
Sassya was still resting on the floor with both eyes still very watery. He was afraid, he was ashamed, now all the pairs of eyes in the restaurant were looking at him with a different gaze, there was a pity, there was a scorn, there was a cynic, there was no one who cared. Not to mention his hot ears hearing some innuendo from the restaurant visitor.
In fact, two years does not change anything, people still know his face, people still remember his mistakes in the past. Evidently now he heard again from people who said if he and his mother were murderers, destroyers of people's households, crazy property and so forth.
"Wait what else Sassya? Pack your things and leave this place as soon as possible!!"
"Deg" Sassya had no power to say anything more. Want to stand up even his joints have been weak. 2 years he struggled through his difficult life,2 Years he and his mother went to look for work to and fro to survive and now he has to lose his job.
How did he tell his mother? How did her mother react? What about his papa debts? How do they eat in front of him?
"Hiks.." Isakan who had been detained by Sassya finally released as well.
"It's Sassya, I can't help you this time. Besides, even if the owner of the restaurant what you did today might just kick you out of here. So get out of here, before I drag you out."
Mr. Beni sternly asked Sassya out of the restaurant.
From a distance Rama who had noticed the situation of Sassya certainly felt pity. Without being told he immediately stepped into the place where Sassya was resting right now.
His hand outstretched to help Sassya wake up, but only then did he reach for Sassya's arm, his hand directly tepis by Beni's sir.
"Don't interfere with Rama, will you share the same fate as him?? He's already embarrassed me today, if you help him, I'll also fire you."
"Without you telling me to get out of this restaurant. You fired Sassya that means you also fired me, I work here because of Sassya. I think you know who I am."
Rama replied firmly, after which he raised Sassya's body and carried her towards the changing room to pick up Sassya's belongings and take her out of this place as soon as possible. He was sick of seeing people look at Sassya.
Arriving in the dressing room, Sassya was still crying making Rama more compassionate. He immediately pulled the poor girl into his arms.
"The shuttle!! I cried, your head will hurt." Said Rama while rubbing the back of Sassya.
Instead of stopping, Sassya even more sob."G.gue doesn't know what to say to my mama, mama I'm sick again Ram. He needs money for treatment, all this time I always want to buy the things I want for the sake of mama, work to pay off my bokap debt, you also know my problem."
Rama nodded."I know and I understand, I'll help you. Now you change clothes after this I anterin you go home."
Rama said while releasing the apron he was wearing and then placed it on the table in the room.
Sassya could not continue her sentence anymore because she was already crying. It is hard to say if he and his mother are murderers, he is really ashamed of his past. He and his mother do not even deserve to be called human, then in front of him there is a man who still wants to defend him when everyone hates him. He was really embarrassed.
Rama, who saw Sassya crying again, again pulled Sassya into his arms. His hand rubbed Sassya sebaru's head saying.
"Lo remembers when we first met, I told you that I don't care about your past. I love you Sassya."
Sassya trembled at the expression of Rama who had somehow been to how many times. He remembers when they first met.
At that time Sassya came home last night and while on the road she was bullied by some thugs. At that time the road was completely deserted, Sassya was pulled by some thugs to the side of the road, almost she was harassed by them.
Luckily there was a car that stopped in front of him, the owner of the car came out and immediately beat the thugs until they ran away leaving Sassya who was almost naked.
The one who helped Sassya was none other than Rama. After that Sassya was brought Rama to his apartment and given new clothes, there Rama also gave him medicine and advised him to stay there because the situation of Sassya was quite sad.
Sassya did not mind because she also could not go home with such circumstances, that night Sassya was staying there and Rama also asked Sassya a lot of things. The two who feel connected to each other do not have a problem telling each other's lives. Rama's good attitude made Sassya feel comfortable.
That night even blatantly Rama said he would look after Sassya. Rama is not from the lower class like Sassya, his parents are a businessman in the city of Surabaya, Rama came to Jakarta to visit his ailing aunt. But after meeting with Sassya he immediately decided to settle down and work with Sassya to become a servant.
Until a few months later Rama said that he actually loved Sassya. Even then he did not want to introduce Sassya to his parents but Sassya refused because she was embarrassed by her own circumstances.
Until now Rama still keeps the same taste in Sassya. If asked if Sassya did not return the feelings of Rama, then the answer is no. Not because it is not dear, but because he is aware of who and Rama who. He did not want to be a disgrace in the family of Rama.
"Thank you Ram." Sassya released Rama's embrace from him, "sorry, you still can't return your feelings. After this I suggested you go back to Surabaya, you have been here for two years. As long as you're on my side, you won't get anything. I'm not the woman you're waiting for." Sassys said sincerely.
He patted Rama on the shoulder several times."Promise yes, after this you can't find me anymore. Let's just say we never knew. I'm so happy to know people as well as you, so very grateful for all the kindness, so I want you to be happy and the way you have to get out of my life."
Rama shook his head."If I go back to Surabaya, will you come with me? You can take your mom too. We live in my house, or we make our own?"
"Apaan the Ram. Your future is still long, don't waste time for girls not to use me. It's Ram,gue go back first."
With half a run Sassya came out of the restaurant through the back gate. He could not bear to face Rama for too long. His defense could be shaky. He just doesn't want to make people as good as Rama hard because of a useless girl like her.