The Last Love of My Life
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Rifki searched here and there but found the whereabouts of Nadhira, he was almost frustrated because looking Nadhira where. He could not let Nadhira until why, even he would blame himself when Nadhira got in danger.

"Dhira! Where should I look for you? O Allah.. Give me instructions to find my servant's wife, I beg you. Only to You the servant asks for help, and to You the servant asks."

It felt like he was so devastated at this moment, not getting any clue where Nadhira went. The letter he found was not written where the bad guy took Nadhira away, really there is no clue whatsoever about the existence of Nadhira.

Rifki also opened her phone, she typed something on her phone. Rifki has Nadhira's mobile number, as Nadhira used to work with him and changed her identity to Ana.

Rifki tried to call the number, but there was no response from Nadhira. Nadhira and Amanda got off the pick-up car after arriving near the village of Flamboyan. It took time for them to walk towards the village, moreover the village had to enter a forest first.

"Maybe here we'll be safe for a while, Dhira. Until Rifki comes to this place" Amanda said.

"I didn't expect him to come, Manda. I just want her to be okay, I'm afraid if she's up to why napa, I'm afraid of that."

"I know that you love Rifki so much, Dhira. Your love will not be able to be separated even for a moment, and may it remain forever. Be patient, you must be able to get through this,"

Nadhira nodded his head slowly, his mind was really chaotic at this time could not even think clearly, fortunately there was Amanda who was able to make Nadhira not to be complacent by the current circumstances. It was very difficult, even wanting him to give up on the situation, because there had been so many wounds in him.

"I'm full of wounds, if you're with me you'll get hurt, Rif. Mama Putri was right that we shouldn't be together, you should have listened to her more than your ego at that time. I'm sorry, because I hurt you. Let me be the one who is hurt, not you" Nadhira said in tears.

Amanda could feel that so many wounds were felt by Nadhira with just his words, wounds that were unable to be told and would not be able to be felt by others. One will never understand each other before they feel each other.

"Try calling Rifki, Dhira. And tell him that we're in a Flamboyant village" Amanda said as she stroked Nadhira's back.

Nadhira nodded his head, looking for his phone in his pocket. But he did not find it, Nadhira previously put his phone in the pocket of the shar'i clothes he was wearing, but he did not find it.

"Manda, my phone is gone like it is" Nadhira said in a panic.

"Lost where? How can it be lost, Dhira? Then how do we contact Rifki like this?" Ask Amanda who panicked too.

"You don't have a cell phone, Manda?"

"My phone's dead, Dhira. I accidentally broke my phone in two,"

Amanda took her phone out of her pocket, and showed Nadhira the state of her phone. Previous events made the phone broke, even until it was split into two parts.

"If I could have used my phone in the first place, I wouldn't have asked you to call Rifki, Dhira. I'm telling you because my phone can't be used" Amanda added.

"How should we go?"

Amanda also put her hand on her chin while thinking about what to do next, at that time Nadhira looked at Amanda. Nadhira's gaze was fixed on Amanda's wrist, there embedded a black bracelet with carvings that are familiar to Nadhira.

"Manda, this bracelet..." Nadhira was unable to finish his words, and hearing that Amanda immediately hid her hands back.

"It's nothing" Amanda said quickly.

"Are you that woman?" Nadhira asked as he stared fixedly at Amanda's two black eyes.

Amanda nodded her head slowly, knowing what Nadhira meant at this time. Nadhira took a deep breath when she saw Amanda nod her head, not even believing what was really happening.

"I know everything, Dhira. My real mother is gone, without me knowing who she is. At first I could not accept the reality, but silently I did a DNA test with Mama Sena and it did not match. Sapta explained everything to me, I rebelled at first when he said it all, but I realized you're the one who's hurt the most with this, Dhira."

"I know how you feel, Manda. It's hard to accept reality, but that's Manda's destiny, you're patient. May your late mother be quiet in nature there,"

"Dhira, I'm sorry that I've been mean to you all this time, even I almost killed you that time. I regret everything, I wanted to apologize to you a long time ago, but I was afraid to do it, I was afraid that you would hate me even more and tell me to get away from your life."

"I've never hated you, Manda. Because I knew that you were affected just like Sena back then, I just hated your nature not yours. But now, there is absolutely no hatred for you in my heart, Manda."

"Thank you Dhira, you're so good to me. All this time I knew that you were alive even after falling from the abyss of that time, when you were kidnapped I was trying to tell Rifki your whereabouts despite the mysterious message,"

Without lingering any longer, Nadhira immediately scattered his embrace to Amanda. Feeling that it makes Amanda hug back Nadhira, the two brothers let go of each other sorry to tighten the relationship between the two who were once very tenuous, there was not even a way to be able to unite the two.

Nadhira thinks that she and Amanda will never be together, even as the two look hostile. But fate says otherwise, it turns out that it is fate itself that has united the two like this beautiful, even unexpectedly though it is.

After a long time the two never met, Nadhira himself did not know what had happened to Amanda, but Amanda knew the rare traces of Nadhira so far. Amanda was always watching him, even trying to protect him with the ability he could.

Amanda continued to fight even though it was unknown to anyone, even Nadhira himself never thought that Amanda was a woman who always saved her all this time. Amanda did so in silence so that no one would suspect her, even if her plan was known to her only without ever involving anyone other than Sapta.

"Are you the one who helped me after that fall?" Nadhira asked after a long time they hugged, and he let go of his embrace while holding both of Amanda's shoulders.

"Yes, they all wanted you even your baby back then. I don't want my niece until why, so I came looking for you and thankfully it's not too late. I have also driven you out of the village by telling the villagers that the baby you bear is an illegitimate child, I'm sorry that I was forced to do that to get you out of there. After your departure, the wicked man came and destroyed everything for not finding you and your son."

"You know they're coming for me, how did you know about that, Manda?"

"You remember Clara? Your friend back in school" asked Amanda.

Nadhira also remembered about the name, a name he had forgotten long ago. The name was no stranger to him, as the woman had fought with Nadhira and the woman had once attempted to snatch Rifki from him. The figure of a girl who is arrogant because her father is a head of the foundation where Nadhira had studied there.

"He's been at odds with you, right?"

"Yes. What does he have to do with this?"

"Himself had joined a gang at that time, and invited me to join him. I agreed to that, and Clara also told me to harm you. The gang followed by Clara turns out to be a community that wants to snatch the demon gems and xingsi heirloom kris. From there I knew their movements, because I was also part of them. But don't get me wrong about that, I joined them to find out their steps and protect you."

"Why are you doing all this, Manda? What if you why for betraying them?"

"I'd rather why because of my actions to protect you, than I can't do anything to repay your kindness to me. You have often saved me without even caring about your life on the verge of the boundary, and I am so evil that I never appreciate your struggle, Dhira. Now it's my turn to sacrifice for you, even if I have to die even if I'm sincere."

"No. No one's gonna die here, whether it's you or Rifki."

"Well, what about you? Don't be selfish, Dhira. You don't care about your life, but do you know someone who's afraid of losing you, he's your husband, Dhira. Protect your life because it means something to Rifki, not to you but to your husband. Life without someone you love will feel very quiet, that's what Rifki has been feeling all along without you knowing."

"You know a lot about me, Manda. You know why I didn't go back to Rifki all this time?"

"I know that, you did it because of Kinara, didn't you? And now that he's grown up, he has every right to know who his father is, and he's sure to keep trying to figure that out even if you don't tell him."

Amanda knows everything about Nadhira, even without Nadhira himself knowing. Even during this time he always saved Nadhira, during the celebration of his own fireworks, Amanda who had thrown a cat just to save Nadhira.

Even such a small thing was not known by Nadhira, Amanda told Nadhira everything. Not to be praised or to be adored, he told it so that Nadhira knew that he really wanted to apologize to him and wanted to establish a good relationship with Nadhira.

"Manda, may I ask you one thing?"

"What's that?"

"If I don't survive, will you try to persuade Kinara not to hate her father?"

Amanda stared fixedly at Nadhira's face, she did not believe the request uttered by Nadhira at this time. Why should he ask like that? Aren't the two currently in danger, not one of them.

"On that, I can't do it, Dhira. Because the one who is obliged to tell it is you, if Nara knows from others then his heart will certainly be broken and will not even be able to accept Rifki as his father. You have to stay alive, after this you can be together again and persuade Nara to accept her father."

"I'm afraid I can't do that, Manda. Nara must have been very disappointed and angry with me,"

"That's been your choice, Dhira. Your life's path is in your hands, not someone else."

"You're right, I should have told Nara about this. Once this is done, I'll tell Nara everything, about how her father is and who his father is."

"Akun believes you can do it, there have been many obstacles that you have been through in this world, Dhira. And this time you can't just give up, remember your son and husband."

Nadhira also published a smile, confidence from Amanda made him excited to be reunited with Rifki. Nadhira himself was increasingly convinced that he could go through everything, because he did not walk alone but many people who loved him.

"Manda, how is Papa? It had been years since I had met him," asked Nadhira.

"Papa's out of town, Dhira. The last few years he's been so busy with his work, he rarely even calls me" Amanda replied, staring up at the sky that afternoon.

"But he's fine, right?"

"He's okay, you're calm about that. He'll be home later, but I don't know when I don't know either."

"If Papa comes home, tell me, will you? I miss him so much..." Nadhira said hanging. "No need, Manda. just hearing the news is enough for me, I don't want to meet him."

"Why? You're still thinking about that DNA test, aren't you?"

"No. But..."

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