The Last Love of My Life

The Last Love of My Life
Who's the good Om?


During this time Kinara was only raised alone by Ana without interference from her father. That's what makes Kinara very difficult to tell, even Kinara is too active in doing anything including also making problems with people around him.


Many times Ana gets protests from her neighbors because of the mischief of Kinara, even Ana to the point of dizziness has to educate her in what kind of way. Kinara was actually a submissive little girl, but her father's lack of upbringing made her a stubborn girl and even difficult to tell.


A father is the first love for his daughter, which is what makes Kinara like never loved by a man. In fact, a mother's affection alone is not enough for her daughter.


No wonder Kinara would grow up to be a stubborn, wayward girl, and even often make trouble for her neighbors. Father was the one who was most feared by girls, so without the presence of Rifki, there was nothing to be feared by Kinara.


That's what makes Kinara known as a figure who likes to make trouble, even a day he can not sit still at home. Although Ana had already punished him by locking him up at home, Kinara was still able to escape through her window.


Ana no longer knew how to educate Kinara, even the girl did not obey her at all to not make trouble. He was exhausted as if his mind could not rest, because he had to be able to solve the riots that his daughter had made.


There, Kinara is known for making riots. Even the entire community around him all know him, because he likes to throw tantrums with them, until he is known so deeply by them.


"Tante, Mama isn't mad at Nara?" Kinara asked Siska.


"No dear, it's just that Mama is sad if Nara goes away without saying goodbye like this" Siska said as she rubbed Kinara's head slowly.


Seeing Kinara meet up with the family members again, Rifki could only smile. Rifki did not recognize the figure of the woman in front of him, it made Rifki who hoped that Kinara was his son was extinct.


"Thank God Nara has met her family, if we say so first" said Rifki.


"Om good not to stop by Nara's house?" Kinara asked while releasing her embrace from Siska's feet and holding Rifki's hand tightly.


"Other times, son. Om there is still an office business, when if Om has time, Om will play at Nara's house" Rifki said while crouching in front of Kinara.


"Om good promise huh?"


"Yes Nara, this run out Nara came home, kept bathing, continued to eat a lot to mature quickly. If Nara is as big as Auntie, Nara can nolongin people like that,"


"Yes Om good,"


"Nara let's go home, pity Mama Nara who continues to grieve looking for Nara," Invite Siska.


"But Nara's scared, Auntie. What if Nara gets scolded by Mama?"


"Hem... Take it easy, there's aunty,"


"Yes Aunt,"


Siska continues to convince Ana that she will not scold Kinara later, but Kinara is still afraid to go home when she finds out that she is too late to go home. Akhinya Kinara also wanted to be invited home by Siska, after being persuaded by Rifki himself.


"It's so we say yes, Mas. Thank you for nolongin Nara, indeed her son is a little difficult to tell. But his heart is good" Siska told Rifki.


"His name is also a child, Ma'am. As time goes on, he'll be able to learn to get better in the future."


"Yes, if you'll excuse me, please,"


"Om, Nara go home first huh? Thank you for buying ice cream, it tastes so good, Om. Nara really likes it" Kinara told Rifki.


"Yes, same thing."


"Let's play again, Om. Now Nara wants to go home first,"


"God willing, we will meet again. After this Nara went straight home and took a shower and went to sleep,"


"Yes Om,"


Siska also invites Kinara to return home, while Rifki who saw the departure of Kinara can only smile wryly, she still wants to play with Kinara but her family members have invited her to go home.


"Riff..." Call Bayu when you see Rifki's face as if she is storing sadness.


"I don't papa, if my son was here maybe he was as big as that little girl, Bay. I don't know where they are now, I really miss Dhira, how she is now, I don't know either. All those years he's been gone, doesn't he intend to come back with me?" Ask Rifki in a raucous tone.


"Patience, Rif. I'm sure he'll come back someday, he'll never be able to separate a child from his own father for a very, very long time, and it must be fate that will allow you to meet your son, Rif. Had she been here, she must have been as beautiful as Dhira,"


"He's so cruel, Bay. He could've separated me from my own son, and I wanted to play with him, too,"


"He must have his own reasons for what he did, Rif. Not only 1 or 5 years we know Dhira, but from childhood, Rif. We grew up together, through every joy and sorrow, always together, and you know for yourself that he always acted recklessly and did not care for himself in order to save others. Maybe that's what he's doing now to protect you and your daughter, too,"


"I just hope that he and my son are okay, Bay. Live worthily without lack of anything, wherever he is may he always be in the protection of God,"


"Aamiin, let's just pray for the best for both. And I will always pray, may you two be quick to be reunited and be a happy family,"


"That's my hope, Bay. All I'm afraid of is what if my son hates me because all this time I never accompanied him to grow up? The more the day goes on, the greater the fear, Bay. What if he hates me and doesn't accept me as his father? What should I do later?"


"Love's come to get used to it, Rif. No matter how much we hate it, if we shower it with love, it will turn into love. Let alone melt the heart of a child,"


"Yes, Bay. I wish I could do that someday,"


*****


Siska takes Kinara home, because Ana is already home. Previously Ana looks sick because of her panic thinking about Kinara, so Siska told her to go home early so that she can rest at home while waiting for the arrival of Kinara.


"Mama" said Kinara who is now staring at the door of his house.


"Where have you been?" Ana asked as she rushed towards Kinara.


"Sorry Nara, Ma. Nara promised not to do anything like that this afternoon,"


Ana immediately hugged the little girl's body tightly, herself very worried that something happened with Kinara. Moreover, there are still many enemies Papa stretched, whether they recognize Kinara or not, but Ana continues to feel afraid.


"Mommy fever?" Tanya Kinara felt her mother's body feel warm.


"Where have you been? Mama's afraid of you why, son. Sorry Mama who was angry with Nara earlier, Mama just wanted Nara to be okay,"


"Nara's wrong, Ma. I'm sorry Nara made Mama sick?"


"Don't ever stay in Mama, son. Mama is afraid of losing Nara, sorry Mama yes, Mama did that just because she did not want Nara why. Mama loves Nara very much, Nara is a precious treasure for Mama to be able to survive,"


"Mama, I met with Om well, he said that Mama Nara loved Nara very much and did not want Nara to be sick" said Kinara who was still in the warm arms of her mother.


"Om good?"


Ana loosened her arms, and held her two shoulders. Kinara's innocent gaze was staring at Ana's face, while Ana stared fixedly at the face of her beloved child.


"Yes Ma, Om who had ngobatin Nara at that time, he was very good with Nara. It was good Om also nolongin Nara who wanted to fall from the tree,"


"Who is Om good? Nara climbed a tree? Why climb a tree, son?"


"Siska doesn't know, sister. He wears a suit and is very handsome Kak, Nara also seems very familiar with him. Like he's not from here, brother. Like people who travel far, because Siska also does not know him," Sela Siska.


"Nara, don't trust people easily, son. We don't know him yet, if he intends to be evil to Nara how?" Ask Ana.


"But he's not a bad guy, Ma. She was very good with Nara, Nara was invited to buy a lot of ice cream,"


"Yes Mama knows, but Nara must be careful with new people, and do not easily believe that. Is Nara not afraid of why she is the same? What if Nara was kidnapped with her?"


"Nara's scared,"


"When not close to unknown people, how will Nara be sold? Then Nara can't see you again with Mama and Auntie,"


"Nara doesn't want to, Ma. Nara wants Mama and Auntie, too,"


"Don't be easy to trust the same people you don't know?"


"Yes Ma,"


"Yes, Nara took a bath after that meal. Mama's been preparing Nara's favorite meal,"


"Fried chicken?"


"Yes,"


Kinara immediately rushed to get into his house, he immediately went into the bathroom to clean his body. Meanwhile, Ana and Siska still remain in the guest room.


"Who's the good Om that Nara means?" Ask Ana to Siska.


"No idea, Brother. But from his face almost like Kinara's face, is it possible that Big Brother is familiar?"


"The face of Kinara if seen look almost similar to the husband of Sister, Sis. What don't do, the good Om that Kinara means is Rifki," Ana guessed.


"Maybe sister, but I don't know for sure about that either,"


"If it's true that he's a Rifki, we have to get out of here. I don't want to, Kinara's identity is revealed at this age, especially if she is still a child who can't stand guard yet. It's not time Kinara met her father, yet,"


"What's really going on, brother? Brother never told me about it, maybe with a story, Brother can find a solution. Kinara also has a right to know about her father, sister."


"I know that, Sis. Our enemies are too many and they're after Kinara's life, I won't be able to let that go. Moreover, Kinara is still small, and has not been able to defend himself. I don't want to risk anything about Kinara,"


"Yes, sister, Siska understands."


"We just need to find out who the good Om meant by Nara, I'm afraid that he is an enemy who pretends to be good to steal Nara's attention. When we let our guard down, I was afraid he'd use that to take Nara away,"


"Pity Nara, even a child has an enemy. Even they want Nara's life, just don't think it out with your family, sister. Why Nara?"


"If my first child were still alive, Sis. It's not Kinara that's gonna be their target, it's my first child,"


"What's wrong, brother? I've never told you about my first brother's son,"


"He had to stretch his life even though he was not born in the world, at that time my gestational age was still 6 months, Sis. There was such a problem that we had to lose the fetus, and I didn't want Kinara to suffer the same fate as my son."


*****


Kinara was lying on her bed looking at her book, reading the book. Ana occasionally looked at her son who studied very diligently, not usually her son wanted to read a book.


"Ma, if we are diligent in learning, later will be able to reach the mind, right, Ma? You see, teacher Nara said so," asked Kinara without looking at Ana.


"Yes, what would Kinara be?" Ask Ana back.


"Kinara wants to see Papa, Ma. Mama said, Papa is good and smart, so Nara wants to show Papa later if Nara is also smart like Papa,"


"Papa Nara must be proud of Nara,"


"But where is Papa Nara, Ma? Why have you never met Nara all this time, Nara also did not know what Papa's face like,"


"Your father is out of the country, Nara. Looking for money for us,"


"But why don't you ever go home, Ma? Does she miss Nara?"


"Kalo Nara will grow up later, Nara will know about this. For now, Nara learned really yes, so that someday she can continue the company of your Papa,"


"Yes Ma,"


Ana also rubbed the top of Kinara's head, not only Kinara who wanted to meet with Rifki, but she also missed the figure of Rifki which means a lot to her. He could not meet with Rifki, because he did not want Kinara's identity to be revealed, and it would provoke his enemy to try to harm Kinara.


"Ma, is Om good enough to kidnap Nara?" Kinara asked again when she remembered her previous mother's words.


"Mama doesn't know him, what if he's an enemy of your father? Nara could be in danger later,"


"But good Om is very good with Nara, Ma. He never even spoke rudely to Nara,"


"Don't Nara know who Om is? How many times did Nata meet?"


"Nara knows you, Ma. But Nara calls him Om well, Nara meets twice,"


"Well, Nara herself doesn't know him, right? Especially if he only met twice, if he really wanted to kidnap Nara how?"


"Nara doesn't want to, Ma. Nara wants Mama with Papa,"


"I'm sorry Mama, I can't see your dad right now. But, hopefully soon we can get together again like before,"


"Where is Papa, Ma?"


"Your father ....." Said Ana hanging hearing the question from her son, "He is abroad and is looking for money for us, to support us so that Nara can still buy snacks," Lies Ana to her son.


"But why didn't Papa ever come home, Ma? Doesn't he want to see us?"


Ana also published a smile to her son, a smile that was difficult to interpret clearly, she did not know what to say for now. Kinara was still a child, and did not understand about everything.


"Is Papa more willing to do business than meet us, Ma? Why hasn't he been wanting to find Nara all this time? Doesn't she care about Nara?"


"Nara can't think like that,"


"But temen temen Nara is waiting, always talk like that, Ma. Papa Nara never came home because he was busy with his work, how much the salary Papa, until he never came home just to see Nara for a while."


"Nara! Mama never taught you to say that,"


"Where are you going, Ma?"


"Had Mama told you, your dad works for Nara."