The Last Love of My Life
A small quarrel arrived

Nadhira closed his eyes to feel what Rifki was doing to him with a strange taste for him, Rifki also close his lips to Nadhira's lips and melum*tnya while putting one hand into Nadhira's shirt.

Nadhira who felt Rifki's naughty hands was amused while closing his eyes, Rifki brim*s the holy mound with a soft to make Nadhira a little sigh*h because of his actions.

Without feeling that Rifki's tears were flowing from the end of his eyes, before Nadhira realized it made Rifki immediately remove it so that Nadhira did not know that he was currently crying.

"Even up to this moment you have been dishonest to me, Dhira, have you never considered my presence to be by your side? Am I not entitled to know about Dhira? I'm very disappointed this time" Rifki said, arriving in a tone that turned sad.

"What do you mean? I don't understand, please tell me the real Rif, what mistake have I made?" Nadhira asked as he opened his eyes.

Rifki also stopped his action and preferred to sit in his place, seeing that made Nadhira participate sitting next to Rifki and staring at the face of Rifki, Nadhira confused by what was said by Rifki.

"Why you Rif? Why are you sad like that? Tell me, what's the matter Rif? Did I hurt you?" Nadhira asked worriedly and held Rifki's hand tightly.

"You hurt me so much this time, Dhira, it hurt me so much, because you can't tell me the truth that even now I'm your husband, why are you still keeping everything from me? Why Dhira? Why?"

Hearing Rifki's words that seemed to hold back her crying made Nadhira feel so worried about Rifki, Rifki never cried like that if not for the thing that hurt her heart so much.

"I don't understand what you're saying Rif, I never lied to you Rif, what lies have I told you? Please tell me, don't be like this"

"You never lied to me Dhira, never lied to me, you just hid something very important from me, which even I myself should not know, until when will your secret be forever you hide what's with your husband?" After saying that Rifki's tears immediately seeped out.

The tears that he had been holding back from now on were instantly melted away, Nadhira was his weakness, if something happened to Nadhira then he would definitely be injured and even very injured.

"Something you mean is a Rif? Why are you crying? What was? What do you know? What mistake have I made to you? Tell Rif, tell me" asked Nadhira while holding Rifki's face.

"Why don't you open up to me at all, Dhira? How much longer do you have to hide everything from me? I feel that you don't consider me at all a presence in your life"

"Rif says, don't be like this, I really don't know about what you're saying, we just got married lest this make a fuss in our Rif household"

"Why do you pretend you don't know what I'm saying to Dhira?" Rifki's tears just melted out of her eye peluruk.

"Rif, don't cry, if I'm wrong you can scold me and even hit me, but please tell me where I am wrong?"

"I am so angry with you Dhira, my anger is no longer contained"

"Then get angry Rif, vent it all to me if it's true I have something wrong with you, but please don't cry"

"Do you want to be honest with me, Dhira?"

"Yes, I'm yours right now, Rif"

"Tell me the truth, Dhira, I just want honesty from you, don't you want to tell me that? How long are you going to hide it from me? Why Dhira? Why are there two stitches on your stomach right now? What happened Dhira said"

Nadhira was silent to hear the question from Rifki at this time, he also released his grip from Rifki's cheek and preferred to bow his head with a small kristal created at the end of his eyes.

Rifki let out a sigh looking at the residence of Nadhira at this time, and said, "I had expected that you would never open up to me about it, maybe I don't mean anything to you Dhira so you won't share anything with me"

"Rif, I can tell you that"

"Tell me now Dhira, I don't want any more lies between the two of us"

"About these stitches... I'm sorry Rif, I've been hiding it from you all this time, I just don't want to make people around me worry about me because now I only have one kidney ...." Nadhira's words seemed to hang and he was unable to continue it anymore.

"Say Dhira, how come you only have one kidney? Where's the other kidney?"

"I... Donated it to Papa" replied Nadhira a little afraid before Rifki.

"Why do you have to do that Dhira? Why don't you think about your safety at all?"

"I'm doing this for Papa Rif, I don't want to lose anyone who means so much to me all this time, I have no choice but to donate my kidney to Papa" Nadhira's cry broke instantly after saying that.

"You know how broken my heart is after knowing everything Dhira, don't you think about my feelings at all? About how worried I am about you? It hurts so much Dhira, you know after the Doctor told me everything, my heart was like slashed, look now where is the person you saved? He doesn't even care about you Dhira at all, I'm disappointed by what your Papa did that doesn't care about your feelings at all"

"I'm sorry Rif hiks... I'm sorry, I'm wrong, I'm sorry, he's the one who raised me Rif, how can I stay silent when Papa needs a kidney donor?"

Rifki is not out of thought with what he heard at this time, living with one kidney is not easy especially with the figure of Nadhira who is too active in the field of martial arts, and it would definitely hinder him from practicing.

Somehow Rifki like to blame himself for what happened to Nadhira, had he not gone abroad at that time maybe the incident at that time would not have happened to Nadhira so that Nadhira did not need to sacrifice his kidneys just for Rendi.

"But what has he done to you Dhira? She didn't even want to see you, ever since knowing that you're not her son my heart ached Dhira, let alone considering her treatment all this time to you, I couldn't take it for granted"

Even he had time to go to Rendi's new house before but just what did he get? He gets rejection there, and that's what makes Rifki unable to resist the disappointment in his heart.

It is true that he is not his biological child, but at least only Rendi that Nadhira has, he should be there for Nadhira when Nadhira needs his attention not even this behavior.

"Although he doesn't consider me to be his own son, but at least he raised me as a Rif, that's all I can do to repay his services to me"

"But not in such a way of self-sacrifice Dhira, I was so angry, I was so disappointed, I was so hurt, by what they did to you back then, she said, even your step-sister himself bravely wanted to harm you and wanted to kill you".

"I had no other choice at that time Rif, I didn't want to be late to save Papa, Amanda was not wrong Rif just Mama Sena who had been influencing him all this time, the anger I had with him I never hated him, it was just a grudge on Rif, and I don't want this grudge to continue"

"Why are you so good Dhira? Why they fail to understand you, if they knew about your sacrifice all along, they wouldn't have done that to you"

"No Rif, I beg you not to tell anyone this, lest anyone know about Rif, I don't want anyone else to know about this"

"What kind of heart do you have right now, Dhira, how could I not love you? I love you so much, you can do anything as long as you don't sacrifice yourself only for people who don't know how you're going to sacrifice".

"Please promise me Rif, don't tell anyone this, I beg you"

Rifki was faced with a promise so very burdensome for him, he could not do that, the promise was just a lie that had to be kept, he did not want to do that but the nano look Nadhira gave him made him feel raging in his chest.

"No Dhira, I don't want to do that" Rifki's unequivocal refusal instantly made Nadhira's tears fall.

"Rif, you're the only one I have now, I don't know what else to do, I beg you not to tell this to whoever it is Rif, if everyone knows, if everyone knows, I don't want to look weak in front of all of them because of my current state of having only one kidney"

"I'll think about it again" Rifki said as she threw away the face from Nadhira's face as she couldn't bear to see Nadhira cry.

"I beg Rif, promise me, please understand my feelings Rif"

"You alone don't understand my feelings Dhira"

"I'm sorry, sorry, I'm really sorry to you Rif, I beg Rif please"

"Well I promise you Dhira, but I cannot promise you until when this secret will be but kept and preserved neatly, he said, I'm not sure I can keep it if I see you like this who is always hurt by all of them, maybe right now I can promise but not tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, I don't know when I'll be able to keep it a secret"

"At least you have to keep this a secret until I die Rif, I hope this secret stays awake forever, let me carry this secret until I get inside the burrow, there is absolutely no remorse in me and with you that is enough for me, I beg you please keep this secret for me Rif"

"Don't tell me about Dhira's death, I just want to be with you, I don't want you to leave me Dhira"

"I once prayed to God that God would pick me up before you, I hope I am the one who goes before you, because a day without you I would not be able to Rif, maybe with this one kidney my dream will come true, I have absolutely no regrets because having only one kidney for now, it's enough for me to be with you today and later"

"We will age with Dhira, no one will be able to separate us, and I also pray to Allah that Allah may call me an hour after you, so that we can be together until His heaven"

"We will always be with the Rif, even death itself will not be able to separate us"

"What's your reason for not telling them this, Dhira? Why are you hiding all this from them?"

"I don't want this to make them so disinclined to me, I learned to forget about them Rifs, like this they don't need to come to see me anymore"

"I know how you feel now Dhira, actually you love your Papa so much, your mouth says so but it's a lot different than what your heart says"

"I'm sorry Rif, I just can't hate someone who's been in my life, I'm just trying to get over it"

"I don't know what else to say to you, Dhira, I love you so much and I don't want you why"

Rifki also hugged the body of Nadhira who was crying, although Rifki said it with a soft tone even subtly heard but was able to make Nadhira shed tears, Nadhira who felt the embrace felt calmer.

There was actually a hint of regret that Nadhira had when he remembered that he only had one kidney at the moment, however, the regret was immediately dismissed by him because after all this was his decision to save Rendi even though Sarah and Bi Ira had forbidden it.

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