The Last Love of My Life

The Last Love of My Life
Please forget me


Bi Ira brought Rifki to a place in the house, rather in the backyard of Nadhira's house, and the yard was not too wide so it was not used by Nadhira to train, he said, Nadhira usually goes to that place just to calm his mind and avoid the commotion in his mind.


Bi Ira invited Rifki to sit in a gazebo bordering a tilapia fish pond, what he wanted to talk about with Rifki, since coming to the place Bi Ira only noticed the fish pond, and he was looking at the fish pond, without saying a word to Rifki.


"Sorry Bi, what does Aunt want to talk to Rifki about? Rifki is ready to hear it" Rifki said.


"Do you really love Nadhira?" Bi Ira asked without looking at Rifki.


"Rifki loves Nadhira Bi so much, Rifki knows that this is very painful feeling at this time Bi, Rifki will try to get the blessing of Mama, Rifki does not want to lose Nadhira".


"If you love Nadhira then fight for her, Bibi does not want to see Nadhira hurt again, even though Bibi is only her adoptive mother, but Bibi is able to feel what she is feeling Nak, she said, Nadhira's been suffering all this time, and if you don't really love Nadhira then forget her, stay away from her, let her live happily, she said, Aunty knows that she is very hurt when she sees you with other women, Auntie please do not make Nadhira cry" Bi Ira said as both eyes began to look glassy.


"I understand Auntie's feelings, I don't want to play Nadhira's feelings either, but I hope that Bibi will always support me to get Nadhira's heart back and the blessing of both my parents Bi".


"Auntie can only pray, hopefully you can be together later, Aunty just does not want to see Nadhira cry again, enough her parents hurt her do not you also come to hurt her, she said, many things that he had passed, Lia would have been hurt when she saw her son sad".


"I promise you Bi and I promise Aunt Lia, I will love Nadhira forever and will never leave her".


"Son, don't promise like that if you can't keep it, you yourself have already been betrothed to another woman, how can you love Nadhira while there is another woman by your side?".


"I will try to cancel the match Bi, however the match will never weaken my resolve Bi, with the word bismillah I will not back down in the middle, before I can have Nadhira, I will not back down, maybe I'll get away from him and I'll come back to ask Nadhira".


"Whatever your decision may be, Aunt will always support you".


"This is what Nadhira wants, he will definitely ask me to stay away from him later, and my body will really stay away from him but not with my heart Bi, my heart will always be with him, my body will always be with him, please take care of Nadhira for me".


"You take it easy about Nadhira, Bibi will always be by her side to step up".


"Please Bi for loving Nadhira like Bibi's own biological child and thank you for the kindness that Bibi has given to Nadhira all along, I will never even be able to repay the kindness that Aunt has given me".


"Son, Bibi loves Nadhira very much, she is Bibi's childhood best friend's child, and only Nadhira that Aunty has right now".


"So, Aunt Lia and Auntie were best friends since childhood? It's so coincidental, such a beautiful coincidence".


"Yes, the story is very long to tell, and Bibi also did not expect that Lia would leave as soon as this died all of us, either, Lia was so kind to Auntie and Aunt would never be able to repay that kindness".


"Tante Lia was calm there, she must be very proud to have a friend like Aunt who was so good to her son, even though until now her body was not found, I really hope that he is still alive".


"Yes son, Aunty was expecting that too".


"Alright Bi, I want to see Nadhira".


"Yes, he's on the front page right now".


"Yes Bi".


Rifki immediately got up from her seat and immediately rushed away from the place, while Bi Ira just looked at her departure until a wall blocked her sight.


Rifki immediately headed to the front yard of the house to meet Nadhira, behind a window glass in the guest room Rifki can see that Nadhira is currently practicing using his stick.


"A very beautiful movement, understanding one style is scarier than learning so many styles" Guman Rifki said.


Rifki immediately rushed to a gazebo not far from where Nadhira trained to pay attention to the style performed by Nadhira, Nadhira repeated the same movements and tried to perfect the movement.


Rifki continued to pay attention to the movements made by Nadhira, Nadhira only learned one style for this morning, but the movement continues to be repeated until he really understands the movement of the style.


"Understanding one style in detail and agile moves it more frighteningly than just memorizing many moves" Guman Rifki.


It turned out that Nadhira was training with the method given by Rifki, who was, although many styles that have been understood by Nadhira, but he prefers to explore one by one of these moves so that his movements make it easier for him to fight his enemy.


Rifki smiles to see Nadhira training, but Rifki is able to see that Nadhira's movements are not like before, no matter what happened to the last few years, Rifki also entered into his daydream.


Long enough he daydreamed until suddenly a test stick was directed at him, it immediately made Rifki realized from his daydream.


"Have paid enough attention to it?" Nadhira asked sarcastically.


"Here, why have your movements changed so much?" Ask Rifki back in full search.


"It's none of your business, you're sober, you better get out of my house" Nadhira said.


"But I'm still sick Dhira, can you throw me out in this state?".


"What pain? Which part hurts? But can it still run? Or do I need to call an ambulance to get you out of my house as soon as possible?"


"My sick heart, right here" said Rifki, pointing to his chest, "I'm tired of ambulances, hospitals, medicines" Rifki said with a big smile.


"No kidding Rifki! Didn't you hear what I said? Get the fuck out of my house".


"Why did you throw me out like that hm? I'm going to do this with Oma later, how can her granddaughter drive the leader of Abriyanta Groub out of her house like that".


"Oma's not home right now, how can you tell her to Oma?".


Rifki was silent because she only realized that Sarah was not home this time, since last night she did not see any sign of Sarah's house and was not as usual.


"Oh yes.. Oma where?".


"He's out of the country, at his son's house".


"When will Oma come home?".


"No idea, uh... Why are you even asking me to talk anyway, get out of here!".


"Why do you want me to leave you so badly? Do you have no feelings for me anymore? Yeah at least respect me as a guest here".


"I've never accepted you as a guest here, and your presence here makes me very uncomfortable, you already have a fiancee, why are you still here?".


"Fiancee? I feel like I've never been engaged to anyone, why would I have a fiancee?".


"Actually I have what the hell is wrong with you Dhira? Until you hate me like that? You didn't even come when you promised me you'd come home from the hospital that day".


"You're not wrong, please forget me and get out of my life".


"What's? Wh why? How come?".


"QUICK GET OUT OF HERE RIFKI! I don't want to see you again from now on, why are you asking me? You are a Young Master, how can you not know anything" Nadhira told Rifki arrived.


"Is it because of the match that you're angry with me Dhira? Do you want me to cancel that? I'll do Dhira".


"No! From now on forget I'm Rifki, I don't want to hurt a woman, you better get out of my house".


Rifki immediately got up from her seat and walked towards Nadhira, after snapping at Rifki, Nadhira herself who was crying, Rifki was unable and could not see Nadhira crying like that, Rifki was unable and could not see Nadhira crying like that, but when Rifki wanted to wipe away her tears, Nadhira suddenly fended off the hand.


"I SAID GET OUT OF HERE RIFKI!"


"Don't cry Dhira, I can't see you crying like this, I'm sorry to you Dhira, I don't know what I've done wrong to make you this angry with me".


"You're not wrong Rif, our meeting was wrong".


"I don't understand at all what you're saying Dhira? Why could our meeting be a mistake?".


Nadhira just throw his face from the face of Rifki, he rubbed his own tears violently, Rifki tried to touch Nadhira's cheek but Nadhira repeatedly continued to deflect the hand.


"Rifki stop! Don't touch me again".


"Dhira, I just want to wipe your tears, don't cry".


"I wouldn't do it if you left here and forgot about me, I hate you, Rifki!"


"Well if that's what you want, then I'll be gone forever from your life, let's just say Rifki's dead from this second, and if you meet Rifki it's not her anymore" Rifki said in a cold tone to Nadhira.


Nadhira just nodded to Rifki with a very heavy nod for him, after which he could only take his eyes off Rifki's face because he could not afford to look at Rifki because he was holding back his tears.


"Thank you for everything Dhira, thank you for the happiness you have given me even for a moment, thank you for being such a booster in my life, let's just say we never met and never knew each other".


"Refriger..." Guman Nadhira slowly and only visible movement of his lips only.


"Dhira, forgive all the mistakes I've done to you, may you be happy and find someone who will make you happy, and love you sincerely, your Rifk is dead Dhira, she said, don't you want to say something to him one last time?".


"I just hope that Rifki will get the happiness she deserves, my Rifk will always live forever in my heart, and forget me soon".


"Alright if that's all you want to tell him, Rifki's saying goodbye forever".


Rifki who is always warm with him is turned into a cold Rifki in front of Nadhira, it makes Nadhira feel like losing the real Rifki figure.


"BABY! BAY!" Shouted Rifki calling Bayu.


Rifki kept shouting to call Bayu and it made Nadhira confused, Bayu who was busy enjoying Bi Ira's cooking immediately rushed to answer the call, and he immediately met Rifki who was in the front yard of Nadhira's house.


"What's the Young Master?" Ask Bayu after arriving there immediately.


"That's too long! Wherever you are" asked Rifki back in an angry tone.


"I'm sorry, Bi Ira's cooking is so good".


"Let's get out of here" Rifki said coldly.


"But ..".


Bayu could not continue his words because Rifki immediately rushed away from that place without looking at Nadhira first, Rifki as if would not consider the presence of Nadhira in that place, until it makes Bayu confused what to act like and he decided to say goodbye to Nadhira.


Seeing that made Nadhira nod to Bayu and stared at Rifki's departure with her sad feelings, but she could not do anything, she wanted Rifki to immediately hate herself so that it was easy to forget her.


Rifki immediately rushed to get out of Nadhira's house, Rifki walked with a facial expression so cold that made Pak Santo who wanted to ask him immediately decided to re-submerge the question, and Rifki crossed Pak Santo just like that while Bayu only nodded to Pak Santo and it was reciprocated by a nod.


Rifki immediately rushed into his car which was parked in front of Nadhira's house last night since Bayu's arrival to the place, after which Bayu immediately ran the car without asking Rifki.


Seeing the car passing away from the place made Nadhira dropped his body on the grass in the yard, he hugged his own knee and buried his face between his knees.


"Dhira" said Bi Ira who was visiting Nadhira.


Nadhira immediately raised his face towards Bi Ira who was walking towards him at this time, Nadhira immediately wiped his tears and pretended to smile in front of Bi Ira.


"Everything is fine" said Nadhira with a thin smile but there were still white patches of keristal at the end of his eyes.


"You know how you feel, son, don't lie to me".


"It's over, ma'am, Rifki's gone and he's never coming back".


"Isn't that what you want, son? Why are you crying like that?".


"Dhira ngak nangis, Dhira wants to go to the room first".


Nadhira immediately turned around and left Bi Ira who was there, when their faces did not look at each other, Nadhira tears suddenly dripped by itself.


Nadhira immediately rushed to his room, upon arrival he immediately dropped himself behind the door of the room and closed the door from the inside, he remembered Rifki's last words before and the words immediately echoed in his ears.


"I'm sorry, I hurt your heart Rif, I don't know if I can live my day without you beside me, the years I've been waiting for have all gone away, marriage is only a plan, but God does not want us to be together".


Nadhira closed his eyes and a glimpse of the shadow of his mass that haunted him immediately appeared in his memory, the togetherness they always went through together now only a beautiful memory.


Nadhira clasped his hands tightly and clasped them in front of his chest, the shadow of the togetherness of the two had sprung up to create a cry at the end of Nadhira's eyes, his lips trembled as he was no longer able to hold back the tears that were about to fall.


The memory continues to be unpretentious to Rifki's voice before, the promise of a long spoken promise sprang up accompanied by Rifki's voice before he left Nadhira's house.