The Last Love of My Life
I'm sorry Dhira

Haris also holds Nadhira's shoulder to strengthen the woman, without Nadhira realizing that Haris is developing a very thin smile when he sees Nadhira crying for fear of losing Rifki.

"There's still Papa, Mama, and Ayu, who will be with you son, you won't be alone anymore because we're still here for you"

"That wouldn't be enough Pa, without Rifki everything feels bland Pa, Dhira can't even live without Rifki who's always beside Dhira, Dhira doesn't want her to go like this Pa! Hiks. hiks.. Return Rifki to me Pa, don't take her like this"

Nadhira was hysterical when he saw Rifki who was not moving at all, he buried his face in the hands of Rifki and his hands were interlocked, this was just a dream that he absolutely did not want to happen.

"Rifki's awake! You can't leave like this, Rifki I beg you to get up, don't leave me Rifki"

"Do you want to forgive him if he wakes up?"

Hearing the voice immediately made Nadhira stop to shout hysterically, immediately Nadhira immediately wiped her tears on her cheeks, her gaze as if she was staring at the emptiness in front of her.

"This voice" Nadhira was very familiar with the voice.

Nadhira also turned towards the face of Rifki who still closed his eyes, as breezy as a gentle wind also made Nadhira's long hair unravel and was hit by the wind, her tears seemed to stop dripping for a moment because of Rifki's peaceful face.

"I heard him talk, he couldn't have left me right? He must have gotten up to see me again, right"

Nadhira then released his hand grip from Rifki's hand when he heard the voice, but suddenly Rifki's hand clasped Nadhira's wrist tightly and immediately made Nadhira so surprised not to play because his hand was suddenly held by someone.

"Will you forgive me Dhira?" Rifki then opened her eyes and rose from her sleep.

Nadhira and Rifki's eyes now meet, Nadhira's eyes appear swollen from crying while Rifki's eyes look hopeful that Nadhira will forgive him, seeing Nadhira shed tears made Rifki come with glass.

Rifki misses Nadhira's beautiful eyes, there is a longing that has been treated there after seeing the face of Nadhira that he missed so much, the smile on Rifki's face expands brightly.

Seeing it made the whole can only stand still and watch what Rifki is doing right now, seeing the two of them looking at each other like that made them feel happy, too, because during the breakup both Rifki look very moody and don't even have the passion for it.

"We should capture this moment Ren" whispered Vano to his brother's flavor friend.

"You're right besti, when else there is a moment of romance like this, seeing it makes me want to get married soon but what is my soul mate has not come" Sahut Fajar who heard it.

"Find it dong"

"No self-awareness, somehow the members of Gengcobra flat all on singles huh? Most who are already married are out and some who are married can be counted with the fingers"

"Husstttttt, don't rame" Reno said by sticking his index finger in front of his lips to stop their silence.

The guy is always firm, so once said all immediately silent for fear to speak at a time like this, but when being gathered to joke they will look like brothers.

Nadhira's tears also trickled because he felt lied to by Rifki, while Rifki seemed so hopeful that Nadhira would forgive him for this time.

"Dhira, I miss you" Rifki said softly and was not even heard.

"You tricked me Rif? You're so mean to me, Rif, why are you doing this? Are you not satisfied to see me cry just because of you? Do you want to hurt my heart Rif, you have the heart for me, why are you lying like this to me Rif? You're evil" Nadhira doesn't understand why Rifki did this to him.

"I'm sorry Dhira, I have no other way but this, this is all I can do"

"You evil Rif, I hate you hicks.."

"Dhira, I'm sorry, I can explain everything to you, please forgive me"

"I don't need your explanation anymore Rif, let go of my hand! You have the heart to lie to me Rif, I hate you" Nadhira also tried to remove Rifki's hand grip from his hand.

Rifki holds Nadhira's hands very tightly, he does not want to let go of them, Rifki does not want to lose Nadhira again, while Nadhira continues to rebel to ask to be released by Rifki.

"Dhira listen to me just once"

"Take off me Rif! I don't need your explanation anymore, I'm really disappointed in you"

"I can explain everything to you Dhira, I'm sorry, I have another reason for this, just listen to me once Dhira, I'll explain everything to you"

"I don't need your explanation, Rif, I hate you. hiks... hiks... You've lied to me, my heart hurts so much, you don't know how I feel and how worried I am with you"

"I'm sorry Dhira, I can explain everything to you Dhira, listen to my explanation Dhira, I beg you"

"You know how much it hurts my heart to hear this? You don't care about my feelings, Rif, you're evil, you're good to me"

"Do you still love me Dhira? Why are you crying when you hear that I'm gone?"

"You think to yourself, let go of my hand right now! You're mean to me, Rif, you're evil"

"No, I will never let you go, Dhira, until I never let go, only you that I love in my life Dhira, you are the last love of my life"

"Take me off! You lied to me Rif"

Nadhira also beat Rifki's hand so that he let go of his hand, although to the reddening but Rifki was not willing to let go of Nadhira's hand at all, nadhira finally beat Rifki's chest and forced Rifki to release her handrails.

"Take off me Rif! I hate you, I hate you Rif"

"No way, I won't let you go, I don't want to lose you Dhira, I don't want to"

Rifki pulls Nadhira's body into his arms, he hugs Nadhira tightly while Nadhira continues to rebel to ask to be released, he feels very disappointed with Rifki at this time, he also hit Rifki's chest several times so that Rifki immediately release him.

But it was not enough to make Rifki let go of his embrace, because the tighter Rifki hugged him made Nadhira hit him on the back very hard without thinking any longer.

"Akhs..." Strangled Rifki and suddenly the embrace loosened because Nadhira hit the seams scar so very tightly.

Nadhira did not waste the opportunity to escape from the arms of Rifki, he then got up and ran into the house died Rifki.

"Dhira don't leave me!" Shouting Rifki.

With the pain, Rifki immediately rose from his seat without caring about the pain to pursue Nadhira who entered the house, Nadhira and Rifki are now in pursuit to enter the house.

"Dhira, listen to me first, don't leave me like this Dhira, I beg you"

"I don't want to see you again Rif, you've played with my feelings"

"Dhira, I can explain it to you"

"I don't need your explanation"

Nadhira went into Rifki's room and was about to lock the room, when Rifki's finger was about to be closed to hold the end of the door until his finger was squeezed by the door, Nadhira tries to close it with great difficulty without seeing that Rifki's finger is already flushed.

Hearing Rifki squealing in pain made Nadhira immediately turned to look at Rifki's finger which was the barrier to the door to close it tightly.

"What you're doing Rif, your hand could get hurt" Nadhira only realized that Rifki's finger was blocking the door after she tried to shut it.

"Listen to me once, Dhira, I just want to meet you, don't close the door"

"I don't want to listen to your explanation Rif, get out of here, I don't want to see you"

"Let me enter Dhira, let me explain everything to you, please don't be like this to me Dhira"

"Go, I don't want to see you"

"I don't want to get out of here, Dhira, please don't get me out of here"

"Go or I'll break your finger"

"If that's what makes you happy then just do it Dhira, whatever you want to do to me, I do what really, I just ask you one thing, please don't throw me out, please, just listen to me this once, please"

"I don't need your explanation anymore Rif, leave me alone and never bother me"

"I'm doing this because at Papa's request, and all of this is also the plan of the core member of Gengcobra Dhira, I can't see you because I don't want to worry you, Dhira, please don't do this to me Dhira, let me in, I can explain everything to you"

Hearing that made Nadhira slowly walk to her bed and lay her body on the mattress, he allowed Rifki to enter into his room, slowly, Rifki began to open the door of the room and close it from inside.

"Still Dhira" Rifki said.

When Rifki entered the room suddenly his wound became more sick and it made him immediately sit on the floor and lean on the wall next to the door of his room.

Rifki seemed to close his eyes and like he was in pain, he also spread his shirt to find a painkiller but he did not find it.

"Which medicine, I put it here, why doesn't it exist now"

Rifki seemed panicked and continued to reach into his pocket and pants to look for painkillers, but he never found the drug he meant, he also grasped the edge of his clothes tightly because the pain he felt arrived.

"Akh. why the pain is getting worse like this" Guman Rifki.

After a long search for the drug, he finally found the drug he meant on the floor that was not far from him, he immediately took the drug and grasped it tightly.

"Dhira, please get me a drink"

Rifki's voice sounded like she was enduring a deep pain and it instantly made Nadhira rise from her sleep, seeing Rifki sitting on the floor while leaning against the wall made Nadhira immediately rise to his feet and take a glass of water that was in utensils.

"Dhira, please"

"Why you Rif? What happened to you Rif?" Nadhira asked as he handed a glass of water to Rifki.

Without answering Nadhira's question, Rifki then took a glass of drinking water in Nadhira's hand, he immediately opened the packaging of the drug and put it in his mouth along with the water in the glass.

Rifki felt relieved after drinking it, he closed his eyes that felt dizzy at this time, while Nadhira immediately took the glass held by Rifki and put it on the table nearby.

"What pain do you have Rif? You why?" Nadhira asked frantically as she held onto both of Rifki's shoulders with her glassy eyes.

"What's wrong Dhira, it's time to get sick, now I'm not sick anymore anyway, thanks for taking a drink for me"

"What happened to you Rif?" Nadhira's tears also fell.

"What am I doing, you don't cry"

"Why are you taking this medicine? Tell me, why?" Nadhira also held Rifki's cheeks with both hands, "Your body is so cold Rif, you why? Tell me, don't make me worry like this".

"It's just pain, but really what's wrong now, you don't worry like that yeah, I do what, don't be sad"

"I'm scared"

"I'm sorry, I don't want to make you anxious just because of myself all this time Dhira, I know your day is so hard to lose our son and I don't want to make you more burdened just because of me, I'm wrong with you and I deserve this punishment from you"

"What pain do you have? Why not tell me earlier Rif? Why are you hiding everything from me? Don't you think I exist at all?"

"My back hurts, I don't dare say that to you, you're still very angry at me Dhira, I don't want to make you even sadder if you find out, Papa told me to take a complete break to get well soon and be able to move as usual, I did not know the plan was Dhira, I was serious"

"So you're keeping all this from me? Do I mean nothing to you Rif? So you don't want to tell me at all"

"I'm sorry Dhira, I've been mean to you and I've made you cry, sorry I did, I did this just because I didn't want to make you worry about me"

"You evil Rif, you keep this big thing from me, you're not fair to me at all" Nadhira's tears seemed to pour out profusely.

"I'm sorry Dhira, I was wrong"

"You're evil!"

Nadhira immediately got up from his seat and towards the roughness, he left Rifki who was still sitting on the floor with his pain in the moment, his feelings at this time felt so mixed into one, he said, he no longer knew what to do at this time.

Rifki closed her eyes and enjoyed the pain, her lips opened and closed but no words came out of her mouth, she tried to neutralize the breathing that was hunting it, his body was sweating coldly and even felt so cold.

"I'm sorry, Dhira, I was wrong to keep this a secret from you, please give me one more chance to change everything, give me a second chance, if I fail again I'd rather die in your hands"

Rifki held onto the edge of her shirt as if to endure the pain, she looked at Nadhira who was lying on her bed while covering herself with a blanket, but behind the blanket Nadhira was crying, crying, he could not bear to see Rifki in such pain.

"You're keeping everything from me Rif, don't I mean anything to you? All this time you thought of me as what Rif" Guman Nadhira softly with lips biting his lips so that his sobs were not heard by Rifki.

"Dhira, I'm really sorry to you, give me a second chance so I can fix everything, I'm sorry Dhira"

"Do I mean nothing to you Rif? So you hid everything from me"

"I don't think at all like that Dhira, I just don't want to add to your burden, you're sad enough for the loss of our child, I don't want to make you sadder about my situation"

"I don't want to talk to you again"

"Do you not care about me anymore, Dhira? I'm sorry"

"No"