The Last Love of My Life
Birth of Kinara

Rifki who was looking at his laptop was suddenly agitated, he felt very unsettled at this time. He turned to the calendar on his desk, it was time for Nadhira to give birth if she was still alive.

"Could she give birth?"

A drop of tears slid on his cheek, it immediately made Rifki immediately wipe away the tears that dripped on his cheek. His feelings are not calm at this time, he is very worried about something happening with Nadhira or the child in the womb.

Although everyone has said that Nadhira is dead, but his heart always says that he is still in this world. Rifki felt that maybe his son would be born at this time, Rifki also rose from his seat and stood in front of the glass window in his room.

Rifki stared at the full moon, it looked so beautiful from her room. There was a feeling of uneasiness and happiness mixed into one when he saw the beauty of the full moon at this time, he also shed more tears.

"Dhira, will our child be born at this time? Where are you, honey? Give me a clue to find you, give me a way to see you."

His tears were increasingly rushing when he said that, Rifki was able to sense something complicated at the moment. It was as if there would be a very strong inner bond between her and Nadhira, an inner bond that could not be separated by anything.

"O Allah, send forth the birth of the servant's son at this time. Protect him, for you are as good a protector to him. Servant leave anything to You, O God, do not let him why."

Rifki also rushed to the bathroom to take water ablution, he could only leave everything to the creator, because he was now far away from Nadhira and very far to be found.

After ablution himself immediately rushed to wear his sarong and copy, he then prayed because his mind was not calm, and asked for help to the creator of the universe.

*****

In the village ambulance, Nadhira was holding his mother's hand with a body that shook softly due to the pain she felt at this time. Sweat will not stop to continue to wet his body, as well as tears that continue to flow between the sidelines of his beautiful eyes.

"Bu is sick," complained Nadhira while holding tightly to Bu Siti's hand.

"Hold on we'll be there soon,"

Nadhira is now struggling to give birth to the child in her birth, with tears and sweat she pushes with all her energy she has. Upon arrival at a nearby puskesmas, Nadhira was directly handled by midwives.

"Come on, little more!"

"Yes...."

In the room, Nadhira accompanied by Bu Siti, both hands clutching the handrails of Bu Siti. With all her strength trying to give birth to her child, sweat flooded her body.

The pain that was so intense now he felt, but he did not want to give up just like that. Nadhira continued to try to be able to give birth to the child, although unaccompanied by Rifki beside him at this time.

"Keep Ma'am, take a breath, hold it, and get it out."

"Let's...."

Bu Siti continued to whisper sholawat in Nadhira's ear to strengthen the woman, ceaselessly he continued to pray that Nadhira could give birth to her child safely. He rubbed Nadhira's head slowly, the gentle swab felt like a swab of Rifki that was always given to him.

Nadhira felt the presence of Rifki in that place, although his body was not there but Nadhira was able to feel the presence of his soul in that place. That gave her the strength to give birth to her child.

"Keep Ma'am....."

"RIFKIIII......" Shouted Nadhira.

"Oekkkkb... Oekk...."

Nadhira felt that having come out, hearing the cry of a baby made her feel relieved. He looked at Bu Siti with tears, while Bu Siti was smiling at him happily.

The midwife immediately put the baby on Nadhira's chest without cleaning it first, the goal is to strengthen the inner bond between the mother and her child. Nadhira limply was looking at her newborn baby, a cute baby who still closed both eyes.

Right at 10 pm, the child in Nadhira's womb was born into this world. The myth is that if the child is born at night, they will be brave, and if the child is born during the day, the child will be a fearful child.

"Congratulations Ma'am, the girl's son," said the Midwife.

"Thank you, Mom." Said Miss Siti happily.

"Rifki, your son has been born into this world, I managed to give birth to him dear. Our daughter, she is beautiful" said Nadhira with tears of happiness.

"Congratulations, son. She is beautiful like you," said Ms. Siti who felt very happy and happy.

"Alhamdulillah Ma'am, this child I will name Kinara Princess Abayana,"

"Kinara, what a name."

The pain of giving birth was forgotten by Nadhira after hearing the cry of his son. Ms. Siti continued to rub her head slowly, she felt happy when she found out that her adopted child had given birth safely.

Slowly the land of Nadhira's eyes was closed, Nadhira was not conscious afterwards. It immediately made Bu Siti panicked because Nadhira did not respond to the words and calls, Midwife who handled the birth of Nadhira was immediately touched Nadhira's hand to feel his pulse.

*****

The wooden bagbih that was in Rifki's hand was released from his hand grip, inwardly he felt something that happened to Nadhira. Tears that were in his eyes were flowing dripping down his cheeks, and immediately rubbed by it.

"What's wrong with Dhira? I hope you're okay, baby. I feel like you're calling my name right now, where are you, baby?"

The sound of sobbing was heard from Rifki's lips that were shaking at this moment, she really felt worried at this moment. Rifki did not understand her own feelings at this time, whether it was happy or sad, the two seemed to be mixed into one.

Suddenly the wind was blowing hard to make the curtains in the room blow because it was blown by the wind that night, Rifki immediately rose from her alphabet to close the glass window door in her room.

"Dhira, I miss you so much dear. You where? Hurry back, and come to see me here. I'll always be waiting for you baby, there'll be no one to take your place in my heart,"

Rifki also looked towards the moon that was shining brightly, a look full of longing was emanated from his face. She desperately longs for the presence of Nadhira in her life, the only woman capable of making her spirit return.

Both of his eyes continued to water, the loneliness that was very deep now he was feeling. Life without Nadhira by his side was totally impossible for him to imagine, let alone do it as it is today. Although he was not really lonely because there were still his parents, his sister, even members of Gengcobra. But for him, his day was full of loneliness.

So many wounds that now he feels, he really wants the presence of Nadhira back into his life. He hopes that someday he can be reunited with the figure of Nadhira, and able to be together again as before for eternity.

"Dhira, come back with me. I need you right next to me,"

*****

The little baby who still closed his eyes was sleeping peacefully with his nose very similar to Rifki and his lips thin and beautiful.

The baby has been cleaned, and it looks beautiful at the moment. While beside this a woman was lying unconscious, because of the loss of a lot of blood so that she needed additional blood by being paired with an infusion containing blood.

Not long after, the tiny baby was writhing with thirst, because it did not find the existence of a source of water for him to drink, finally the baby was crying at this time. Hearing the cry of a baby, immediately made Bu Siti hold the baby to calm him down.

Oekkp... Oekkkp... Oekkkp....

The cry seemed to disturb Nadhira who was closing his eyes, he scrunched his forehead trying to resuscitate himself. Slowly the land itself began to open both eyes, seeing it immediately made Bu Siti feel happy.

"Thank God you will realize, son. A few hours you are unconscious" said Bu Siti happily when she saw Nadhira had opened both eyes.

"She's thirsty, son."

"Siniin ma'am, let me feed her. She must be thirsty,"

"Are you still strong, son?"

"It's my duty to be a mother to my son, Mom. I'm not papa,"

"All right,"

Bu Siti immediately put the baby near Nadhira to get her ass, Nadhira also gave breast milk for the first time to her son. He smiled when he saw his son who had stopped crying.

"Drink a lot dear, let you big fast" said Nadhira.

Siska who just came home from work was immediately approached them at the nearest puskesmas, he felt happy because his adoptive brother was conscious during that day. He also felt happy when he learned that his nephew had been born into the world today.

"Assalamualaikum" said Siska who had just entered the room.

"Waalaikumussalam," replied Nadhira and Bu Siti together.

Siska was immediately standing beside the bangkar where Nadhira was lying while giving breast milk to her child, she smiled brightly when she saw the tiny baby. It was unrelenting for her to continue looking at the cute baby's face, there were no words that could express her happy feelings at this moment.

"Eh Adek again drink yes, very cute anyway," said Siska while touching the baby's cheek softly.

"You'll be bothered with him later" Nadhira said with a smile to Siska.

"Even not only later Sis, now also ngak papa kok, Siska is ready to be bothered by my nephew. Oh right, sister, what kind of girl is a guy?" Siska asked without taking her eyes off the baby's face.

"Girl, Sis."

"really? Wah home will be full of dolls later, cool to have Adek chick."

Nadhira smiled happily at Siska's words. Siska who was wearing the veil only saw her eyes narrowed, which meant that she was also smiling at this time. Being disturbed by the presence of Siska makes the baby stop to drink his milk.

"Can't Siska be fat?" Ask Siska.

"What can you do, son?" Ask Bu Siti to her son.

"No way, Mom. His bones are still fragile, but he just wants to carry them,"

"Heart holds it" said Nadhira.

"Yes, sister,"

Bu Siti then helped Siska to hold the baby Nadhira, she also held the baby slowly in her current carrier. It appears that the baby is back to sleep soundly, in Siska's arms.

"Have you chosen a name for him?" Siska asked curiously.

"Already,"

"What's his name, brother?"

"Daughter of Abriyanta, Princess,"

"Then the call is Princess? Or Kinar?"

"The call is Kinara,"

"Then I call Nara."

After Nadhira realized, he was finally allowed to go home by the Doctor. Siska went directly to the administration to pay for the delivery, in fact Nadhira felt bad because it was financed by others, but Siska continued to force him because he had prepared the ordinary for a long time and everything had been prepared by him.

"Sis, is there an atm around here?" Ask Nadhira.

"Sir, what do you want?"

"Awhile Big Brother still had a little money in the account given by Big Brother's husband before Big Brother fell short that time, and Big Brother still brought him up until now,"

"So don't save your money for Kinara's future, I still have money. Brother's money, brother just save it for Kinara later,"

"That's more than enough, after Kinara has grown up later, Brother will find a job to send himself to school. Brother feels bad because all this time has troubled you with the presence of Brother,"

"Sister did not bother us at all, instead I was happy there was a brother here, I so there was a meeting to chat and joke. All this time I felt lonely, Kak, the village boy always stayed away from me because of the veil I used," complained Siska considering the incident when he was shunned by others.

"Then why can you keep Istiqomah wearing a veil?" Tanya Nadhira was curious.

"I originally wanted to take off my veil, Sis, but said my ustadzah at school, he said it is better to be hot in the world than to be hot in the end, and women are the biggest slander for men. I'm also more comfortable wearing a veil than not wearing it now, because I also feel safe from the view of the men,"

"You're right, Sis. But Brother also can't Istiqomah like you, Brother will try to keep Istiqomah,"

"God willing can Kok Kak, the most important thing is the intention of the heart. A person's faith can be strengthened by the heart, if the heart is determined then the mind will always support."

"Yes Sis, don't forget to go to the ATM?"

"No need Brother, mending money Brother for the future of Kinara only later,"

"This is also for Kinara, Sis. For the birth of Kinara, there is more kok, so far the money from the husband Sister was never used. All the needs he buys, Brother never spends that money,"

"Seriously?"

"Yes, take your brother to the ATM first before going home,"

"Alright Brother, if Brother continues to force."

*****

The clutch!

The voice of Rifki's phone rang, he immediately looked at the screen of the phone. There was a message coming in that told him that someone had withdrawn money from his account, who would have thought that the account held by Nadhira was directly connected to Rifki's mobile phone.

"Withdrawal of 20 million? This is Nadhira's account number, did someone find the account card" Rifki said seriously to read the withdrawal message.

There is also an address where the card owner made a withdrawal. Rifki was surprised because there was no activity for so long but this time there arrived a person who was withdrawing cash from the account.