The Last Love of My Life
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Under his blanket now Nadhira was crying as much as possible when he heard Rifki was moaning in pain because of his injury, he could not bear to see Rifki hurt like that but his heart felt sick because it had been lied to by Rifki.

"Udah dong is angry dear, until when will you be angry with me Dhira? Give me one more chance to turn into what you want me to be"

"Until death" replied Nadhira briefly.

"Until death? If I die really now what? Are you gonna forgive me?"

Hearing the question immediately made Nadhira silent without wanting to answer the question from the Rifki, he was still very angry with Rifki because Rifki did not want to be honest with him before that, and it was just hidden from him.

Rifki held onto her chest that was hurting from Nadhira's words, and felt that Nadhira really had hated her for something like this, this is all the ideas of Haris because Haris does not want the injuries experienced by his son to get worse because his son who likes to be careless with injuries and does not care about the pain felt.

"Do you have to wait for me to die really first you will really forgive me dear? Is my death what you've been waiting for all this time?"

Rifki got up from her hard-earned seat and walked closer to Nadhira slowly, Nadhira did not answer the last question he asked, Rifki stared at Nadhira's face with a clingy cling while Nadhira threw her face away.

"Too as soon as I die now huh? Let you be happy, Dhira, whatever I will do as long as it will make you happy, sorry for all the mistakes I have made, he said, my life is yours and you have the right to take it from me" Rifki said.

"Just go out there! Don't come back"

"really? Am I really dead now? Is there a last word to say before I die? If that's your will then I will do Dhira, take good care of yourself well yes, you must always be happy, you deserve to get the best and better than me, you deserve to get the best, I'm sorry I failed to make you happy Dhira"

Hearing the question immediately made Nadhira look at the face of Rifki who is now smiling thinly at him, the gaze of the two are now meeting each other, Rifki's face is now met, although Rifki is smiling thinly at this time, but can be seen the tears that flow on her cheeks.

Rifki also held his chest while closing his eyes, his forehead frowned at the sign that he was holding back the pain, seeing it also made Nadhira shed tears rapidly to make his eyes red.

"I'm sorry Dhira, I was wrong, if that's your will I go huh? Sorry for the last time, I've disappointed you, I've failed to be a good husband to you, I'm gone, I'm sorry" Rifki looked down at Nadhira.

Rifki also turned her body from Nadhira, it can be seen that Rifki was sighing heavily at this time, Nadhira immediately rose from her sleep to sit on the bed and looked at Rifki.

Nadhira doesn't want Rifki to leave, there's something missing in his life. Nadhira doesn't want to lose Rifki quickly like this, but Rifki has left him deeply disappointed, but anxiety instantly haunts his mind.

Only Rifki is the one he has now, his parents have left him, his mother has left him for good but his father has gone nowhere and he does not even know where he is today.

"Rifki" Call Nadhira when he sees Rifki about to step out of the room.

"I'm sorry, Dhira, maybe it's the punishment I deserve for hurting you and upsetting you, I'd rather die so I can get an apology from you, than we like this continue the canal that has you even uncomfortable over my presence by your side" said Rifki Lirih while bowing his head deeply.

"Don't go, I beg Rif, I beg you to stay by my side"

Rifki stopped her steps when she heard Nadhira's heavy voice, Rifki's tears just dripping right now from her beautiful eyes, Rifki took a deep breath and took it out slowly, wiping away her tears.

"Do you want to say something to me before I really leave this world? Tell Dhira, if I can grant it, I will grant it even if my time is not long" asked Rifki as she turned her back.

"I hate you if you leave me again this time, Rif. Hates you so much"

"Didn't you hate me, Dhira? Even if I leave or not, you stay the same and will hate me right? Even you don't want to meet me"

"Don't go, please don't leave me like this Rif, you're my husband and always will be, if you go straight to whom else will I be happy?"

"I can't make you happy Dhira at all, I've failed for that, it's just that if you're with me making you suffer more because of me, I'm not a good husband to you, I'm not a good husband to you, and I don't deserve to live any longer,"

"No Rif, don't go, forget what I said before, I don't want you to go. I don't want to lose you again Rif, you're the only one I have in the world,"

"Don't cry, I don't like you crying,"

Nadhira shook his head, tears fell on his cheeks, it immediately made Rifki come closer to him to wipe his tears, he would not have the heart to see Nadhira cry like that.

Unexpectedly by Rifki, Nadhira immediately hugged her waist very tightly, Rifki who felt the embrace made her immediately shed tears of happiness, she said, he moved his hand to return the hug by gently rubbing Nadhira's head.

"I'm sorry to you Rif, because I've been angry with you, I shouldn't have been this angry with you, I still can't accept the reality of my son's death, I shouldn't be mad at you because it wasn't you, you did it just to save my life"

"I'm sorry that I couldn't save our son Dhira, if I chose our son that time, not necessarily he can survive because he is still 6 months old and still less than 3 months to be born, I do not want to lose you both so quickly, so far, that's why I chose you to stay alive with me, I don't want to lose you both at the same time, it's the biggest wound for me Dhira"

"I'm sorry Rif, I've been selfish like this, I didn't think at all about your feelings back then and put more importance on my ego to keep our son alive, I was wrong"

"You're not wrong at all Dhira, I'm wrong I'm sorry Dhira, I'm right to apologize to you, I'm sorry"

"Never leave me Rif, I'm afraid of losing you Rif, you're the only happiness I have in this world, I love you Rif"

"Aren't you angry with me anymore, Dhira?"

"No, don't go, don't leave me"

"Thank you Dhira, don't cry anymore yeah, I can't watch you cry, I'm really sorry for making you cry, Oma must be cursing me in His heaven right now because I have dared to make her granddaughter cry"

Rifki let go of his embrace and crouched down in front of Nadhira who was sitting on the bed, Rifki also moved her thumb to wipe away Nadhira's tears that flowed on her cheeks and held Nadhira's hands with both hands.

"I'm sorry yes, I did this because I don't want to make you more anxious because I'm Dhira, I know you're angry with me because I've made a decision without your consent, and I don't want my wounds to make you sadder, if this one, I really don't know Dhira, this is Papa's plan and I just follow it"

"I'm afraid of losing you Rif, do you know I was looking for you at the headquarters and Surya Jayantara but didn't find you, especially when I arrived to get news like that, my heart ached when I heard Rif, I was afraid of losing you this time"

"It's all Papa's plan, Papa knows I'm hurt and he tells me to rest while treating my wound Dhira, I don't know about it, Papa asked me to pura died, he said just like that was the last way he could so I could get an apology from you"

"Then a week ago? Did you save me, too?"

"Yes, Papa has asked me to rest but I do not want to and often watch over you quietly, after the incident Papa was very angry with me because my wound was getting worse, so that I was locked up in my room which was at the headquarters and not allowed to go out for a second, and guarded there, only Bayu and a Doctor who was ordered by Papa"

"What about your wounds now? That must be really painful, right? You've been hurt but suddenly get a blow like that just to protect myself"

"I'm not sick anymore now, I'm fine, don't worry about it, as long as you're next to me I'll be fine, I just want to be with you, Dhira, I miss you so much, baby"

Rifki also dropped his head on Nadhira's lap and closed his eyes while leaning on Nadhira's lap, Nadhira also moved his hand to gently rub the head of Rifki and the upper back of Rifki.

"I'm sorry Dhira, I've been a failed husband to take care of you so we lost our unborn child"

"I'm sorry I'm also Rif, I don't understand at all about all your suffering all this time, I've hurt my husband who has always been good to me, you've always been there for me but me? I didn't even know you were hurt"

"You're not wrong baby, it's all my fault it's not you, I failed to take care of you, I've also been negligent not you, if I came on time surely you'd be fine"

"You're serious Dhira?"

"Dear, I don't want to fight with you again, parting from you these few days just makes me realize that I've been wrong, and I miss you so much" A drop of Nadhira's tears just slid off.

"Don't cry, I don't want my Dhir to cry"

Nadhira also told Rifki to stand from his seat on the floor, Rifki just obey him and immediately wake up standing in front of Nadhira who was sitting on the bed.

Nadhira immediately hugged Rifki's body very tightly, the body that he had longed to embrace was finally able to hug him back, he was able to hug again, the smell of Rifki's body was smelled by Nadhira to make the woman feel happy.

"I'm sorry baby, I hurt you, I failed to be a good husband to you because I couldn't protect you well"

"You have protected me Rif, I am wrong for not understanding about you, about the suffering you are currently feeling, I am too selfish for always thinking that I am suffering not you, but here it is precisely you who suffer the most from me"

"I love you so much Dhira, I don't care about myself, as long as you're always with me that's enough for me"

"We'll always be with Rif, never leave me, even if it's just for a little while"

"Yes dear"

Rifki also put his lips on Nadhira's neck while sucking it slowly and he also increasingly tighten his embrace from Nadhira's body, the body of Nadhira, Rifki felt comfortable in that position because she could smell the body scent of Nadhira that was very fragrant to her.

Long enough Rifki did that, slowly land he let go of his embrace and holding both shoulders Nadhira, he saw the stamp of ownership of his neck Nadhira with a deep red color.

"Dhira, this isn't a dream, is it? You're really in front of me right now, aren't you? It feels like a dream"

"You don't dream Rif, I'm really in front of you right now, if this is a dream how could this dream be together"

"You're right"

Rifki also dropped Nadhira's body on the mattress slowly land and he immediately overlapped Nadhira just like that, the eyes of both of them met with a red mark on Nadhira's neck because of the act.

"You are mine, and will always be mine Rif, until ever that time" Nadhira said as she looked at Rifki's face above her.

"I love you so much Dhira, more than my own life" Rifki said.

Rifki also brought her lips closer to Nadhira's lips slowly land, Rifki can feel Nadhira's breath at this time and without lingering longer he also smeared*at lips, said Rifki, it was as if it would have become opium for Rifki.

Nadhira also enjoyed the moment with Rifki, the thing done by Rifki immediately made Nadhira close his eyes and let Rifki do whatever he wanted to do to him without rejecting him.

Nadhira draped his hands around Rifki's neck very tightly, to deepen the kiss, Nadhira could feel the breathing of Rifki who was increasingly hunting quickly, and it made Nadhira link his hands in the neck of Rifki.

"Akhs..." Suddenly Rifki screeched because too long to support with both hands made his back feel a little pain and he immediately released the kiss and got up.

"Why are you Rif?" Nadhira asked worriedly as he got up from his sleep.

"What's wrong, baby, maybe it's been holding up too long"

"Open your shirt now, I want to see your wound"

"Don't you be too horrified to see Dhira, I'm afraid that you'll lose your appetite after seeing her"

"I don't like to be denied, quickly take off your shirt or I'll take it off myself"

"Yes, whatever I'm going to do for you baby, change the bandages, then treat it too let the spit out, yes, you want to treat me?"

"Yes, where's the medicine and the bandages?"

"But I'll get it first, I told Bayu to continue carrying it because at any time it could be needed later"

"Reply back, not long"

"Yes Dhira"

Rifki also came out of his room, he asked Bayu to bring ointment and bandage on the floor where his room was, he asked Bayu, Bayu who got the message immediately rushed to the place intended by Rifki and gave what Rifki meant to him.

"Is it okay with him, Rif?" Ask Bayu.

"Alhamdulillah already Bay, it feels like a dream, he also said he wanted to treat my wounds, so I asked you to bring this here"

"Thank God, good job friend, I'm happy to hear this news, I'll tell the others too, they must be happy to hear it, don't forget about your wedding reception, first without the reception"

"The matter is easy Bay, yes, I entered first yes, afraid Dhira wait a long time, later he gets angry"

"Wokay bro, news if it's debay again, make a lot of yak debay"

"Ready"

Rifki then went into his room and locked the door, he approached Nadhira who was sitting on the edge of the mattress, he then handed the medicine box to Nadhira and immediately accepted by Nadhira.

"Open your clothes" Nadhira ordered.

Rifki then slowly undressed the land for fear that the pain would recur again, after which he sat in front of Nadhira and turned his back to Nadhira so that Nadhira could see the wound.

Nadhira who saw the elongated bandage also shed tears because he could not see Rifki's wounds like that, slowly land himself also released bandages wrapped around Rifki's body, Rifki's body, and he was unable to see the wound, he could see Rifki's wounds were quite severe that part.

"It must be very painful" Nadhira said sadly.

"You cry Dhira? You shouldn't have seen my wounds just now so you don't feel sad like this, I don't want to make you sad"

"Be quiet, where's the cure?"

"The valve is in the box, applied slowly the land continues to be left until a new drying bandage is installed"

"Yes"