Vita.
"Like caves, do you want Ridwan? the cave has not been allowed to enter the same bokap nyokap his Ridwan kok lu the emotion." challenge Lydia.
"Stop it!!!! you two go in and sit down!!! the storm continues." Mukti's father let out his baritone voice.
They all fell silent to the firmness of Mukti's father's voice, Ridwan who understood the firmness of his father just walked towards Tria.
"So calm down, sit down baby." Ridwan gently rubbed Tria's head.
"You too!!!! sit down!!! marriage used to be new friendly, people's children need certainty too!!!." asserted Mukti's father while staring intently at Ridwan.
"Well, where did Yauda Ridwan sit? why are you guys still here? go home there." Ridwan expels Lydia and Vita.
"Let them be here, I already know because Iqbal and Adi's report is related to both of them and I need to reiterate to both of them to know yourself because you are soon to marry Tria." mukti's father gave his firmness back.
All were silent preparing to hear a lecture from Mukti's father that might later sound old-fashioned and would definitely sound sick in Ridwan and Alvan's ears.
"Ridwan and Alvan, I want to ask the seriousness of you two towards Tria Dan Ria, are you two ready?." Mukti's father opened his heavy voice.
"If I am personally Om Mukti, ready to marry with Ria in the near future but it would be nice for Ria to get her Strata One education first." Alvan Sahut.
"Well Ma and Om Aunty, Ridwan can be honest?, but Ridwan apologizes first if someone later feels the pain is too deep." pinta Ridwan.
Everyone nodded in agreement and was ready to listen to Ridwan's confession, even Papa Hadi, his future father-in-law, was ready to be a good listener.
"If Tria is going to study abroad while Ridwan is still here to wait for Tria, is it fair for Ridwan?" asked Ridwan.
"Ridwan Ridwan Ridwan, still you are selfish son, Father represents from the family Tria would like to ask you, Have you been fair to your heart to Tria? have you felt more than the word love to Tria?, Lha your heart still remembers Citari as well, think also the heart of Tria who has kept her feelings for you do not be selfish to want to heal by yourself, how do you want?, Tria told to give up for you?, As long as you know, you know, Father who sent him to study abroad and you inevitably have to be ready to undergo a Long distance relationship with Tria, understand you?." Mukti's father while sucking his cigar inside.
"Yes right, Ridwan is selfishly high but how will Tria be abroad? same with Ria, right?." argued Ridwan did not want to lose.
"It's still selfish of you Ridwan, I give you the choice, let Tria go abroad to college or you marry him?." challenge Mukti's father while smiling at Ridwan.
All silence without any sound, only the sound of seconds from the clock hand that continues to spin.
Tria looks at her lover Ridwan who looks still afraid to love her more than Citari.
"Om Mukti I'm sorry, I want to talk?" Tria's voice broke the silence of the living room.
"Please son, explain if you need to talk like what." Mukti's father chimpanzee.
"Thank you Om, Mas Ridwan, Tria has loved mas Ridwan more than any word, but Mas Ridwan does not budge his heart, Mas still afraid to love, Mas still afraid to love, therefore Tria want mas Ridwan can feel the meaning of having in the way we remain fiancee but Tria permission to study abroad as well, there's Wulan who'll look after you for me when Tria's done with college." Tria gently clasped Ridwan's hand beside her.
"I'm sorry and sorry Dik Tria, I haven't been able to love you but I'm trying to learn to love you, you're a good college over there, I'll still want to see you back in my arms." Ridwan gently rubbed Tria's head.
"Whatever happens I will return even though later there will be hurt and hurt because I want to have you and your heart mas." said Tria.
All were astonished at Tria's words except for Ridwan's parents, Alvan and Tria just smiled at Tria's words just now.
"Okay then Tria and Ria will leave after the National Examination and there will stay with us right Ma because Mr. Hadi and Mother Goddess must also come to escort Tria and Ria in there, how? agreed?." asked Mukti's father while staring alternately at his wife as well as both Tria and Ria's parents.
All nodded in agreement but in contrast to Wulan and Lidia who had the thought of getting Ridwan's heart which turned out to be still a little put his heart to Tria.
Did Lidia and Wulan manage to get Ridwan's heart when Tria left to study abroad?
Or did Ridwan have to be able to hold them both to have her?
While Alvan stared at Ridwan who really could not move on from Citari.
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