The Last Love of My Life
Let go of longing

Hearing Hendra's agonizing moans made Nadhira feel very satisfied, even more cruel than even wild animals. Continuing to shout asking Nadhira to stop it because it was very painful for him, but Nadhira did not listen to his request at all.

Incision after incision was done by Nadhira, even himself as if he would enjoy it so much. Could it be that this had become an opium for him, even when killing many people he did not feel guilty at all.

Hendra's blood flowed rapidly, he also felt very tormented because Nadhira who continued to say the sword in his chest. Hendra also looked helpless at this moment, his two eyes were eager to be closed.

"Young Miss, please let me go" said Hendra softly as she continued to plead with Nadhira.

Nadhira seemed to not care about that person, but in his heart he bore a deep sense of disappointment. He did not think at all that the person in front of him had betrayed him, the person who had been so loyal had turned into a traitor.

"What's Rifki's lack in treating you? Why do you want to eliminate him? What mistake made you want to finish him off?" Ask Nadhira.

"Please forgive me Young Miss, that ambition has blinded me. I promise I won't do it again, please give me a chance to live once,"

"I've forgiven you, Hendra,"

"Thank you Young Miss, thank you Young Miss,"

Hendra felt very happy when getting an apology from Nadhira, he also felt escaped the current death in front of him. The woman looked very scary at the moment, even her gaze seemed to intimidate someone to the point of making the person creep in fear.

"But that does not mean you will escape the punishment I will give you. I hate people who betray like you, the most,"

Deg

The answer instantly made Hendra's heart stop beating, Nadhira did forgive him but that does not mean just let go. Anyone who dealt with him had to die at his hands, therefore he did forgive does not mean saving his life.

"You said I was weak, right? Why are you begging me now? Why don't you fight me now? Show me that you are strong, how strong are you that you dare to fight me? You only know some of my attitude but not all of my attitude" asked Nadhira.

"Young Miss, please. Please let me go,"

"I'll let you go, but after you're dead."

The answer immediately made Hendra look very weak at this time, Nadhira like an angel of death who mercilessly took the lives of others. Even he did not listen to the pain experienced by Hendra and his men since.

His blood continued to pour out, making the man look very limp at the moment. Even to move his finger alone he was unable to do that because of the pain he was feeling. He felt that his entire flesh was being skinned by Nadhira, even he felt that his entire limbs were in great pain at this time.

If you do not get help immediately, maybe the man will die slowly. If he runs out of blood, then his death will soon pick him up sooner or later. Even today, the man looks very difficult to breathe, because there is not enough oxygen intake for him.

"You won't survive again, Hendra. All this time I respected you because you were older and a confidant of Grandpa Arya, but your current actions really disappointed me. Even I have absolutely no pity for you, and you will not die easily, you must be tormented before you meet your end."

"Young Miss, help me. I still want to live" said Hendra softly with several tears filled with regret.

It will not be easy to make Nadhira sympathize with him, so that the woman will let go of the man. Instead Nadhira just ignored it, he did not care that Hendra would mark her as a very cruel woman.

"What did you say before? You said that my husband and I would not survive, right? Because you only know the wounds I have but not my resolve. I told you before, I came back to life to slaughter people like you,"

"Young Master! Please come to your senses, save me!" Shouted Hendra who asked Rifki who was unconscious, it made Nadhira laugh watching the fear of Hendra.

Wasn't Rifki unconscious because of his earlier actions? So why is he currently screaming for help to Rifki, who even the man still closed his eyes because of the drug effect they gave to Rifki. It is precisely her who is in a fog at this time, whether to whom else she will ask for help, because no one can help her at this time from the creepy woman.

"Make him get up and stop me" Nadhira told Hendra with a very sharp look.

Even if Rifki wakes up from the effects of drugs, Rifki will not be able to stop what his wife did. It is precisely Rifki himself who will intervene to kill the man, because he himself does not want to see Nadhira drenched in blood just to finish off the people who want to harm him.

Because the drug's effect was quite strong, making Rifki unable to open both eyes. According to Hendra, only Rifki is able to stop the action of Nadhira at this time, but Rifki itself is still under his consciousness. So how can he ask for help from Rifki? It was just a pointless thing even though Rifki woke up though it was.

"Young Miss! Please don't do that,"

"You know, doing this to a traitor like you is so much fun" Nadhira once again drew his sword to the man.

"Argghhhhh..... Young Miss! Please forgive me!" Shouted Hendra with the pills..

"Shutttt's... Don't yell, you can disturb Rifki's sleep soundly later. I don't want to because you're making her feel disturbed" Nadhira said, putting her fingertips in front of her mouth.

True beyond reason, Nadhira turned into a psychopath at this time. Even he did not care at all about the cry of Hendra who was in pain, the man in his 60s seemed so resigned at this time, even if he begged it would be ignored by Nadhira. Since Nadhira would not accept her plea, she did not expect that her life would end in the hands of the Young Miss whom she had always respected all this time.

Because his ambition to get the wealth owned by Rifki also made him blind to the treasure. Especially when Hendra finds out that Rifki has a xingsi heirloom kris, he thinks that the wealth owned by Rifki comes from the power of the xingsi heirloom kris.

"My sins are so much, dear. Forgive me Rif, forgive me, forgive myself for this sin. I'm an ungodly wife to her husband, I'm sorry, Rif. I'm so mean to you guys" said Nadhira quietly as he looked towards Rifki who was lying unconscious.

Nadhira then approached Rifki, he also stared fixedly at her husband's face. The very face he missed at this time, he also held Rifki's cheek and rubbed it slowly. A single tear flowed through his eyes, the person he loved so much was now in front of him.

"Rifki, I didn't expect that I could see you again right now, honey. Do you feel the same for me? I miss you so much Rif, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for leaving you like this, you should know that I did this for the sake of our son. He's a kid, he doesn't understand anything about the two of us, yet,"

Nadhira then untied the bond in the body of Rifki, because the rope was difficult to open akhinya Nadhira using his sword again to cut the rope. After that, Nadhira then threw away the sword without direction, while he then hugged Rifki's body very tightly.

Nadhira misses Rifki so much at this time, making him shed his tears while hugging Rifki's body very tightly. Nadhira also cried when hugging the unconscious body of Rifki, he so missed the figure in his arms.

Nadhira put his face on Rifki's neck, he sobbed softly because the horn missed him. Nadhira seems to be as excited as this time, but Rifki did not hear it because he was under drugs to make him unconscious.

"I love you Rif, I won't let anyone want to hurt you. Whoever wants to finish them must end right then and there, I am here Rif and will always love you. Our son is already grown, his name is Kinara, his face is very similar to yours, even his attitude is not much different from yours. From now on I will always be by your side to protect you, not as your wife but as someone near you. Ana uhibopen fillah zawji, my heart is only for you,"

Nadhira kissed Rifki on the cheek for so long, she missed him so much. Even he was unable to hold back his tears at this moment, the longing that was extremely deep now finally met, even though Rifki was still unconscious at this moment.

Jedhuarrs...

Suddenly a lightning strike appeared in the sky tonight, Nadhira knowing that there will be a very heavy rain at this time. Nadhira then links Rifki's right hand around her neck, and intends to take the man away from the spot before both showers.

Nadhira took him to a cave not far from the place, it was a cave where Haris and Aryabima had taken him. The cave is next to the cave that was once used by Prince Kian to hide the heirloom of xingsi before.

It is not without reason that Nadhira takes her to the place, if until Rifki finds out who took her he will feel suspicious. Because no one can enter the cave except the descendants of Prince Kian, but Nadhira can now enter the cave because in his body was once flowed by the energy of the devil's gem.

The demon gem energy is not evil energy, why is it called a demon gem? Because the jewel brought a disaster that if used carelessly. Therefore the gem is named the devil's jewel, because the one who holds it will always be in danger.

Nadhira then took the unconscious Rifki to a cave, he did not want that when Rifki realized Rifki knew that he was the one who brought her there. Even if Rifki is not aware, the members of Gengcobra can not find it, because they all can not enter the cave.

Therefore, Nadhira took Rifki to a cave near the cave owned by Prince Kian. With slowly the land and heart of Nadhira's heart laid Rifki's body on a rock that was large enough, the stone was once used by Nadhira sleeping when Nadhira was injured at that time.

"If one day you're gonna hate me for this, I accept everything with sincerity, Rif. It's all my fault for separating a child from her father, I'm sorry, I had to do this to not endanger Kinara's life. I don't want to lose another child, it hurts me so much, Rif. What's the point of me living if I let my son stretch his life, I don't want it to happen again with Kinara,"

Nadhira was not satisfied to continue to look at Rifki's face, so he continued to look at the face very closely as a treatment of longing that was very deep for him. For 11 years he had never seen that face, he was so sad when he saw the rather thin body of Rifki.

Even when Nadhira hugged him, Nadhira felt that there was something different from the man's body. He did not know what was experienced by Rifki so far, making the man look very thin than before.

The smell of Rifki's body that had become opium to him was smelled so clear, the scent made him feel very calm. Nadhira also touched Rifki's beautiful eyelids, both eyes will look more beautiful when opened, but now the eyes are tightly closed.

"Oma Sarah, Grandpa Aryabima, our son, Theo, some members of the Gengcobra, and some members of the Gengters. The people we love, slowly leave us, just for protecting us, Rif. They sacrificed their lives just for us, lost loved ones so hard, I don't want to lose you too, Rif. Kinara is a kid, I don't want her why just because of our selfishness, when she grows up we will meet again. Be patient, baby, I know I look very selfish, but what I'm doing is for you guys,"

Not long after the rain actually fell, the rain was so heavy that it made the air in the cave very cold. Nadhira then collected the logs in the cave into one, he remembered that Haris had put a match in the cave.

Nadhira then searched for the match, because previously the cave was used by Harris and Aryabima to hide. Nadhira immediately lit the match, making the cave look bright at this time.

He did not know that the time had shown at 3 am, after lighting the fire he immediately rushed out of the cave to clean his body drenched in blood. Nadhira also immediately took a rain shower at that time, because he had arrived at the place first so that his clothes were already in that place.

After feeling his white clothes had been clean from blood stains Nadhira was back into the cave, he immediately changed into black clothes by wearing a veil. He sat near Rifki who was unconscious, the effects of the drug were strong enough that until now Rifki was still unconscious.

"Dear, I miss you so much, now you're safe with me. I'm not gonna let anyone hurt you, baby you gotta be okay. You know, when I found out that you had a new wife, it hurt a lot, I couldn't even imagine Kinara's future, but in fact my mind is wrong you're still faithfully waiting for me to come."

Nadhira rubbed Rifki's head slowly while occasionally bringing her face closer to Rifki's face, she missed him so much all along. A single tear came out from the tip of Rifki's eyes, could it be that Rifki felt Nadhira's presence beside her at this moment. So that even when he was unconscious he shed his tears, the two missed each other but the two could not be together.

Nadhira dropped his embrace back on Rifki's body, he leaned his head on the chest of Rifki's field. Comfort that he had never felt so far was now able to feel, when it was a very comfortable position for Nadhira. Where she can lean against her husband's chest area comfortably, though Rifki is still unconscious.

"I miss you, Rif. Missing your face, longing for your laugh, longing for your fight, all about you I miss her so much. I'm sorry my husband, I can't be a good wife to you, I don't dare to meet you. I've let you down so much, I'm sorry, my sins are so great to you,"

Nadhira was sobbing crying when leaning her head in the field of her husband, it felt very comfortable and this is what she missed so far. Suddenly his limbs felt sore, as a result of the incision wound he had received earlier.

"Akhs... I'd better find medicinal leaves so as not to get infected. You wait here, baby, I'll be right back after bringing the medicinal ingredients for my wounds. You won't be alone, I'll always take care of you even if you won't recognize me,"

It was very hard to leave Rifki at that place, even if only for a short time. Because his deep longing made it very difficult to leave Rifki in that place, he was still not satisfied to look at the face of his beloved husband.

Nadhira then got up, he rushed to get out of the cave, to look for a plant that he could use to relieve the pain he felt at this time. In front of the cave, there were already several medicinal plants that were deliberately planted by Aryabima before, and it made it easier for Nadhira to find medicinal plants.