The Last Love of My Life
Nadhira is back

The princess hugged her vibrating child's body tightly, the Princess could feel what her son was feeling right now, however Rifki was very affectionate towards Nadhira, she said, and he will not be able to lose a figure like Nadhira.

"It's Rifki's fault, Rifki doesn't deserve to outlive Ma, Rifki fails to look after Nadhira Ma, it's all Dhira's fault"

"Sttts... Don't say it son, leave everything to God, hopefully things will improve, Nadhira can get back together with us again, and be happy together"

"Until when is he going to punish me for going on like this Ma? Rifki is no longer strong Ma, Rifki is very afraid of losing Dhira Ma"

"Patience son, don't be like this, son, you make me even sadder if it's like this, calm down, son, please"

"How can Rifki be patient, Rifki just want Dhira healed Ma, Rifki not ask anything else but Nadhira recovery, is it wrong Rifki asked to stay with Dhira? Ma, do something for Rifki, O Allah please do not take Nadhira from the servant"

"Calm down son, Dhira must be fine" Princess was unable to stop her tears from flowing.

"Ma, Dhira was completely unwilling to respond to my words, she was so angry with me Ma, that she punished me like this, she wanted to leave me in this way Ma, she said, I've taken our son's life, he's definitely not going to see Rifki again"

"You know this is very heavy, Mama is also a mother, must be very sick when losing a child, let alone our loved ones, he said, but trust God that behind every trial God always tuck happiness, strong yes son Mama, everything must be fine"

Not long after the door of the room opened, it made Rifki and the Princess immediately stood up, they looked at the hospital attendant's face which was bowed lethargic, as if it would show defeat.

"What happened Doc? How's Dhira doing?" Rifki asked with a hunting breath.

The doctor and the sisters looked at each other, it would be difficult for them to explain to Rifki at this time, the sisters also nodded to the Doctor in a sign of agreeing to tell that to Rifki.

"Why are you quiet! What's up?" Rifki asked in a slightly high tone as she looked at those who were silent for a while.

"Patiently sir, we're sorry for the patient's passing, we've tried our best to save him"

Deg

Like a lightning strike in Rifki's heart when he heard it, Rifki's body was a little slow when he heard it, his tears were getting more and more unbearable, Aryabima and Haris who heard it immediately rose from his seat.

"No way! Dhira can't possibly leave me, this isn't true!" Shouted Rifki and immediately ran into the room.

With a wave Rifki ran into the room and immediately dropped his embrace to the body of Nadhira who was not breathing, his feelings were mixed and immediately embraced the body of Nadhira very tightly.

"You may scold me Dhira, but why should you leave me like this, wake up.... You can't leave me like this, can you, baby? It's just a dream, right? Dhira can't leave me, Dhira wakes up baby, don't go" Rifki's cry broke just like that while hugging Nadhira's body.

Aryabima, Haris, and Princess. And immediately rushed in to catch up with Rifki, he saw Rifki who was hugging Nadhira's body with tears, the man looked so pitiful, so sad, seeing her son like that made the Princess embrace Haris body.

"Why did you leave me dear, you ever promised me that you would never leave me, where is that promise Dhira? Don't leave me like this I beg you Dhira, wake up baby,

I'm sorry but why are you punishing me like this? Wake up baby, let me make amends for all my mistakes to you, forgive me for hurting your heart please come back, Dhira I love you so much that ever, wake up baby you have to wake up for me"

"Dhira wake up, son, why are you punishing Mama like this? What mistakes have you made with me, son? This punishment is unfair to Mama, why are you punishing Mama like this, son? Why?" Said the Princess who was covered in tears while gently rubbing Nadhira's head.

"Dhira is evil, isn't she Ma? He even punished us all, why baby? Why did you do that to us? I'm the wrong baby, just punish me but not in this way, wake up baby, don't punish myself like this baby, I can't take it anymore, hit me Dhira, hit me, hit me as hard as you want, but please don't leave me like this"

"Dhira is a good child, why not me who is taking death, I have lived too long in this world, and felt the bitter sweetness of the world, why should he" said Aryabima.

"Dad, fate no one knows, Dhira punishes us all in this way, she has left us Father" said the Princess.

It's ruined! Yes that is felt by Rifki at this time, his heart was so broken when he heard that Nadhira's life could not be saved anymore, you can imagine what Rifki felt today, he said, losing a loved one is a difficult thing to accept easily.

"Dhira must be fine Ma, she just fell asleep from exhaustion, Dhira could not leave me Ma, she was just angry at me for not saving our son, if his anger is ransacked, he must be awake, he is not satisfied to punish me" said Rifki who is very difficult to accept the reality.

"Rifki, please let him go, he punishes us in this way" Haris said.

"No Pa! Dhiraku is fine, the doctor lied about Dhira, what they said was a lie, Dhiraku just exhausted Pa, he will definitely wake up later, Dhira has not died"

"Beware my son, who is patient, my son, Dhira is gone" said Aryabima.

"No way, why did you say Nadhira was gone? Nadhira just fell asleep Kek, Dhira definitely woke up later, she will definitely listen to my words, she is unlikely to die! She can't leave me like this, Ma we have to take her to a bigger hospital, she has to be saved, she can't go"

"Rifki, there's no hope anymore son"

"No Ma! He has to get up, he can't leave me Ma, he has to come back, I don't want him to leave so soon Ma"

Rifki increasingly tightened his embrace, he did not want to listen to the painful words, to make Rifki cover his ears tightly, he could not accept the fact that Nadhira had left.

"Dhira, you must be fine, baby, we'll enjoy our old days together, nothing will ever separate us, they're evil, they say you're gone, you are on a break, right? You must be tired of being held captive for so long by those bad guys, they've killed Dhira, they won't be able to harm you anymore, you take it easy yeah, I'll always be with you, I'll always be with you, and there will be no one to separate the two of us, sleep well Dhira I will always be here to hug you"

Hearing Rifki's words made the three more worried about the man's mentality, Rifki did not want to accept the bitter reality, he did not even want to hear them say that Nadhira was gone.

"You must be so exhausted, right? Instead of you falling asleep like this, they keep you up every day baby, you must be tired, sorry I am because I came late to help you, has Doctor Lila been taking good care of you all this time? He said he would always look after you for me,

I'm a failed father and a bad husband, I failed to take care of our son so we had to lose our son, and I also failed to take care of you dear, so you hate me like this, so you hate me like this, you must be okay, right? You promised me you wouldn't leave me this soon, I'm sorry"

Rifki was not able to hold back her cries, she was crying while hugging Nadhira's body very tightly as if she would not want to lose.

*****

A white light was shining now enveloping Nadhira's body, he saw a long road in front of him, the road was emitting a light that attracted the attention of Nadhira, Nadhira, Nadhira smiled and stepped closer to the shining light.

"Maybe it's heaven" Nadhira said.

Nadhira stepped slowly to get closer to the light, the longer the step was getting heavier, suddenly he heard the sound of Rifki who kept calling him, and it made him stop his steps.

"Dhira why do you want to leave me?"

Nadhira immediately turned to the direction where the voice came from, the figure of Rifki was standing behind him with a line of tears very swift, Rifki was holding Nadhira's hand to make Nadhira flick his hand.

"Dhira, I'm sorry, why do you want to leave me so badly? Is it my fault that you can't forgive?"

"I want to catch up with my son, don't stop me, you've killed him, I hate you Rifki, I hate you so much"

"I'm sorry yes, you can scold me, you can punish me no matter what, but please don't leave me, please, I deserve your punishment but I wouldn't be able to lose you this way"

"I hate you, Rif, I don't want to see you again, you're so mean to both of us, what a mistake my son made you that you killed him like that, why should you care about me rather than my son, what it means for a mother if she cannot save her son's life, you have taken away my happiness which I have always maintained all this time, you easily gave up our son's life"

"There are many reasons why I did this Dhira, even though I chose our son, he won't be able to live any longer because he's only 6 months old, and without a mother beside him he could not grow up like a child his age, understand darling, I never wanted him dead, I was a father full of flaws"

"You evil Rif, I hate you"

"You can hate me Dhira, you can even kill me if you want that, I'm ready to die in your hands Dhira, pour all your anger on me, but please don't leave me"

"Don't say that! Go, let me calm down"

"No Dhira, you can't just leave, our life's purpose is not finished here, there are still many things we have to finish, don't give up just like that, we will always be together"

"Go Rifki! Don't slow down like this, I don't want to go back"

"I don't want to slow you down Dhira, but it's your own heart that says that it's your heart that doesn't allow you to go, come back baby, not for me but for the sake of Mama Daughter, she loves you so much, she loves you so much, you've shed her tears baby, you can punish me but please don't punish Mama"

"You evil Rif, I hate you, I don't want to see your face again, get out of here"

"I love you Dhira, and will always be like that forever, come back baby, I beg you for the last time, come back I beg you Dhira" Rifki's voice seemed to swallow with sadness.

"Riffy"

"I love you Dhira, forgive me" Slowly the land of Rifki's body disappeared from before Nadhira at this time.

"Riffy! You're where! A rifki! Why did you disappear! Riffy!" Shouted Nadhira calling the name Rifki.

*****

Rifki remained faithfully embracing Nadhira's body that was getting colder, he rubbed the top of Nadhira's head slowly with affection and hoped that Nadhira would open his eyes soon.

"Dear, don't leave me like this, I'm really sorry Dhira, I was wrong, please don't punish myself like this baby, forgive me"

"Rifki, patient Nak" Aryabima could not bear to see the condition of Rifki who continued to sob that crying.

Rifki hugged Nadhira's body tighter, not long after the nurses entered the room to do their duty to release the medical equipment in Nadhira's body.

"Excuse me sir, let us do our duty" the nurse said politely to Rifki.

"NO!" Rifki snapped, "Nadhira has not died, if you release this tool later Nadhira can not survive anymore! I don't want to lose Dhira!"

"Rifki is calm Nak" Haris said as he held onto Rifki's shoulder.

"I won't let you do that! Dhiraku is still alive, he is just exhausted, later he will definitely wake up" Rifki still remains in his stance and does not want to be denied in the slightest.

Rifki released his embrace from Nadhira's body, he stood in the way of the nurses who would release the medical equipment in Nadhira's body, he would not let them do the action.

Rifki is seen rampaging as the nurses try to remove the medical equipment attached to Nadhira's body, Haris and Aryabima try to calm the man down but Rifki still feels confident that Nadhira will wake up again.

"Rifki, calm down son" Princess then hugged her child's body tightly.

Crying was heard from the room, seeing it made the nurses did not have the heart but they had to carry out their duties to release the medical equipment because the patient was no longer breathing.

"No Ma! They want to harm Nadhira, I won't let that happen Ma, release Rifki Ma, Rifki must protect Nadhira!"

"No kid, calm yourself down, don't be like this, son, you'll make Nadhira sad later"

"No Ma, Rifki don't want to lose Dhira, they can't do that, Nadhira hasn't died Ma, he's alive and needs a lot of rest"

The princess also tried to calm her child, she rubbed Rifki's back gently to make Rifki drop her head on the Princess' shoulders, sobs regret came out of Rifki's mouth, The princess who heard that could only shed her tears.

Rifki really lost Nadhira, he seemed to not want to live again without Nadhira on his side, he said, when the nurses were about to pull out the infusion needle in Nadhira's hand arrived he felt the throbbing of Nadhira's dinadi.

The female nurse instantly widened her two eyes after feeling the throbbing and instantly removed her hand from Nadhira's hand, seeing it made her friend feel strange with her.

"What's wrong?" Ask the nurse who wants to remove the needle.

"I felt his pulse" he said as he touched Nadhira's hand, not believing what he had felt before, "Oh Allah, his pulse is still throbbing"

Strange, his heart had stopped beating will his pulse therapy is still throbbing, hearing the speech made Rifki immediately release the Princess's embrace, he immediately approached the direction where Nadhira lay.

"I'll call the doctor first to check it, don't remove the tool first" said one of the hospital's nurses.

"All right" said the other.

"My wife is alive, right?" Rifki asked with both eyes sparkling.

"We can't confirm that, we should wait for the Doctor to come first sir" he replied.

"Dhira, I'm sure that you're still alive, you can't leave me, you must be fine" Rifki kissed Nadhira's forehead long ago.

Not long after Nadhira's chest was seen up and down a sign that he was breathing again, seeing it made Rifki immediately publish a smile on his face, tears of happiness flowed.