The Last Love of My Life
Contrived

Being so brightly leavened, the bird chirped with excitement to make that beautiful morning feel so alive and real, she said, happiness can be felt by people who are doing activities in the morning so pure and very reconcile the heart.

Including a married couple who are doing their own activities with a very happy heart and happiness enveloped themselves, that is what Nadhira and Rifki feel today.

The day passed so quickly that Nadhira's gestational age set in at the age of four months, and it made Nadhira's stomach bigger than before and it made Nadhira a little trouble to move.

Nadhira and Rifki are currently waiting in a waiting room at a hospital to wait for Nadhira's name to be called and examined by the Obstetrician, now is the routine examination schedule for Nadhira and the child in Nadhira's womb so that both are healthy.

"Rif, I've been impatient to quickly see the gender of our child, this is the day that I will most look forward to Rif" said Nadhira with his spirit.

"Dear, I also can't wait to see the shape of our child's face, surely if a beautiful woman like yourself" replied Rifki with a smile that seemed forced.

Rifki was still clearly reminded of the words spoken by her father a few days ago, it always disturbed her mind, and as if there was a deep sadness in the recesses of her heart.

Rifki's attitude seems to change in recent days because of the words of his Papa are very imprint, he is more silent and mused, occasionally he will respond to Nadhira's words with a smile.

"What do you think of the Rif? Behind this you look very quiet even a smile just looks very unhappy, not like before"

"That's just your mind baby, I don't know what really, what matters is that you and our son are okay, that's enough for me"

"What did Papa say at the time? Ever since you chatted with Papa, you seem to be daydreaming a lot and every time I ask you the answer is always what, when your words are far from the reality"

"Dhira, promise me that you'll be fine, you'll never leave me"

"Rif, what's wrong with you? You said as if I were going away from you, I would never leave you Rif, we would always be together forever"

"I'm afraid you're why baby, I'm afraid you're going to leave me alone, I don't want to lose you baby, I want to be by your side forever"

"I'll definitely be fine, we'll never part Rif, you're my life without you I'll never be able to live"

"Please promise me that you'll be fine Dhira, promise me that you won't go far from me, I beg you, I'm so afraid of losing you"

"I promise you, baby, whatever happens, we'll always be together".

"Thank you Dhira, I love you so much"

The more days the fear of loss grew more and more felt for Rifki, he did not want to part with Nadhira even if only for a moment, he was very afraid that the events of a few years ago would happen again to both of them.

Every speech uttered by Rifki felt strange to Nadhira, sometimes Nadhira himself felt very sad if he heard the words of Rifki which seemed to contain a big secret, Nadhira is not afraid if his life will be lost but he is afraid if something happens with Rifki and also his future son.

"Mother Nadhira, your turn please come in" said an obstetrician who usually checks on Nadhira.

"Yes Doc, come on baby" Take Rifki.

Nadhira and Rifki then rose from his seat to the examination room, Nadhira then lay on the bench that had been provided in the room with the help of Rifki, who was not there, while Rifki sat next to Nadhira while holding tightly Nadhira's hand.

The female doctor immediately gave a jell in Nadhira's stomach and rubbed it to the level, cold that Nadhira felt today, Nadhira did the USG to find out the gender of the child in the birth.

"Mother Dhira's village is healthy" the doctor said.

"Alhamdulillah" Nadhira and Rifki said together.

The doctor then conducted an examination to Nadhira, during the examination Nadhira seemed so nervous because he was impatient to see the picture of his son in the monitor screen near him.

The doctor then installed an ultrasound device, the two men are now facing the monitor screen to see the condition of their child who is still in the stomach Nadhira at this time.

"From the test results it shows that your son is a boy" the doctor said.

Hearing the answer from the Doctor makes Rifki silent for a moment, this is what he feared because the boy will inherit the xingsi heirloom and indeed their first child is a man.

Rifki touched her hand on the screen and rubbed the screen plan, either now her feelings feel like a jumble between happiness and also a deep fear of losing the two people she loves.

"Hid is like you Rif" Nadhira said, staring at the monitor.

"He's my son Dhira, obviously his nose will be similar to mine, if it looks like a neighbor who is serious, it will be suspected again" replied Rifki.

"Why doesn't it look like me, everything looks like you, from his eyes, nose, lips, and even his toes are similar to yours, either Mama's stomach is just a contract yes, until there is no similar to her own Mama"

"He is my son, his sleep is very comfortable in yes, until it is not disturbed by our speech, usually just immediately kicked nendang inside"

"It's true to be hired by this baby"

Hearing Nadhira's words made the Doctor who was examining him must hold back his laughter, he felt pity because the child in the womb of his patient was not at all similar to his mother and was very similar to his father.

"Maybe his attitude will be similar to yours Dhira, he's our son"

"Kalo ngak similar, must be suspected of this child, cook yes my stomach is only used as a contract, already get a free place, eat and drink is free"

"Yes no dear, where there is a comfortable contract, although staying contracted is not it is also comfortable, most also considered as boarding costs doang dear"

"Ih Rifki, how bad do you know? But she was so comfortable, her finger was holding on to her umbilical cord Rif, funny, small and cute again"

"Yes Dhira, very tight yes grip, it looks like he will be our little hero, later Papa ajarin beladiri deh if it has been born later"

Nadhira smiled as she stared at the monitor screen that showed her son who was sleeping soundly this time, this time, he felt at peace when he saw his son in good health because Rifki who always maintain his diet and also provide healthy food for him along with the child in his stomach.

The examination was completed, Rifki helped Nadhira to get off the bench in the room, the doctor also gave several packages of pregnant women's bread to Nadhira, the doctor, Nadhira was very happy to receive it because the taste of the bread was so good.

Now that both of them were in the car, Nadhira then opened the pregnant mother's bread and ate it greedily, seeing a happy Nadhira like that made Rifki feel much calmer than before.

"Sweet this is so good" Nadhira said.

"Slowly eat it baby, it'll choke"

"Honey, you have to try it, delicious loh" Nadhira also thrust the bread into the mouth of Rifki.

Rifki then bit the bread and feel the delicious bread, Nadhira bite marks that make the bread more delicious for Rifki, the, Rifki then chewed slowly the land while enjoying the very good taste.

"Great boy dear" said Rifki.

"All right what I said? But it's a pity that bread like this is not sold"

"Because it's specifically pregnant women, baby, how will I get pregnant because of eating this bread?"

"Good, we're gonna have two kids at once"

"What about three kids? Let ngak nanggung darling, so if you fight more and more rame"

"But you're pregnant? Pregnancy is tiring but after knowing our son is fine, I feel very happy Rif, less four months he will see the world, he said, I'm really looking forward to the day that Rif arrives and we'll be very happy parents"

"I also look forward to the day that Dhira arrives, our little family will be a complete family"

*****

Nadhira and Rifki were asleep tonight, right in the middle of the night Rifki suddenly woke up from a deep sleep, he looked at the face of his wife who was sleeping comfortably.

Seeing Nadhira who sleeps well and Nadhira's face that shows a happy face that makes Rifki feel increasingly unsettled, he then brought closer the index finger in Nadhira's nose to ensure that Nadhira was still breathing.

Feeling the air coming in and out of Nadhira's nose made him feel a little calm, drop by drop his tears flowed from the end of his eyes to wet the pillow he used to lean on.

"You have to be okay, baby" Rifki said slowly.

Rifki rubbed the head of Nadhira who fell asleep soundly next to him, somehow he suddenly woke up tonight, Rifki was up from his sleep to perform tahajjud prayer that night.

Rifki immediately took ablution water after finishing cleaning his body, he also performed the prayers of the two raka'at alone without Nadhira as his mum, he then prayed for safety for his small family, he then prayed for safety for his family, throughout her prayers her tears kept dripping.

Especially when he was prostrating, his tears were like a dam that could not be dammed again, it made the prayer mat he used wet because his tears kept flowing.

"O Allah, protect the little family of servants, grant us salvation, keep the danger from us both, O Allah, I give everything to You" Rifki's tears just flowed through every prayer.

He feels that he will lose something that will make him happy, he feels that someone will go far away from him, and that is what makes Rifki unable to stop his tears from flowing.

Rifki then rose from his seat after finishing praying, he walked to the edge of his bed and approached Nadhira he kissed Nadhira's forehead slowly and felt very long kiss.

Rifki then walked to lay his body near Nadhira while kissing Nadhira's forehead, he touched Nadhira's stomach and rubbed it slowly land, and, not long after the baby in Nadhira's stomach was kicked nendang.

"Eh Papa's son wakes up, wants to play with Papa yes" Rifki then gets up and sits next to Nadhira.

Rifki then moved his index finger to touch Nadhira's stomach like he was painting something there to make the child in Nadhira's stomach continue to kick, kicking, there was a happy feeling in his heart when the boy started kicking.

Nadhira who was still soundly asleep was also disturbed by Rifki's arrogance and also kicks from his son many times, and Nadhira also shook Rifki's hand from his stomach because he felt disturbed.

"Rif, I'm sleepy" said Nadhira with a distinctive sound of waking up but still closed his eyes because he was very sleepy.

"Sleep, I still want to play with my son" Rifki said and continued to paint Nadhira's belly.

"Rifki is sick, already dong" Nadhira also opened his eyes lazily.

"Wake up! We haven't done it in a long time, Dhira, but you're awake, come on"

"It's still night baby, I'm tired"

"You're in it baby, just let me do it"

"As far as you go, I'm sleepy"

Nadhira closed his eyes again, he really felt sleepy at this time so it was difficult for him to open both eyes, Rifki also re-played his hand to rub Nadhira's stomach to make the baby that was in Nadhira's stomach back kicking.

"Akhs... Slow down the kick, son, Mama's stomach hurts" said Nadhira who re-opened his eyes.

"This is very exciting baby, our child has been able to defend since being in the cage, will be viral papa's child, a baby who has been able to defend since inside his mother's stomach, good is that? Obviously good" Rifki said.

"This is if you become a Rifki child, like playing kick aja, ngak Dad ngak same child like to play drums"

"You yourself are also so dear, even really like to see people beaten to death, fiction.this is really true our two children, very similar"

"Is this the neighbor's child? Obviously this is our child, we are not neighbors, strange about you, the child himself said he was a neighbor's child" Nadhira said with regret.

"Prophey, son, the belom was born alone was rammed by your mother, especially when it was born" Rifki also kissed Nadhira's stomach.

"So ngak?"

"So what? So prok prok frog prok"

"I've been sleeping again, sleepy"

"Ehh... Don't sleep first, we start cooking rituals left to sleep so anyway, this is the right night for the ritual dear"

"You're late"

"Is it really me or you who's having patience? Or don't don't don't you want to say it again, baby"

At once Nadhira immediately rose from his sleep, he held Rifki's hands and tied them with a bolster she had taken off at this time, Rifki remained silent as Nadhira tied her hands together.

"Dhira what do you want?" Rifki looks very anxious to see Nadhira.

"Can it be ngak?"

"Well, I'll shut up, but what do you want?"

"You want revenge, sick tau kicked from earlier"

Rifki could only open her eyes wide when her hands were tied back, after which Nadhira then laid Rifki's body with a single push that was quite hard, very cruel Nadhira.

"Slow down dear dong" complained Rifki.

"Diem or I'm eating now"

"That's so much you love, don't be so fierce what's wrong? So goosebumps"

Nadhira also pulled out a pair of scissors from the nightstand and cut off Rifki's clothes without caring about the screams from Rifki, after the shirt was split in two and showed her husband's field chest, Nadhira then threw away any direction.

"You won't get away with it anymore baby" Nadhira said.

"You want what you are Dhira? Put the scissors down now"

Nadhira slowly pulled Rifki pants until he showed Rifki's valuables, Nadhira held it until Rifki closed his eyes.

"This is the reason for the rest of every mallem, rasain you, want me to cut all of you?" Nadhira said while pointing at Rifki's valuables with scissors in his hand.

"Dear Maapin, if my pride is cut again there is no dear, it used to be cut, you will also enjoy it yourself dear"

"Let's not cheat"

"Darling, when did I ever cheat? Seeing that I only have you, please put the scissors down"

"No"

"The hyx. hyx.."