
Rifki also asked his men to run the car to Syaqila's house while driving him home, seeing the car driven by Rifki who drove away from the place made Nadhira only able to sigh long and look a speck of tears in his eyes.
"Why are you crying Dhira? Rifki has hurt you but why does your little heart say that Rifki has always protected you, what you really feel right now" Nadhira told herself.
Nadhira clenched his hands and hit a tree nearby, how sad he was at this time, he continued to try to remember what happened to him at that time, and Rifki's words made him so certain that he had done something to him without him noticing that night.
He stepped away from that place in a daze like he was going to step at this time, in his heart there was only a turmoil that made him forget the direction of the way home, The always cheerful Nadhira has now become so moody over the changes made by Rifki.
"He's not a Rifki, he says Rifki's gone, why should I cry for someone like that?".
It was seen that someone was running towards him and calling Nadhira's name, but Nadhira did not hear it at all until the person touched Nadhira's shoulder and Nadhira was surprised to see it.
"Non, where are you going?" Ask that person who is none other than Mr. Mun.
"No idea" replied Nadhira lazily.
"No Non don't daydream like that, the danger is Non, our car is at the end of the road there, but why Non Dhira is walking in a different direction".
"really?"
"Also byung Non, fortunately Non Dhira did not go too far earlier, if Non lost how?".
"I'm not a child sir who does not know his own home, if you go to ride a taxi or taxi to go home".
"Not usually Non like this, is Non jealous? Or is it a broken heart?".
"Want me to break Father's bone?"
"Didih Non, do not have to be angry that way too, if the bones of Mr. broken continue to not be able to work, continue if Non want where ngak no one nganterin dong".
"Can find a replacement for Mr. Mun, just call the foundation later come to the house of the new driver, why bother".
"Non looking for new people is not that easy, let alone to mup on, looking for a first-person replacement will not be that easy".
"Pak Mun is right, how can I find a replacement for Rifki, while Rifki is the first person in my heart" Guman Nadhira quietly.
"Tuhkan Non Dhira even dumbfounded again, Non don't mostly bengong like that, if the tambet later even more dangerous".
"Pak Mun is getting more and more chatty yes, it's like Mr. Santo only".
"Ih Non mah, we are eleven and twelve, but I am still a handsome man".
"Whose Mr Mun is handsome?".
"Yes Non, the proof is that I already have a wife means I practice, it is Pak Santo boro boro has a wife who is already an old virgin".
"Pak Mun can't do such a physical dehina, aren't you afraid of what qualities sir?".
"The real non".
Nadhira did not care about it and continued on the journey, but Mr. Mun immediately pulled his hand to make it stop instantly.
"What the hell is it, sir" said Nadhira a little annoyed.
"Non the car's not there, it's there".
"Ah yes I forgot".
"The truth is said people if love affairs so forget everything, even the purpose of life was forgotten".
Nadhira just stared at Pak Mun at a glance and immediately rushed towards his car, seeing it made Pak Mun shake his head because of the actions of Nadhira, making him shake his head, for some reason now Nadhira is very difficult to smile even just to joke with Mr. Mun.
Nadhira then entered the car and immediately told Mr. Mun to enter as well, after which the car immediately drove away from the place, on the way Nadhira continued to look at the streets without a word coming out of his mouth.
"Non Dhira why yes, why does he look so much burden like this, what is disturbing his mind" Inner Pak Mun.
Not feeling both of them reached home, seeing Nadhira's car driving towards the gate of the house made Pak Santo immediately rushed to open the main gate for the car driven by Nadhira.
After the car entered Mr. Santo immediately closed it and locked the main gate, the car stopped and saw Nadhira and Mr. Mun coming out of the car.
Without a word Nadhira immediately rushed into his house, while Pak Mun immediately joined Pak Santo at the security guard, Mr. Santo who noticed since then was confused why Nadhira just kept quiet like that, usually he will always say hello to himself but different this time.
"What's wrong with Non Dhira?" Ask Mr. Santo when he sees Mr. Mun approaching.
"It seems like a broken heart again" replied Mr. Mun.
"Breaked heart again? How many do you think his heart is Non Dhira, always broken".
"That's the pity of Non Dhira".
"Is the culprit still that young man Mr Mun?"
"Which young man?".
"Young people who ask to meet Non Dhira here, who sit on their knees in front of the gate until Non Dhira wants to meet him, ah Pak Mun will not understand, deh, sir Mun came home at that time".
"really? Sampe that?".
"Here you go, I'd better persuade Non Dhira, don't let him dissolve in his sadness, I can't bear to see it that way".
"You're right, I'll tell her foster mother that she can persuade Non Dhira".
"That's just let me Mr. Mun, I'll tell Bi Ira about it".
"When have you been so excited to say this to Ira? Don't don't you..." Said Mr. Mun hanging.
"Ish what you're saying is Mr. Mun, we're just coworkers".
"Although seriously also ngak papa times, you are the same single, do not have a partner, maybe it's your destiny to meet here".
"What is Mr Mun really? Now is not the time to be kidding Mr. Mun".
"What do you think I'm kidding is San?" Said Mr. Mun while leaving his voice.
"Yes, sir, I believe, I'm angry".
Mr. Santo ended their conversation, while Mr. Mun immediately rushed into the mansion to immediately meet Bi Ira so that he would persuade Nadhira who was sad at this time.
The afternoon where Nadhira had just returned from work, and since Theo had not worked in his company Nadhira was picked up by Mr. Mun, when the car driven by Nadhira entered the courtyard of the house Mr. Santo immediately chased the car until the car stopped.
Nadhira got out of his car, he was so surprised when Mr. Santo who opened the car door for Nadhira, with heavy breathing Mr. Santo tried to stabilize his breathing before speaking to Nadhira.
"What's up, sir? Is there something that makes Mr Santo run around like that?" Nadhira asked who felt strange with Mr. Santo.
"It's Non, there's an invitation to Non Dhira".
"Invitation for me? What invitation sir?".
"Non read it yourself better" said Mr. Santo while handing over an invitation to Nadhira and immediately accepted by him.
Nadhira also looked at the cover of the invitation which was written by the name of Rifki and also Syaqila in the invitation, his hands trembling when reading the name.
"Will he get married?" Nadhira asked with a sad feeling.
"It looks like an engagement invitation deh Non, may soon be getting married" replied Mr. Santo.
The answer immediately made Nadhira shed her tears, seeing that made Pak Mun immediately hit Pak Santo's chest with his own fist, The Saint felt guilty for what he said at this time.
"Ih you, can lie a little ngak anyway" Admonished Pak Mun to Mr. Santo.
"Yes, my mouth is nyeplos like".
"The number is in sewing dong tuh mouth".
Nadhira did not care about the words of the two, he immediately entered his house by running, he did not think that Rifki would really live with others, and it was so painful for him.
Nadhira immediately locked herself in her room and dropped her body behind the door of her own room, whereupon she broke her heart when she found out that the person she loved so much would be engaged to someone else.
Although Nadhira says that he hates Rifki so much, he is unable to lie to his own heart that he still loves Rifki so much and his feelings will never change.
"Why? Why do you have to marry someone else Rifki, why?"
The tears could no longer be contained, he grasped so tightly the invitation that the invitation was slightly wet from the cold sweat he felt at this time, there is no hope of living with Rifki.
Tok tok tok tok
"Don't open the door, let me in"
Outside can be heard the voice of Bi Ira who is so panicked after knowing that Nadhira is currently crying from Mr. Santo and also Mr. Mun, while Sarah herself has not returned from abroad because there the second child of David was just born so that Sarah helped her daughter-in-law to take care of the baby until her daughter-in-law was able to bathe her own child.
From inside the room there was no word from Nadhira so that made Bi Ira feel very sad and panicked, arriving beside Nadhira appeared Nimas who arrived.
"Open Dhira's door, don't you feel sorry for your foster mother?" Nimas.
Nadhira also looked at Nimas with both eyes swollen from crying, Nadhira looks so very sad this time, this time, especially with eyes that are slightly reddened by too many tears flowing out of the eye fertilizers.
"Not to cry Dhira, this is all the destiny of the Almighty".
Nadhira nodded towards Nimas while wiping away the tears that were about to drip, heartbreaking for his heart at this time, if he could choose he wanted to stay beside Rifki to live his day like before.
Nadhira also rose from his seat and slowly opened the door of his room, when it was seen the shadow of Bi Ira in front of the door of his room, Nadhira immediately dropped his body in the arms of his adoptive mother.
"Mom hiks... hiks... hiks... I really lost Rifki, why did this happen to me Mom? What wrong? Papa has left me, and now that Rifki's gone to live with someone else, do I not deserve to be happy Mom?".
"Don't cry son, this isn't all your fault, but this is all fate, maybe Rifki isn't the right person for you and someday there will definitely come the best person for you, don't say that, you deserve to be happy, son, happiness is not only being able to marry Rifki but being grateful for the blessings God has given us".
"It hurts so much Mom, Dhira is not strong anymore, Dhira is not able to withstand this all Mom, how can Dhira see it side by side with others later".
Because the hardness of Nadhira crying it makes Nadhira fall unconscious just like that, it made Bi Ira shout to call Mr. Santo and Mr. Mun to help himself lift the body of Nadhira who fainted towards his room.
"Dhira, Nak's conscious" Bi Ira said trying to make Nadhira aware.
With the heart of Mr. Mun and Mr. Santo laid Nadhira's body on his mattress, after which Bi Ira told the two to get out of Nadhira's room because he wanted to apply eucalyptus oil on Nadhira's stomach.
Mr. Mun and Mr. Santo immediately rushed to leave the room to resume their respective duties, while Bi Ira immediately poured eucalyptus oil slowly in Nadhira's stomach.
"There is so much burden on you, son, you don't even care about your own condition at all, even with just one kidney you are always desperate to risk your life" Said Bi Ira while rubbing Nadhira's stomach which contained two seams that had fallen.
One is a puncture wound that Nadhira gets only to help Rifki while the other he gets to help Rendi who is in need of a new kidney so that Nadhira sacrifices his kidney so that Rendi can stay alive until she has lost her kidney at present.
But his sacrifice was not considered by them at all, until Nadhira bore everything himself all this time, living with one kidney is not easy especially easy to feel pain if too much movement or eating foods that are not allowed to be consumed by people who have one kidney.
Bi Ira was eager to tell Nadhira about what Rifki is doing at this time, but he had promised Rifki not to divulge this matter to anyone including Nadhira himself.
"Beware son, everything will be beautiful in time, Rifki once promised Mom, I'm sure she will definitely keep it later".
Bi Ira also gave eucalyptus oil at the end of his hand and he approached Nadhira's nose so that Nadhira would immediately wake up, he massaged Nadhira's legs slowly and hoped that Nadhira would open his eyes soon.
Nadhira felt that his gaze was so dark and also so silent arrived, he was not aware that now he was unconscious, at first glance he heard someone who was shouting and it over time made Nadhira able to hear the voice of Bi Ira who was beside him.
"Mother" said Nadhira who slowly began to open his eyes.
"If you ever realize, son, don't make Mom so anxious like this, I'm afraid something's going on with you, Dhira".
"What happened to me, Mom?" Nadhira asked as he held his head.
"You suddenly passed out just like that, son"
"Fainting? My head is so dizzy, Mom"
Not long after, Bi Sari came to bring a tray with a glass of warm drink for Nadhira, when Nadhira was unconscious, Bi Ira then told him to make a warm drink for Nadhira.
"Diminum used to be Non" Bi Sari said.
Nadhira also rose from his sleep with the help of Bi Ira, after which Bi Ira helped Nadhira to drink the warm drink slowly so that Nadhira's body back to eat, after which Bi Ira helped Nadhira, after drinking it until it runs out it makes Nadhira's body feel more mengingan.
"Mom? Is Rifki going to marry someone else?" Ask Nadhira.
"Mother is sure that she won't marry anyone but you son".
"But the invitation?"
"It's just that paper is not a feeling of love between you, paper can be damaged quickly, but for matters of the heart no one can impose a will".