The Last Love of My Life
Each life

Rifki orders the members of Gengcobra to find Nadhira until the meeting, after listening to Bayu's remarks, Rifki is increasingly convinced that Nadhira is still alive today. He does not know how Nadhira is currently, and he does not want that he is late to save Nadhira later.

"How's it?" Ask Rifki.

"There has been no word yet from the members of the Gengcobra, the Rif. They are still trying to find it, you are calm yes, we will all try our best to be able to find the existence of Nadhira," said Bayu.

"The more days I get, the more I don't calm down, Bay. I'm afraid she's why, if she's pregnant with my son, I hope they're okay,"

"Yes Rif, may they be okay, and meet a good family. So that Nadhira will be safe with them before we find her,"

"Hopefully."

He ordered Bayu to get out of the room, and leave himself alone for a while. His hope to find Nadhira's whereabouts was only a hope, even the many members of Gengcobra were unable to find the whereabouts of Nadhira.

*****

"Sister, I was out, and did not accidentally find a very good veil. I remember that Brother also wanted to make a veil, so I bought it for Brother" said a girl to Nadhira.

Both are now in the front yard of the conscious house, since living with them. Nadhira started wearing licks and long dresses, and he wanted to try to wear a veil like the one Siska often wears.

"Good, the cloth is also very fine, Sis. I'm sorry, I often take care of you and your family" said Nadhira who felt that he was just hitching a ride in the house without any income.

"Sister, Siska does this sincerely. As long as Siska can afford to pay you both, Siska is already happy."

That speech that Siska always said to Nadhira, and Nadhira was to memorize with the speech. Siska then helps Nadhira to put the veil on Nadhira's face, Nadhira also looks beautiful with her veil.

"Where?" Ask Nadhira.

"Beauty sister, stuffy or not Kak?" Ask Siska back.

"Woven, not stuffy. Teach Brother a veil, huh? If you eat, let's pickle later,"

"It's about easy, brother. Siska will teach you,"

Nadhira also smiled behind the veil, not long after he felt that the child in his stomach was kicking him very hard. Nadhira also shrieked softly when he felt the kick, he then rubbed his stomach slowly land.

"What's up, brother?" Siska asked worriedly hearing Nadhira screech softly.

"She kicked Brother's stomach, really hard. Looks like he's happy,"

"May Siska touch, sister?"

"Can,"

Siska also immediately put her palm on Nadhira's stomach, she smiled after feeling something move Nadhira's stomach. He also rubbed it slowly, making the baby in Nadhira's stomach continue to kick it hard.

"Eh baby, why was Aunty kicked anyway? Can you wait to play with Aunty? Quick out dong, later we play the same."

"At any minute out Aunty, ready to be ready for me to bother later," replied Nadhira with a cry.

"Aunty wait, son. Aunty's niece is healthy inside, don't bother your mother if she's born later?"

"Ready Aunty."

Nadhira who wears long clothes and also veiled it, as if it will be unrecognizable by anyone. Her distended stomach was also not clearly visible when wearing such clothes, since living with the two, she continued to improve herself.

There was a tremendous influence on the little family, even though they lived in a very simple place and far from fancy, but the family seemed so happy.

This is the family faced by Nadhira so far, but he was unable to lie to his own feelings that he missed the figure of Rifki. There is something that makes him never able to meet with Rifki in this world, and it becomes the biggest barrier for both.

"Wait for our kids to grow up, baby. I will definitely come back with you, I will try with whatever I can" Nadhira said, rubbing her distended stomach.

*****

Rifki is now sitting alone in a gazebo in the yard of his house, from a distance there is a Princess and Haris who continue to pay attention to his son. Now Rifki's body is getting thinner because there is no spirit to eat, and even eat it usually once a day.

If there is Nadhira in the house, usually he will eat as much as 3 times. Eating in the morning when he was about to leave for work, eating during the day when he was at the office, and eating at night when he had come home from work. However, lately he only ate lunch, and sometimes even just drink water.

Rifki sat there alone holding a small box containing a small love pendant in a bright white shape. It was an item she wanted to give to Nadhira on their wedding anniversary, but Nadhira left her for good.

Rifki tightly grasped the object with her right hand, her gaze straight out of nowhere at the moment. His thin and powerless body made him look so very sad, even Princess and Haris could not bear to see the condition of his son.

"The more the day goes on, the less we can bear to see our child like that, Mas. Is there no other way that he can get excited again?" Said the Princess to Haris who was beside her.

"It's really hard to get the spirit back on again, Deck. He still kept his thoughts with Nadhira, in his heart as if he would be unable to be filled by other women."

"How about we just set him up, Mom? Who knows with the presence of the woman in his life, then he will change,"

"Can it be like that? Do you know for yourself that our son is so stubborn?"

"Love comes from habituation, maybe in that way she can get used to other people without Nadhira in her life."

"Who do you want to match with? Which woman is able to love Rifki sincerely?"

*****

Princess and Haris then went to Rifki who was daydreaming digazebo, even the arrival of the two did not give any response to Rifki. Until finally the Princess spoke to her name, then Rifki turned to her.

"What's up, Ma?" Rifki asked with a heavy voice.

"Why did you go like this, son?" Said the Princess with both eyes glazed.

"Balikin Nadhira to Rifki, Ma. Rifki just wants Nadhira not the others,"

"He's gone, son. How can Mom give him back? Tell Mama, Mama will do everything she can to make you come back as cheerful as before."

"Let's see him, Ma. Give him back to me,"

"How did Mom find him? He doesn't even exist,"

"He's still alive Ma! Dhira hasn't died, he can't leave Rifki!" Rifki Sentak.

Lately, Rifki looks very rough and not as usual. Even he dared to say rude to both parents, it would be very difficult to restore the mood of Rifki if it was like this.

Rifki immediately got up from her seat immediately, she immediately stepped up to leave her parents without listening to the words of the two. The departure of Nadhira in his life was so very change him, who used to be a man who obeyed his parents, even speaking rudely never, and now turned into a man of rough, easy emotions, and, I don't even like meeting other people.

"Riffy!" Call Princess.

"Let Rifki calm down first, I'm afraid he will be reckless later" said Haris and immediately clasped the Princess' wrist that was about to catch up with the Rifki.

"I know, it would be hard to put that mood back in place if it was like this,"

The princess just resigned and immediately sat herself down digazebo, she could not do anything to calm her child's mind.

As he was about to enter his room, a girl hugged him from behind. Rifki was shocked and reflexed to make the girl fall on the floor with a hard, he then turned to look at the girl who was currently complaining.

"So bad brother, really," complained Ayu who was sitting on the floor.

"Whenever you come here?" Rifki asked in a cold tone and was able to hurt her heart.

"Sister Rifki, is it the same rough thing, Ayu? Ayu just miss Big Brother, sister is not cool!"

Ayu tried to stand up, he shook his hands like he was removing dust. Even Rifki did not help him to get up, so he had to try to get up on his own without being helped by his brother's hand.

"Don't bother Brother!"

"Awas aja until Kak Dhira returned, Ayu will be aduin to him all later."

"TAKE HIM BACK, RIGHT NOW!" Rifki snapped to Ayu and immediately made Ayu speechless.

Haris and Putri went straight to the two, seeing Ayu being yelled at by Rifki made her feel bad. The arrival of Haris and the Princess to the place immediately made Rifki leave just like that, she immediately entered her room and closed the door loudly.

Not only that, but he also locked the door from the inside and did not allow anyone to enter the room. He really does not like to be disturbed, even though it is his own family.

"Ma, Brother snapped at Ayu," said Ayu with both eyes that continued to shed tears.

For the first time he got a knock from Rifki, and for the first time he stepped on foot in that place. At first he intended to visit his brother, because for so long they did not meet, and even Princess and Haris recently stayed with Rifki.

Both of his parents did not want to leave Rifki even for a moment. They do not want if Rifki will do reckless later, and he does not want his son why without supervision from both of them.

"Don't cry? Your brother is badmood, if his mood is stable again he will not jerk Ayu kok," said Putri trying to calm his son.

"Bad brother! I hate you, brother,"

"Well you can't say that, your brother is like this because of Brother Dhira who left him," Haris said as he rubbed the top of Ayu's head slowly.

"But Brother snapped Ayu, Pa. Ayu did not know what was wrong Ayu to him, earlier he also pushed Ayu to fall."

"Prophey, Ay. Your brother lost his identity, for the death of his wife," The princess embraced Ayu's body tightly.

"Ma, until when will Brother be like this continue? Ayu misses Rifki's old brother,"

****

2 Months later...

The light of the midnight moon illuminates the world, when the full moon is brightly lit two people who are sitting in an angkringan in front of the house. It looks like a harmonious family, and seeing it creates a very beautiful scene.

Nadhira was sitting in an angkringan in front of the simple hut. He sat down with Bu Siti, a middle-aged woman who has been caring for him all this time, Nadhira's gestational age is now 9 months, but the child in his stomach does not come out.

"Son, are you too hard on the inside? Hurry out, Mama wants to play with you" Nadhira said as she rubbed her stomach.

"So soon he'll be out, son. Have you thought of a name for him?"

"It's Mom, but whether the child in my stomach is a boy or a girl."

"Whatever her gender will be, she's still your son, son. You have to accept it,"

"It's not like that, Mom. He's Rifki's son, and I just hope that he'll be out soon, and the delivery will be smooth. Since he's away from his father, I'm afraid that I haven't had time to tell this to my son, Mom. If I don't survive after giving birth to this child, please take care of her, Mom? Tell this to Rifki, that he is my son and he is."

"You must be fine, and able to raise this child later. Don't say anything like that, and rest assured that everything will be fine."

"I'm scared, Mom. I only have one kidney right now, a small chance that I could survive giving birth to it,"

"There is still a possibility, never give up like this, you can still survive. Although the possibility is very small, but there is still hope,"

"Mom, this is the thing I'm most afraid of. Not afraid of death, but afraid of the fate of my son. If I die, then what about her fate, will Rifki come to see her?"

"Son, everything's gonna be fine. Be assured of God's destiny, the Doctor can only predict it but fate is in God's grasp. Don't give up like this, you can definitely raise her up, and accompany her every step."

"I'm not sure about that, Mom. If I die, please give this baby to Rifki huh? Please tell him to take good care of this boy,"

"Son, don't tell me about it."

"Mom, promise me. I beg you," Nadhira's eyes started to look glass at this time.

"All right, I'll do what you ask. But, don't give up like this,"

"Yes, that's enough for me. Thank you, for your kindness to me all this time,"

"You've been considered as your own child, don't hesitate to talk to Mom,"

Nadhira also smiled brightly behind the veil that he uses now, from now on he will wear a veil. Suddenly he felt his stomach heartburn, the longer it felt like the more pain.

"Mom, my stomach hurts." Nadhira complains while holding his stomach.

"Do you want to be born, son?" Ask Ms. Siti in a panic.

"Looks like Mom, it hurt a lot" Nadhira got up from her seat.

There were blood spots where he was sitting earlier, both of them immediately panicked when they saw the blood. Siti then shouted for help from her neighbors, cold sweat covered Nadhira's body.

"Call the village midwife!" Shouted a citizen.

"Search for help!"

"Mom, it hurts a lot." Nadhira's cry broke while holding her stomach.

A resident came to the place while driving a village ambulance, with the help of residents, Nadhira was brought into the ambulance. Nadhira was laid on a bench inside the ambulance, inside there was Bu siti, and two other residents.

"Mom, sick..." Nadhira complains with his sobs.

"Take a breath, hold it, and let it out. Be patient, son, we will soon arrive,” Bu Siti also gave instructions to Nadhira.

Nadhira tried to follow these directions, his stomach was getting more painful as time went on. Drop by drop of tears rolled through the end of his eyes, this is what it feels like to give birth, he just found out about it.

"Mama, help me" said Nadhira.