The Magical Girl Belongs to the Eagle
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"Why are you acting like this. Your attitude, your words, why has everything changed?? Look right, I'm Bella. I'm the woman you hate"
"Have, I've seen you for a long time. And just so you know, you are indeed the woman I hate but you are also the woman I love so much!!" The Eagle in front of Bella's face.
Degs..
Degs..
Degs..
Bella blames her hearing which may be wrong. But his heart was already beating uncontrollably hearing something that was uncertain of the truth.
"I love you, Bella, I'm sorry for denying this feeling. I've always covered it all with hatred for something that just found out"
The eagle tried to reach Bella's hand but the beautiful woman actually distanced her hand. The eagle smiled disappointed with Bella's reaction.
Bella accidentally sees a ring on the ring finger of the Eagle. He remembered very well that the ring was a ring that had been thrown away by the Eagle.
"No, that's not love. Looking at your rapidly changing attitude like this. I'm sure you already knew everything when I was unconscious. So don't make the mistake of concluding that your feelings are love. It's just your pity"
"Or maybe just thank you because you must feel indebted to me"
Bella smiled again. But this time it was just a smile rising on his lips. It was as if he was laughing at his pitiful-looking self.
"Never know how I feel, Bella. Only I know how I feel about myself. And I also know that there's only me in your heart, right??"
Degs..
The Eagle's question made Bella throw her face away. He didn't know if it was that far the Eagle knew about him.
Bella's reaction made the Eagle smile. It's true what they say that Bella loves him.
"I admit that I've been acting badly towards you because of the misunderstanding between us. But I'm being honest about my feelings. I've liked you a long time ago, but the incident we've been through has me burying all those feelings"
"Sister" The call that the Eagle longs for.
"Yes, why?? You need anything?? Is anyone sick??" The Eagle asked as Bella was seen holding her head.
"My head is dizzy. Can I take a break??"
"Do I want to call a doctor??" The eagle looked very worried.
"No, I just want to sleep" Bella said softly.
"Alright, then let's lie down" The eagle helped Bella lie down. Then do not forget the Eagle pulled the blanket to cover Bella's body to the waist.
Bella turned her face to the side opposite the Eagle. He did not want the Eagle to see his still dripping tears.
Bella did lie to the Eagle if she felt dizzy and wanted to rest. He was just looking for a way to avoid the Eagle talking about something that Bella still had a hard time accepting.
Bella is not ready to face the Eagle with all the changes. It cannot be denied if in fact his heart is very happy to hear the declaration of love.
But Bella was afraid that it was all just pseudo. He was afraid that if the Eagle only felt indebted to him that he was being sweet like that. And that's what Bella was afraid of.
He did not want everything he did to be repaid only with a sense of indebtedness.
The eagle also knows that Bella is actually just looking for reasons to avoid it. But the Eagle understands all that. He couldn't force Bella to take it for granted. If he's in Bella's position, Jiga will find it difficult.
"I go out first, just call me if you need anything" the eagle chose to come out to give Bella a chance to calm her heart.
Bella did not reply at all despite very clearly hearing the Eagle's words.
Cup...
The eagle left a long kiss on Bella's forehead.
Bella who kept her eyes closed, of course, did not know if the Eagle would do that. Of course Bella felt her chest rumble. Although the physical contact had happened more than just a kiss but still it made Bella like burning.
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The eagle came out of the room with a lethargic face. His usual straight shoulder is now hollow like there is no bone.
"How's Bella Lang??" Ask Mommy who has been on the long bench in front of Bella's room with Mita.
The eagle shook his head weakly, and sat down beside Nadia with a face bowed lethargic.
"He tried to avoid me Bun" replied the Eagle..
"You're patient. Give her time, Mother is sure she won't ignore you. Mother knows exactly how she feels about you. Maybe he's just not ready for your sudden change like this"
The eagle confirmed Nadia's speech. She knows Bella feels foreign to her. How could someone who every day always cursed him now turn sweet.
"But Bella thinks this Eagle's feelings are just a Bun's return"
"That's what Bella always says, Bella doesn't want you to be nice to her just out of return"
"Keep trying to convince Bella, she can definitely accept you. I see so far his love for you has never changed. Especially when he opened his eyes. The first person she asked was just you" Mita explained to the Eagle who looked broken up there.
"Bella looking for me??"
"Yes, he's worried about you" Mita replied again.
The eagle chuckled "Look Bun, even when he is like that, he still worries about others"
"Not anyone else Lang, because you are the one he loves" Reply Nadia.
The three of them remained outside the room. They gave Bella space to rest. More precisely give Bella time to calm herself.
"Mother, mita tonight I'll keep Bella. You go home" said the Eagle.
"But what if Bella doesn't want to" Mita worries about her best friend's condition. Bella must be awkward to be alone with the Eagle after everything is revealed.
"Believe me Mit, I can definitely persuade him"
Finally Mita relented, she also wanted to see her best friend with her love. The love that made him sacrifice so much.
"All right, I'm picking up Bella. Don't force something he doesn't want. Just slow down"
"I know"
Not long after the departure of Nadia and Mita, Eagle still hesitated to go back inside. Actually the time that Eagle gave Bella was long enough. But the Eagle was afraid that Bella would refuse her presence again.
After feuding with his heart, finally Eagle resolved to keep going to meet his wife.
Bella who had been sitting leaning back turned her attention when she heard the sound of the door opening.
Without the Eagle guessing, Bella smiled faintly welcoming his arrival.
True said Mother if the feeling of Bella is only for the Eagle.
"Are you not dizzy anymore?" The eagle sat beside Bella.
"It's been a bit light" Bella replied in her soft voice.
"Bella" This time the Eagle grabbed Bella's hand and no longer wanted Bella to avoid it.
The eagle rubbed the soft hand.
"I know you must be awkward about all this. You feel alien to my changed attitude. But from now on, you should get used to my attitude like this. Because I'll stay like this forever"
Only with the words of the Eagle like that alone was able to make Bella teary.
"Don't cry, don't show me something like this. It will make me feel more guilty about you. Just act like the usual Bella. Bella is a hypocrite by hiding all the wounds in her heart"
Bella bit her lower lip to hold back her crying voice. Dai was no longer able to hold it with a tightness in his chest that was increasingly pressing.
Can't stand what he sees anymore. The eagle stood up and grabbed Bella into his arms.
Bella spilled her tears inside the warm embrace of the Eagle.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, baby. Believe it or not this feeling in my heart is not just pity and indebtedness. I am sure of my own feelings. I love you, I'm sorry I realized too late"
They were both swept away in their cries.
"Thank you for holding on. Thank you for still coming back. Just so you know, how heartbroken this is when you hear the Doctor declare your departure. I feel like I'd really like to catch up with you"
Bella was still sobbing in her husband's arms. But Bella's hand had no intention at all to turn around to wrap it around the Eagle's waist.
The eagle broke her embrace as she felt Bella a little calmer.
"Don't cry!!" The eagle wiped away the tears that soaked Bella.
The eagle seemed to be unglazed if he himself was also wet by tears.
Bella lowered her head, she was unable to linger staring at such an Eagle. In fact, they are both unprepared for each other's changes.
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Happy reading, sorry othor yes if the story is still less blue☺