The Last Love of My Life
Disappointment

Ana is afraid that her son will get sick from not sleeping all night, and that's what makes her panic. Siska herself felt guilty for failing to look after Kinara, and even Kinara had to stay up late just to wait for Mama's return overnight.

"Nara could not sleep easily if not sung sholawatan, Siska. Why let Nara wake up?"

"I'm sorry, brother. I don't know about it, even when Mom sang it, I used to fall asleep instead of Nara,"

Siska felt bad for Ana, especially when she saw the restless and disappointed face inside her foster sister's face. Unintentionally Siska held onto Ana's long arm, and immediately saw a patch of blood on her hand. At first Siska did not suspect that her hand was stained with blood, but the sticky feeling of the blood immediately made her realize this.

Seeing the blood arriving in his hands, it made Siska so very surprised. He asked where the blood came from? He thought that Ana was injured at this time, Ana who saw the bloodstains in Siska's hand could only stand still, not knowing what answer she would give when Siska asked him.

"Sister's hand why is it bleeding like this? What happened to Brother?" Siska asked while looking at her palm.

Siska panicked when she saw a blood glimmer on her hand after holding onto her brother's long arm, especially when feeling a very sticky taste due to the blood coming out due to the incision of a very sharp knife.

"I'm not papa, Sis. Don't mind my condition too much" said Ana.

"But Brother, why can Brother get hurt like this? Brother from all night? Why can you get hurt like this, I'll tell you about this,"

"Sis, don't tell anyone about the wound in my hand. I don't want to make other people worry about me let alone Mom, you know for yourself that Mom is easy to think about" Ana said while holding Siska's hand.

"But what kind of wound did Brother have?"

"It's gonna heal on its own, I stopped the bleeding earlier, too,"

"But Brother, it must hurt, right? How could you get hurt?"

"It's not worth my disappointment with someone, Sis. This wound means nothing to me,"

Ana also remembered about the betrayal committed by Hendra before, she still did not think that people who were considered loyal actually betrayed her husband. Indeed, the pain experienced is not comparable to that, but the wound is already capable enough to make people around him worry.

"What really happened, brother? Where have you been last night? Why can you get hurt like this? Not only was Kinara worried, I was also worried about Brother," Siska said with sadness to see a drop of tears flowing from the eye fertilizers to drip about the veil she is wearing today.

Ana instantly wiped away her foster sister's tears, several years of living together made the two's relationship so close that when one of the injured among them made them sad. Ana does not like to see Siska crying while Siska is very worried when she sees Ana hurt like that.

"It's a long story, Sis. I can't tell you everything right now, because I don't want to trouble you. It has to do with my husband" Ana said.

"Huh? What happened to my husband brother? Continuously who did this is also Brother's husband?" Siska was surprised.

"No. The enemy is so many, they try to harm him during the fireworks show. The one who had the fireworks was my husband, out of nowhere he knew Nara's birthday,"

"So that's Brother's husband? When Nara was born and we were expelled from the village, a few days later someone came to the village. I heard they were looking for that Brother and Sister's son, but their ways exceeded the mind of a human,"

Hearing that immediately made Ana very surprised, she did not know about it. He did not know who was looking for him, even Siska herself did not tell Ana all this time so Ana only found out today.

"Who came to the village? Why did you just tell me now, why didn't you tell me a long time ago anyway, Sis?"

"I dare not say that, Brother. Moreover, the people to hurt the residents there, and make the entire population frightened for several months because of fear that the person will come again. I did not dare to tell this to Brother, because at that time Brother was also in a heavy problem,"

"But Sis, I need to know something about myself. Especially to the point of making someone else hurt because of me, I don't want that to happen, Sis. Why didn't you tell me before?"

"I'm sorry, brother. At that time I did not dare to say it to Brother, let alone we were expelled from the village and Brother gave birth. Siska was afraid, if the news would make the condition of Brother become severe because there are many things that you have to think about alone,"

"Rifki can't do that, he can't possibly harm innocent people. Moreover, the citizens who know absolutely nothing, I know very well about him,"

Human attitude is able to change, so do not expect too much to a human. We do not know how he will behave someday, even though we know him deeply but not with the increase of the day to come.

"But the truth is like that, brother. It could be the one who did that Big Brother's husband, because they said all of them, that person looks like he is wearing a black suit and like a rich man. But strangely why would he know that Brother is still alive?"

"There's no way he's doing that, Sis. Rifki's not that kind of person, it's definitely not her,"

"I don't know about that, brother. But it really happened in that village,"

"I've known him since childhood, Sis. I'm well aware of his attitude, if he did that then..."

Ana also held onto her chest that was painful, a single tear shed on her cheek. He does not accept if it is true that doing that is Rifki himself, how could Rifki do such a thing especially to ordinary innocent people just to be able to meet him.

"Sister!" Shouting Siska.

"Rifki couldn't possibly do that, Rifki couldn't possibly hurt anyone else just because of his ambition. He can't possibly do that" Ana said softly as she held onto his chest.

Ana's body was slightly shaken to make Siska swiftly catch her, Siska also touched Ana's forehead which felt hot. Ana did not think about what she was hearing right now, how could Rifki do that to someone who had no connection like them.

Hearing the words of Siska, it immediately made Ana's condition suddenly decrease. What had been fine and there were only wounds on both hands, suddenly his body temperature became hot and his body trembled suddenly.

Ana suddenly felt very weak when she heard it, especially she was very familiar with what the figure of Rifki was like all this time. Hearing Siska's words made her immediately hurt her heart, and made her condition suddenly change drastically.

Ana does not believe what she heard about the events of that time, she feels very confident that it was not Rifki who did it. Although the two never exchanged news, but the hearts of the two were connected to each other until this second.

"Big brother why?" Tanya Siska was worried about the condition of her brother.

"Rifki can't do that, right?" Ana stared at the nanar with her heart full of wounds to Siska.

"Sister..."

"There's no way he's like that, Siska. It wasn't Rifki who did it,"

"Sister calm down first, brother why? Sick brother?"

"I'm not papa, Sis. Just dizzy, it will also heal itself," Ana replied while holding her head.

"Siska help you get inside, huh? Let Big Brother rest," Ana only answered him with a slow nod of her head.

Siska then gently rubbed Ana for fear that Ana had fallen, due to the seemingly limp condition. Ana was shocked when she heard what Siska told her, she felt disappointed at what Rifki had done before.

The story is true, but not Rifki the culprit but someone else. However, Ana misunderstands that and assumes that Rifki has oppressed ordinary people who do not interfere in his affairs.

Siska also told Ana to sit on the edge of the mattress in her room, because Ana's clothes look sticky due to the blood spots on her. Siska also opened a little sleeve Ana, and she was surprised to see the many incision wounds there.

"Oh my God, how can there be a wound on my brother's hand like this?" Siska asked in surprise.

"It has. Don't discuss this, it's just a small wound, '" Ana replied.

"But Brother, this must be very painful right? I'm the only one who was scratched by a knife when cooking was very sick, let alone this. Why can you think of this as an ordinary wound?"

"It's common, Sis. And this is common,"

"I don't want to hear anymore, brother. I don't know what your previous life was like, now your wounds must be treated as soon as possible" Siska said.

Siska also took the p3k equipment, she immediately treated Ana. Although the wound was quite numerous, but the blood had stopped to flow, and even the wound had dried up a little.

Ana had previously treated the wound, so the wound was not too severe. Ana has been doing first aid using the benefits of a plant that is able to prevent bleeding before she can get help.

"Sis, about the assault ..." Ana was unable to continue her words.

"Have, don't think about it again, brother. I don't want a brother like that,"

"But Sis, he's not Brother's husband is he? He couldn't have done that to anyone else, he wasn't Rifki, was he?"

"If it's Brother's belief, then rest assured that it's not Brother's husband. Maybe it's just someone else, who wants to make Brother hate his own husband," Siska replied as she continued to treat the wounds in his foster brother's hands.

Siska did not want her brother to continue to think about his words, which would result in declining health from his foster brother. Siska herself also does not understand too much about the events that have happened, because she only listened to the story from the mouth of others instead of seeing it herself.

"My enemies and Rifki are too many, Sis. Maybe someone did it on purpose just to take Kinara away from me. Many want treasures that do not care about others, even to the point that they want to kill me and my son, too,"

"Then what should you do now? Until when did you part with your husband? Isn't that unfair to him because he is also entitled to Nara? Moreover, Nara was his flesh blood. Siska does not want to interfere in Sister's affairs, but there is no harm if Sister returns to Sister's husband and struggles together to keep Nara. Nara herself also deserves to know who her real father is,"

Siska felt sorry for the life of Ana and Kinara during this time, she had to live far from her loved ones even away from her own family. Siska wants to tell Ana that she wants to get back together with her husband, but she is afraid that Ana will be angry with him and decides to go with Kinara.

Siska did not want that to happen, because Siska herself loved Kinara very much and already considered her like her own child. Siska does not want to be far from Kinara, she has been married for a long time but has not been blessed with children even her husband is currently wandering far away.

"Sorry Brother, Siska did not intend to tell Sister to leave, but Siska could feel how her husband's position was. Had the Big Brother's husband gone to take Kinara and you guys exchanged positions, Big Brother would not have been able to if it had to stay away from the Big Brother's own child?" Say Siska again for fear that Ana misunderstood because of her previous words.

"I want to go back to him, Sis. But I don't want to lose Nara either, they want Nara's life and I won't let that happen. I also love Rifki very much and even more than my own life, if I go back to her instead she will be in danger of constantly trying to protect me and Nara,"

"All decisions are in the hands of Brother, but please think well of this, Brother. I'm just afraid that Nara hates her own father, let alone growing more and more mature as well as her but not necessarily her mind. How also Nara still needs the affection of her Father, life without the affection of a Father can also affect the mental and emotional level. Please think well, brother,"

Ana was silent listening to Siska's words. It was true that all this time, even Kinara himself rarely listened to his words. Kinara often denied his remarks, let alone often throwing tantrums against the people around where he lives today.

Siska simply did not want her brother to regret it in the future, and was eager to repeat the past. However, the events that have passed can never be repeated again, especially if it kills someone's life so that his soul will not be able to return again.

Ana is also afraid if her child hates her own biological father, but on one side of her also does not want if her husband is in danger because of it but on the other hand she also wants to re-assemble as before. Not long after, Kinara came and met his mother while carrying a packet of food.

"Look, Nara got this," Kinara said happily as she received a package of food from someone.

The two immediately turned to the direction where Kinara was, Ana herself instantly closed back her wound when she heard Kinara's voice yelling at him earlier. There was an innocent little girl with a smile on her cheeks, carrying a packet of food.

"Where did Nara get it?" Ask Ana.

"Same as Om Om, Ma." Kinara answered the question from Ana honestly.

"Nara. Next time do not just accept gifts from others, did Nara just do what? Why is she given food?" Omel Ana's.

Instead of being happy when her child came home with food, Ana nagged her child because she was given food by people she did not know. Ana is only afraid that the person wants to do something like that to Kinara, especially considering that many enemies want the life of Kinara himself.

"Nara didn't do anything, Ma. There were people who shared food at the orphanage, he said they opened a new restaurant nearby," replied Kinara honestly.

Previously, he did play together with the children of the orphanage, which even his home was not far from an orphanage. When Kinara played with his friends, someone arrived at the parlour and wanted to share food as a thank you for the opening of a restaurant in the area around the place.

Ana was relieved when she heard the explanation from her son, her previous fear was gone. As long as his existence was unknown to others, Kinara would remain safe from the danger that he was eager to pursue.

Ana does not want to take freedom from Kinara, she wants her child to grow up like other children in general. If he returns to Rifki, then Kinara's freedom will be lost and he will continue to be watched by members of Gengcobra so that Kinara will not be able to get along with children his age freely.

"Yes, Nara just ate. Nara hasn't eaten, has she?" Ask Ana to her son.

Ana knew that her child had not eaten, because usually her child would wait for her to be able to eat together. Especially now is Sunday, so that Kinara school was off and he could play with friends in his stead.

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Huft... Don't be upset if Othor ngak so make them enemies yak. The appearance of Lia (Mother Nadhira ) later, will be the end of the story, uh not the end deh rather Rifki meeting with Kinara, and all secrets will be revealed.. Prepare the tissue after this, Othor's mind began to be rather shrewd again, the heart of the baper heart, and the heart of the heart as unwilling

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Don't get tired of waiting for updates huh, Othor's real live world is very cruel... Othor has also written the life story of another Othor dinovel, want to know? Yuk stopped by too, if you don't want to know also ngak papa..

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